Mine I's have scene the glory.... yes I spelled that correctly.

So zulily is being all great and offering deals on stuff I don't need.
I'm trying to pay off debts, not pay for clothing, yo.
But... this girl seems compelled to refresh the closet.
Aiming more for authenticity... than 'this is what normal people wear' shit.

Level 39 starts today.
I haven't finished making out my list of 6 yet though.
Am I running out of things I want? Lol.
Well, technically yes...
I use the list more for tasks that I prefer to be done with.
Or things that I'm unsure of.
Then I just get them done or go with it if I roll the number.
You should totally try this method.
fyi -- #2 gets rolled the most. Rarely a #1

Projects lately in this part of the earth....
garden warfare.
painting a piece of artwork.
3rd script is ready to be written, beat cards and outline are done.
entered another contest
asked about a screenwriting job.
waiting to talk with another company about field inspection work.
    ....geesh, it would be my 3rd I would subcontract under.
  ...but at least it's here in my county supposedly.
 ...and the posting said full-time...
...I offered to do up to 60 orders a week. We'll see.
bird sat all weekend.
and I'm sure there's other stuff.

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In other worlds....
Weird things. New things.
I get to talk in front of an audience.
I say 'get to', but it's more like 'here ya go, tell them' kinda thing.
Was it a choice....? I didn't feel that there was an out.....hmmm.
So....the first time....I learned something.
Second time.... I learned something relating to the first time.
Who's the audience... I don't know. ...spirits, lol, people. *shrugs
I don't know... but they are working as mirrors. Like energy mirrors.
to where you are listening to yourself more than even thinking about them.
like I said...weird things.




Sometimes I still search on the outside
looking, waiting, watching, glancing to the side
maybe to see you there
the essence of your light
but I know where you are already
it's the mind that can't accept that
the mind still wants to use the eyes
still wants to see in the old ways
oh but the soul
the soul relishes in ecstacy
for it dances with you
in the sunset
in the sunrise
in the sun
in the stars
its beheld and beholds
when will the mind surrender its grip
when will it look inward instead of outward
it knows
but it fights
but I see it receding
I see her relaxing and contemplating
slowly understanding
slowly seeing with new eyes...new I's
I'll meet you there.