It is a Tuesday night. Late night darkness with a thousand stars littering the curved land above the earth. Stars apart from eyes that search for heaven's gate.
I once saw a map that wrapped around the earth. A star map that layered itself upon the lands and seas. Stars covering the earth like a blanket. Where the stars shone like little glowing lanterns. Many thousands of them lay scattered across the land. Little lamps, shining bright.
Are those stars supposed to be Us? Are we your stars that shine out like a beacon in this darkness? Flickering in the harsh winds, ever burning bright unmoving, or even burning out with nothing but smoke rising from our soles....souls.
Stars placed among the heavens....these heavens...here on the dark and cold ground...placed here to bring light to those in the dark....heaven on earth.
The fog rolls in...clouds coming never ceasing, but we shine on. Where will you be taken if this is your inheritance? Are you planning to sit back and relax while those who are left to struggle...struggle on alone? Are you not meant to burn bright in the dark places? Do you plan to hide yourself in the sunlight??? You silly stars........no one gets lost in the sunshine....
You silly stars....
It's a Tuesday night. And I have 7 fully packed boxes stacked high in 3 piles....and seemed to only gain one trash huge trash bag....3 if you also count the pile of stuff I removed after repacking 3 boxes of the girls stuff. Craft paper bats do not qualify as something to bring to the new house....we do have more craft paper...always have craft paper, silly.
So I finally finished book 2....but can't focus enough to start on book 3 until I at least get another sewing order finished....which I should have worked on today...but didn't. And now it's too late to start writing anything other than this blog...which I'm only writing because I feel tired.
I do have a very excellent blog post coming up here in about 10 or so days...which I will also count as something Mr. OMG, INCREDIBLE has ordained. Because it is in fact all His fault :) I do need to take pictures first to go along with it, so you can see :)
And I bet that in a year's time you will see at least some of the bounty wrought forth from this...this amazingness of His.
But do not blame me if it involves pink fluffy bunnies and/or the FBI. I promise it is not as illegal as it sounds. ;) But I totally freaked myself out just yesterday about this 'idea' of what I will call 'Ours'. Because me and my big mouth said something along the lines that if He wanted me to even 'consider' something like this crazy idea, He would have to show me 'this'...well...3 days later, I saw a post about something close to 'that' and said to myself, that if He sent that and really wanted me to actually think about 'that other thing' I'd need a confirmation...like 'this thing that would be so freaking obvious'.....
So yeah...next webpage I go to...cause I wasn't smart enough to get off the computer while I was being a smartass to the boss man to 'get out of' Our awesome idea....I see 'that thing that would be so freaking obvious'....and I freaked out, naturally.
UGH! Why do I do this to myself!? I need to stop thinking! This is only something so huge that its awesome and funny and crazy and ridiculously doomed to failure so bad that it won't fail because Mr. OMG,INCREDIBLE just helped think it up......and me and my wayward smarts said 'hahaha, I accept!'
Pray for me. I will blame it on Him. It's His fault. And anything that occurs related to anything is His doing, just so you know....but we all know it's nothing but awesomeness anyway :) just because I am involved does not mean I had anything to do with it. You have been forewarned.
So today I got to do a photoshoot! Yay! Still didn't get paid though....bummer....but that's okay...that's ok. Harvesting isn't until next month anyway...patience. Patience.
I haven't sold anything sewing wise either, which is bad because I am broke. like broke broke $30 in the bank broke....
Payday is Friday, but bills....oh yeah, they get first dibs...
So money driven me does not want to sell something sewing wise (cause I'm freakin busy enough!) but wants to sell something so I can not feel totally broke! These are the times I should have premade awesome stuff to post for sale....but of course, I do not. Way to think ahead Jennifer.....well, actually I just thought of that. :P
Well, I'm outta here monkeys! I have a date with the pillow.
And I really hope you'll stay my friend....even pretend friend....cause real ones are hard to find.
