Lesson 4: frequent tuning

Ankh
It's the key....
but not a real key like how you use one to open a door...
but a REAL key.
the complete thing that really opens up new worlds.

The way that teleportation works crash landed into me yesterday
The ankh is the key....
but the real key...
is tuning
because it's a tuning rod...

The pyramids are large scale tuning power stations
That's why there's different sizes...
like different channels on a radio

THEY TAKE YOU TO DIFFERENT PLACES


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hence  'star traveler'

a side note,
sound also cuts and moves stones
sound also heals and realigns the body and mind
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I say sound.... but some of the frequencies you can't hear
..I'm not sure what else to call it other than vibration or frequency of such

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Tesla was right.... is right...
albeit not right in the head... he seems unable to communicate in the average manner...
hence why he was ousted while he was here
very erratic
very unstable
but even if not precise, he was on a channel that he could receive the knowledge
he perhaps lacked grounding
too slow apparently
much too slow from where he attuned himself to

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meh.... take it or leave it

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there may be more...but this is good for now
ta ta

Lesson 3 - really dig into it

Grounding...
maybe not the stand barefooted in the grass stuff
not even the hold onto a metal rod that jolts from the earth

something more in line with sitting yourself smack dab
in the apex of your vortextual throne and anchoring yourself there
and allowing the energies... all of them...
to move and move and move like a current without hesitation

because when you think thoughts, some are chaotic...
and if you ground, in this sense...
they anchor and get swallowed up and through...
and they are processed and silenced.

when you feel emotions, some are confusing...
and if you ground, in this sense...
they too get swallowed up and chewed and transferred through...
processed and silenced.

even the vibrations of certain things...
those too suffer transmutation at the cost of your own divine light
and all it takes is focus...
and maybe not even for you
(I'm just referring to me, cause living here has never been my norm)
and you probably will feel your body too...
also something I am unfamiliar with..
I hear it all the time, but dang, feeling your leg is just  a weird thing *shrugs
lol

enough of that
grounding..... there' still more on this that has yet to lead to fruition

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aether stuff... mostly subconscious, as I can't seem to recall what happened last time
I say last time... although those things are looking like they will blend together soon...
the dimensions... 
I'm wondering if the ufo's will show back up... (oy vey!)
something that both still intrigues me and ....ugh... I guess it might be cool again...
I have a phone now, so maybe I will have a camera on hand next time!
and maybe the other things will show up...
like in real 3d world stuff....

which is fine, cause I've got a whole load of cool things lined up to get delivered my way
straight from the aether to my hands
a time when my immaculate imagination and visualizing skills come as a huge asset and pay off
literately, and figuratively.

I would hope the go big or go home version would show up in my confidence,
it must be on the way, cause I've only just ordered 1/100 of all my toppity toppest cool things...
I will bring that into my attention and work out those kinks, lol
we are no longer available for kinda sorta or close enough around here!

Lesson 2 - stop the resistance

The seat.
The core centrifuge of soul.

and what holds you apart from it...
Ohm. The unit of resistance...
and there are so few...yet so many.

"Wanting is too heavy a burden."

not the wants... not the outcomes or desires...
only the act, the action of wanting...
depart from it and settle into your core

it feels like a release... and a clearing
and silence...
yet not

calm is not the word
centered is not quite accurate
after much waiting ... there is not a word that can be ascribed to such a place
nor a feeling
nor a thought
this is silence.
where there is still all things dancing about
but a space of infinity and eternity in the midst of the whirlwind
the seat
a breadth between motion and unmotion

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the blackness cracked and began flaking off as the wind carried the pieces away
underneath revealed pure white clothing, yet I was not amused nor surprised...
I already knew this in a sense of perspective
Thoth stood beside me, overlooking a vast distance with a star on the horizon
The flakes carried away like ashes...was it more black or white now, I settled on gray

"Do you know who you are?" He asked.
and I stared over the land before us, watching the star cast a miraculous display of light and shadow over the land textures.... beauty...
"I do not." 

but I knew it was more than I knew
and I knew I would fail to be surprised when I found out
because I already know
and again... words can not reach this place
nor be ascribed to such
they are not here
only peace... the only piece... and one thing does not need definition, when it is the only thing
it IS

this vibration
we are and all that is ...is that

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my intentions began as some sort of Law of Attraction practice...
because it works and there are things I want
and I've already attained much of those desires and put many in place for later
this garden I'm growing...
but I found myself caught up by the aether spirits and summoned forth by
not only the Universal prime Source...
but Thoth has been finding his way to me, on his own accord
this star traveler whom I share a unified coding with...

