Golden drops of smoldering heat.
The metal scalding my fingertips.
The promise of freedom, abundance, wealth, when all the gold before us stands blistering in the sun.
This is an inferno that may sear it's emblems into our flesh.
If we are not careful.
If we do not heed the safety precautions and protect ourselves.
It drips, these golden teardrops.
Forming divots in the sand and puddles in the streets.
The tiara welding itself to my crown.
The heaviness of gold weighing my soles firmly down.
The gemstones casting rays of violet out to scream for wayward trolls.
This treasure burdens me.
It threatens to sink us down into oblivion beneath the surface.
This treasure is a trove of struggle.
A retching of pain.
But it is salvation.
If we can carry it.
If we can bring it to the bank.
If we can cool it's demon heat.
If we can scatter it's violence into submission...
and let it pour out at our feet.
Let these things bring us into who we are.
Let this lead us into truth and greater wisdoms of the stars.
Let us be withstanding in cradling it in our arms as our birth into release.
Flow into freedom little coin. Little jewel. Little chest of worth.
Carry us home through you.
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I would say all the happenings, but silence is the bill for the month.
Stepping quietly so as not to disturb the gentle energy that is planted here.
These seeds need time to grow.
We are patient.
These things need time to build strength, and so do we.
And let not anyone come and defile it.
This is a learning to stay true and intentful.
To stay honest and forebearing.
To learn the things we need to learn as we walk a strangly lit path we never knew we would walk upon.
Much has happened this year and there isn't much room to breathe
But we are alive and rising to meet these new endeavors with the strength we've been building.
Many choices and paths are spread out.
And every one has a possibility to come to fruition.
And sometimes, we don't know the answer. Or the right thing. Or have all the knowings.
But we trust and we know ourselves.
And that is already the right choice.
We are the right choice.
Forget the rest.
but don't forget to rest... when we've laid the pen down. The hammer down. The weight down.
Release.
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I got chickens last year in honor of my natural rebellion. - WIN!
I'm reediting book 1...for the 15th time. I swear it's getting there LOL. - WIN!
Started editing in like late December...I'm not done yet...but I've only missed maybe 4-5 nights.WIN!
I haven't done art in decades, and I want to, but I don't have an art room... I have an ebay room...cause right now that's paying the bills.
I have 2 ebay rooms...ones in my office for listing and shit...the other to store all the shit that's already been listed... argh... I need a system...no... I need a space I don't use for other things....
Still doing storage auctions. But hard to lately as they've been going too high, we are extremely busy with the other houses, and we frankly have no room.
Also note, I have 8 bags of items to list on ebay and haven't gotten to those either.
I still don't skip my workouts. And if I miss a day, I feel like crap, so I try not to. - WIN!
Rin Rin died a few weeks ago and I'm still kinda mad about that. It was awful.
Still writing my other book too. WIN!
And I started meditating again (okay, so it's been the third day in a row now) but that's a WIN!
I still win at Jeopardy, and I've noticed the world is getting stupider.
Stocks are down, but dips are for buyin' not for cryin'
(I cried a little...) LOL.
Idk what else.
Kids are good, conveniently making me a bit insane.
Gma is on a cruise to Hawaii.
Hubs is one of my favorite persons still. He's slowly warming up to building me a larger chicken coop ;)
pic for attention.