Lu'ke te sahn
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Monday, September 3, 2012
Long and Boring Long and Boring
Still have a load of work to do....
Still have school to get prepared for this week and next....
Still have 5 chapters that need edited/proofread on book 2....
Still waiting to hear back from house people to know whether or not said seller will fix what the loan people need fixed, so we can start our new adventure....
Still need a shower too, lol....but of course the girl just got out of one and I must wait for fresh hot water..*sigh
Still....
I think there are things in the works that have yet to be revealed. Still believe that even though the whole world has forgotten....that I remember....and those memories are all I have that mean anything. No matter what else comes or goes...no matter of all eternity...to those are what I cling to....not the memory...but the one in it.
Not very insightful today or enlightened...no...just caught in the trap of hoping to come across something that reminds you of such a presence...yet knowing it isn't right to hope for one.
Not very inclined to happiness today either. No, not sad, but more along the lines of tired, weak, in need of peaceful rest. The walls are shaking and I can't remember how I found myself inside.
I need set free. Though even though I hold the key, I can't find the blasted door....ugh, yes, this is my life at the moment.
Looking in into the inside...seeing what is happening, understanding what is happening, even knowing why it is happening, yes, accepting what is happening too....but not sure you want it to happen.....at least not until another footprint reveals itself...so I know it's not all a big bad joke.
And of course....the boss man isn't talking lately. So I can either pound on His door and feel like I'm being a bother (yes, I know, stupid to think that really), I can wait it out (I hate waiting), or I can just be...still. Which in fact is the most easiest and the most rewarding......although that is barely on the line with waiting...and even though it might have been a week or 2 (or 3?) .....any day that goes by without that meeting is forever....
Ok, so you don't know what I'm talking about. I don't care. I'm not here to please you, lol. Not even here to please myself for that matter, so don't feel all neglected.
Just feel like something huge is on the way....like really freaking big...and even though I can't see it or have the faintest idea what it is or will be.....I know that once it gets here, that I'll need to be ready for it, cause nothing will be the same.....the work begins, and that work we cannot fail at.
Be prepared....is the motto of the month....
Did I mention that hubby had a dream about a nuclear missile last night....yeah, that totally made my day, lol...not!
And I'm really bummed that my Stellarium program is no longer working :( so I can't get the date of when the Sun leaves Virgo....ugh....yeah, you are probably thinking I'm a looney, lol....but get this....
The Sun is exiting the womb of Virgo...while Saturn is waiting just below waiting to devour her child....sound familiar? Yes, the woman clothed in the sun with the moon under her feet, about to give birth to a son...but the dragon is waiting to devour it....I think this happens in the constellations this month on Rosh Hashana (yes, Rosh hashana which is the day and hour no man knoweth)....I think we all enjoy a little bit of education in astronomy and revelation.
But I can't for the life of me remember when the sun moves through the horns of Taurus....grrr...stupid Stellarium program!!! I tried to find another one to download, but the last time I tried that I got a virus...ugh. So I'm stuck without the stars...boo.
Well.....if you want to think positively, stars only shine in the dark. :P
And blah blah blah....nothing much else to rant about....no idiots to throw under the bus or complaints about anything really. No great happenings that have freaked me out...boo. But I have the feeling that I will get to write about that big huge something here soon....well.....unless its something so cool that I won't be here to write on this stupid lame blog that no one reads anyway.
I sometimes wonder who actually reads this dumb thing anyway, but I only get to see how many views, not who...awwww :( sad panda!
But if you are feeling generous, feel free to leave a lame or not so lame comment in the comment section below :) that'll give me something to read for once!!! :) My youtube video people I watch haven't posted lately, and the only other blog I read hasn't written much either, so I need some form of entertainment, lol. ....How about this, I'll write about you if you post below (unless you post 'don't write about me') that'll be fun!!! well, fun for me anyway, LOL!!!