I wonder sometimes if the things I've been tuning to are forthcoming...
how long they will take
if they will be similar to the specs I've provided...
or if my sporadic wavering has delayed such precise manifestations
and now...
I've let myself sink into this core...
but it IS the path of least resistance.... and something fell...
well... I fell
and even if I can't quite grasp a meaning or a word for this diamond point space...
I dare not move away from it just yet
there's not much left of me here....
and I'm satisfied with that... let it all fall away and flake off
there is no fear here

at times I laugh in annoyance with myself for looking at these measly
desires I've put on order...
small, far too little, dinky things they are....
not to judge, but they are not grandeous or large or in any way impossible...
not that anything is....
at other times... I feel like I'm too impatient and just would like the end result to come on already
... I know this process... and even if the actualized revealing of it is pretty exciting for a time...
it's not the end all... nor everlasting... there's always more coming
a growing, an expanding
and these small 'wins' some like to call them...
so little compared to the ALL
so little compared to what I've already known in other lifetimes...in other vibrations
bigger is not always better... and this life may be a contrast to such...
and there are things I've come to know and appreciate beyond all other things...
thankful for such exposure to the shadow
and the light, as glorious as it may be
would be nothing without the night

so, I will still become the receiver of the small desires
I will still allow myself permission to have dinky 'wins'
and if the outer appears far too little...
the contrast is that the inner is far too large...
and I am grateful to have both
and stand in the midst

live without fear children
be wreckless
be bold
be brave
be courageous
be humble
be proud
and know you belong to yourself...
so when you fall away from all that is
you shall catch yourself


let
go
and
stop
the
resistance


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Lesson 1 -- just write the problem and the solution will follow

Nighttime... Friday...
nothing to say

been popping back and forth from 5th to 6th
back to 5th, to 6th, 5th, 6th..
it's chaotic...
like seeing your awesome shit in your hands...
and then you switch back and it's gone...
and then it's there... in your hands and you can touch it and smell it...
and them pow! nope... not real...
then back...and forth...back...and forth...

(like trying to listen to a song on the radio, but the channel won't pick up clearly
and you tune the dial slowly back and forth until it catches the right spot...)

...
and transitioning fully and solidifying into one permanently...
I was hoping it to be an instantaneous thing...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
boy, was I stupid


 5d can't give you what you already have in 6d

I guess this will do for now...
I'm rather excited to get my 6d stuff...
although I again have ruined the surprise.....as is the usual
and yeah, it's just stuff
and feeling
and some sort of deep resonance thing...
and I like when the others pop in, rather than me waving them over...
it's cool
and weird
and I need to stop writing the word 'and'
and also stop judging myself for doing so


amplifier
...amplifier

(ok...so that word was received by the aether... and I read the entire wikipedia page and learned a whole fuck ton of sciency knowledge...)
(ok...and so this led to photelectric cells.... very cool... )

I know what needs to be done then.
(AND THIS IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN 5d questions and 6D SOLUTIONS!)

magic bitches....
but really it's science...
magic sounds better though

MAGIC

"and" I will be back tomorrow possibly



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Source... emits

So I just solved a huge complex sci-fi paradox.
And also linked that to this whole human/soul paradigm.

It's pretty cool.
And even as it's a natural and precise knowing...
a bit raw
a bit deep

either way... consciousness transport and actual/recognized immortality...
is plausible
using clones...maybe, but definitely mech and other mobile tech.

...
I say I, like I actually did anything.... psssh
I just saw the connections and the meanings...
I didn't 'do' shit.
I received the info and images and there it was... and the piece fell into place.
so... whatevz

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This lifting higher...takes you out to more space.
and it's pretty dark
dark
...
with lots of stars

and sometimes frustrating and confusing and irritating too
expanding
pressure from the inside
that wants to shred you and tear you asunder
like fire in the belly...
and surrounded in ice
...
space isn't cold though...
it's welcoming
wrapping you in the blanket of darkness
(and also cooking you from the inside from the radiation!)

exactly like that
lol

it's fun
my kind of fun

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I've got tons more to write,
and maybe I'll do it later this week....
*shrugs.