Ugh...I'm bored, can you tell...I could go cut out more applique designs, but I don't want to....and I'll go edit more of book 2 after dessert.....which is cheerios, btw.
But then again, I'm kinda really freakin tired! Maybe I'll take that shower first then just go to bed....zzzzzzzz
Oh, but don't sleep too long, tomorrow is the 4th! Which means absolutely nothing :) Be joyful nonetheless.
Goodbye.
Still have school to get prepared for this week and next....
Still have 5 chapters that need edited/proofread on book 2....
Still waiting to hear back from house people to know whether or not said seller will fix what the loan people need fixed, so we can start our new adventure....
Still need a shower too, lol....but of course the girl just got out of one and I must wait for fresh hot water..*sigh
Still....
I think there are things in the works that have yet to be revealed. Still believe that even though the whole world has forgotten....that I remember....and those memories are all I have that mean anything. No matter what else comes or goes...no matter of all eternity...to those are what I cling to....not the memory...but the one in it.
Not very insightful today or enlightened...no...just caught in the trap of hoping to come across something that reminds you of such a presence...yet knowing it isn't right to hope for one.
Not very inclined to happiness today either. No, not sad, but more along the lines of tired, weak, in need of peaceful rest. The walls are shaking and I can't remember how I found myself inside.
I need set free. Though even though I hold the key, I can't find the blasted door....ugh, yes, this is my life at the moment.
Looking in into the inside...seeing what is happening, understanding what is happening, even knowing why it is happening, yes, accepting what is happening too....but not sure you want it to happen.....at least not until another footprint reveals itself...so I know it's not all a big bad joke.
And of course....the boss man isn't talking lately. So I can either pound on His door and feel like I'm being a bother (yes, I know, stupid to think that really), I can wait it out (I hate waiting), or I can just be...still. Which in fact is the most easiest and the most rewarding......although that is barely on the line with waiting...and even though it might have been a week or 2 (or 3?) .....any day that goes by without that meeting is forever....
Ok, so you don't know what I'm talking about. I don't care. I'm not here to please you, lol. Not even here to please myself for that matter, so don't feel all neglected.
Just feel like something huge is on the way....like really freaking big...and even though I can't see it or have the faintest idea what it is or will be.....I know that once it gets here, that I'll need to be ready for it, cause nothing will be the same.....the work begins, and that work we cannot fail at.
Be prepared....is the motto of the month....
Did I mention that hubby had a dream about a nuclear missile last night....yeah, that totally made my day, lol...not!
And I'm really bummed that my Stellarium program is no longer working :( so I can't get the date of when the Sun leaves Virgo....ugh....yeah, you are probably thinking I'm a looney, lol....but get this....
The Sun is exiting the womb of Virgo...while Saturn is waiting just below waiting to devour her child....sound familiar? Yes, the woman clothed in the sun with the moon under her feet, about to give birth to a son...but the dragon is waiting to devour it....I think this happens in the constellations this month on Rosh Hashana (yes, Rosh hashana which is the day and hour no man knoweth)....I think we all enjoy a little bit of education in astronomy and revelation.
But I can't for the life of me remember when the sun moves through the horns of Taurus....grrr...stupid Stellarium program!!! I tried to find another one to download, but the last time I tried that I got a virus...ugh. So I'm stuck without the stars...boo.
Well.....if you want to think positively, stars only shine in the dark. :P
And blah blah blah....nothing much else to rant about....no idiots to throw under the bus or complaints about anything really. No great happenings that have freaked me out...boo. But I have the feeling that I will get to write about that big huge something here soon....well.....unless its something so cool that I won't be here to write on this stupid lame blog that no one reads anyway.
I sometimes wonder who actually reads this dumb thing anyway, but I only get to see how many views, not who...awwww :( sad panda!
But if you are feeling generous, feel free to leave a lame or not so lame comment in the comment section below :) that'll give me something to read for once!!! :) My youtube video people I watch haven't posted lately, and the only other blog I read hasn't written much either, so I need some form of entertainment, lol. ....How about this, I'll write about you if you post below (unless you post 'don't write about me') that'll be fun!!! well, fun for me anyway, LOL!!!
Ugh...I'm bored, can you tell...I could go cut out more applique designs, but I don't want to....and I'll go edit more of book 2 after dessert.....which is cheerios, btw.
But then again, I'm kinda really freakin tired! Maybe I'll take that shower first then just go to bed....zzzzzzzz
Oh, but don't sleep too long, tomorrow is the 4th! Which means absolutely nothing :) Be joyful nonetheless.
Goodbye.
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Nightly struggles of joynessness :)
I finally got those dresses finished today. Yikes! Remind me not to say yes to making things that take for freakin' ever!! What a nightmare. Yeesh...
Beach was nice....I like not having to work, and I got me a awesome green laser that was unfortunately outlawed....so I couldn't play with it there at the beach, but I can play with it here at home now, lol. I missed my lovable furries and they missed me too....but one of our guinea keets is missing...so I will blame Coraline and move on. The cats act like they were dying without us and I currently have a fuzzy soft black/white kitty on my lap since she won't leave me alone....or she herself doesn't want to be alone.
Why is it that every time I turn around there are other people who have had the same dreams as me....maybe not exact but eerily similar? Like nuclear explosions and missiles and tidal waves/tsunamis/etc??!! Of course...I'm not sure if they had the other type of dreams I have dreamt too...but I wonder if there's forces at work in the world, or there's a frequency people pick up on that give impressions of such disasters and cause numerous people to dream them...like an Illuminati conspiracy or something. Or God...take your pick, its 50/50 on that.
I have 20 more orders to complete before the possible adventure begins...I say possible, because insurance people are retarded, and so are appraisal people...who in turn may cause the said seller to be a gripey old person and alter coarse.......but then again, I thoroughly believe in ordainment, and am really not that much worried about it. Cause the boss man will handle it all, cause he's Mr. OMG, INCREDIBLE....and well, he makes things happen without me doing much of anything....
At least right now I don't do much of anything.....well, not including mom stuff, school stuff, sewing stuff, camera stuff, house stuff, paperwork from hell stuff, wife stuff, me stuff, youtube stuff, writing/editing/reading stuff, pet mommy stuff, among other things....lol...did you catch that...'me stuff'....yeah I like to throw in a joke every now and then. Though I guess camera stuff and book stuff are me stuff...hmmm. Anyway, soon and I mean very soon, we will be rocking it out with Mr. OMG, INCREDIBLE and I have already accepted....so that means, super exciting, trying, testing, amazing, freaky, scary, crazy, insane things are on the horizon. I hope it won't be as hard as it appears.
Ok...sooooo. No odd dreams lately, that's good, or bad depending on how 'odd' the dream was.
Do you know what it feels like to really really really miss someone and not be able to visit them? It's horrible. Just sayin'.
Going to have to find a way to get them to me....cause me getting to them isn't working very well... :P it's horrible...and I feel like things on the inside are wailing. Not like sissy baby weeping...I'm talking agony stuff here...I'm such a sap, lol.
Oooh! There's a mouse! Lol. Just saw it trying to scamper from the boy's room to it's hidey hole next to the stairs, lol. It changed it's mind...eek. I still have the sleeping mighty hunter kitty in my lap, so it is safe for the time being, but I confess that I did try to wake her up to see it...but of course she just thought that me aiming her head toward the mouse meant I was petting her instead...ugh....cats.
I think there was something else I was supposed to write about, like something important...but now I've done forgotten....so, i guess I'll leave you with this tidbit of insight.............
Oh Ma Nee Pad May Hum..... The Jewel is in the Lotus.