we'll see

educations...
Source in etymology = to see
Soul... mixing it up...
Soul is source and EL (El is god)
So-El... pronounced...
To see God
hmmm?
too far? lol

booyah, goodbye

Planning
Directing
Organizing
Figuring
Debating
Sorting
Arranging

All these things are a crock
ways to divide you from your true self
ways to declare war with your inner being
why are these things so prevalent
let us conquer them on this day
and speak of it no more

We aren't meant to construct the movie
we are meant to watch and enjoy it
so relax
breathe
lean back into the cushions
and enjoy... in joy

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when we involve ourselves trying to do things we neither enjoy or actually know about
we make a mess
we scramble the vibrations, the vibes, the energy of the subject
so step away and let it be

trust

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Antennas...are feelers...

What do you call an empath...
but a real one?
Not that shit the internet throws up on every website there is...

There was a huge weight of doom hovering around...
I say hovering around... but it liked to conglomerate in my gut
completely...
cause that's what happens when you have a fucking antenna to the aether
and so... Mind goes on some quest to 'figure out' the who/what/when/where/why.
all the fucking questions...
because it wasn't it's own doing that perpetrated any negative thoughts.
It even did a round about and looked at all the previous thoughts...
nothing.
so... now Mind has learned to recognize that it wasn't because of itself...
so then... who's shit is this?
and it builds... sinking deeply into the gut...

and energy Soul is like...fine.. let's transmute it, no matter who's it is...
and it gets to work... but things need done and working on this is not the time...
so it does it partially...

and a bit later... it builds and sinks deep and it will drag you under and drown you...
but it's okay... cause I've got you, you little shit.
all your feelings and whateverthefuck... this is a safe place for you.
and this is a big enough place for you...
this body is a safe place for all of you...

and there was a bird stuck in the chimney flue...
and we tried to rescue him and help him outside...
and unfortunately it incurred an accident during the rescue mission...
and well... his anxiety stuck around... he did not
it transferred onto another... in other words...
and that energy floated... and it abated slightly in the gut...
but it built right back up little by little...
and Mind continues it's quest...
so...who?
and as it built...let's go check on the children...
(because I know better than to ignore this shit empath crap)
one is doing their thing... the other doing their thing, but nope...
the little birds anxiety transferred to that kid... and even if you act like you are managing...
you forget you live with a real empath... (and I don't think this is the correct word actually)
so...

this diverges a bit as to whether a feeling produces the reality...
(which has been recently taught in new age manifestation teachings...)

or the reality produces the feeling...
(because how long was the bird in the flue before it was discovered?)
(do I pick up animals feelings too now moreso than the regular times?!!!GAH!)

are they hand in hand?
both swirling like twin flames, fueling off the other

....
and I see that I'm sitting in 5d.... with all these questions...
questions I can't research online... because it's all wrong.
and asking in the aether is moot at this point... because the door to 6d is open.
and there are no questions in 6d
...
so...
this leaves Mind just knowing these things, filled with knowledge and wisdom on it's account...
and Soul knows these things too...
and Ego wants to take action and fix and wants to feel better...
but there's nothing to 'do'

transmuting is possible... and helpful...
but even that isn't actually doing anything so much as allowing something to move across your energy fields and raise to your vibration...and disappear...
keeping the door open...
and not looking through the eyes of 5d...
and thankful as all out thankful can be that all these things regarding real empathic abilities are swiftly recognized and acknowledged... maybe not instantaneously... but quickly nonetheless

I see why we are hermits and live alone with a house far away with a handful of cats....
so much easier. like living in luxury no doubt...

but that's not the point, now is it...
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I don't think the word empath is correct... at all now...
and I'm not sure what to call this mess of a life
this connectivity to the energies...
and real shit....
and knowing how to move them, to change them, to heal them..for lack of better explanation.
the internet doesn't go here... it doesn't understand...
... like cold fusion... it doesn't understand...
... like changing a negative ion into a positive one... it doesn't understand...
among many other questions I've posed to it...
and energy transmutation is no fucking joke


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"Move from thinking thought....to receiving thought."

not to be misunderstood as receiving thots... no one wants that.

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maybe it's just premonition...
the knowing of not so friendly events on the way...
overwhelmingly psychic...
*sigh....
I don't know anything about these things
I know nothing.