Beach was nice....I like not having to work, and I got me a awesome green laser that was unfortunately outlawed....so I couldn't play with it there at the beach, but I can play with it here at home now, lol. I missed my lovable furries and they missed me too....but one of our guinea keets is missing...so I will blame Coraline and move on. The cats act like they were dying without us and I currently have a fuzzy soft black/white kitty on my lap since she won't leave me alone....or she herself doesn't want to be alone.
Why is it that every time I turn around there are other people who have had the same dreams as me....maybe not exact but eerily similar? Like nuclear explosions and missiles and tidal waves/tsunamis/etc??!! Of course...I'm not sure if they had the other type of dreams I have dreamt too...but I wonder if there's forces at work in the world, or there's a frequency people pick up on that give impressions of such disasters and cause numerous people to dream them...like an Illuminati conspiracy or something. Or God...take your pick, its 50/50 on that.
I have 20 more orders to complete before the possible adventure begins...I say possible, because insurance people are retarded, and so are appraisal people...who in turn may cause the said seller to be a gripey old person and alter coarse.......but then again, I thoroughly believe in ordainment, and am really not that much worried about it. Cause the boss man will handle it all, cause he's Mr. OMG, INCREDIBLE....and well, he makes things happen without me doing much of anything....
At least right now I don't do much of anything.....well, not including mom stuff, school stuff, sewing stuff, camera stuff, house stuff, paperwork from hell stuff, wife stuff, me stuff, youtube stuff, writing/editing/reading stuff, pet mommy stuff, among other things....lol...did you catch that...'me stuff'....yeah I like to throw in a joke every now and then. Though I guess camera stuff and book stuff are me stuff...hmmm. Anyway, soon and I mean very soon, we will be rocking it out with Mr. OMG, INCREDIBLE and I have already accepted....so that means, super exciting, trying, testing, amazing, freaky, scary, crazy, insane things are on the horizon. I hope it won't be as hard as it appears.
Ok...sooooo. No odd dreams lately, that's good, or bad depending on how 'odd' the dream was.
Do you know what it feels like to really really really miss someone and not be able to visit them? It's horrible. Just sayin'.
Going to have to find a way to get them to me....cause me getting to them isn't working very well... :P it's horrible...and I feel like things on the inside are wailing. Not like sissy baby weeping...I'm talking agony stuff here...I'm such a sap, lol.
Oooh! There's a mouse! Lol. Just saw it trying to scamper from the boy's room to it's hidey hole next to the stairs, lol. It changed it's mind...eek. I still have the sleeping mighty hunter kitty in my lap, so it is safe for the time being, but I confess that I did try to wake her up to see it...but of course she just thought that me aiming her head toward the mouse meant I was petting her instead...ugh....cats.
I think there was something else I was supposed to write about, like something important...but now I've done forgotten....so, i guess I'll leave you with this tidbit of insight.............
Oh Ma Nee Pad May Hum..... The Jewel is in the Lotus.
Friday, August 24, 2012
Rocketships to the moon.....
"Feel the fear...and do it anyway"
There's a chasm between doing what the world is telling you and doing what the boss man is telling you. Either you rely upon your own understanding or you rely upon His. You trust in the 'easy simple totally makes sense' path....or you trust in the 'holy cow that is amazing, what the heck is happening, awesome, this makes absolutely NO sense' path. You either remain passive and hit the ignore button....or you indulge yourself into the abyss of mystery...even if it is not what appears comfortable. You laugh at His voice and scoff at His hand...or you listen and take hold of it. ..There is no inbetween.....and you should know this by now.
Perhaps I should too. But we still forget amidst the fog....but only until we return to our memories of knowing where our hearts are planted...and we remember...and the fire burns and there we are held...without fear. Burning blazing like a star....and we will walk with Him. And everything else is cast out into silence....for we cannot hear it outside of His breath.
I will grow where He sows....and that is where I must be...and that is where my peace rests.
So much more to say...but we are out of time. I pray you have chosen your path....there are no more u-turns, and the double-minded shall fall.....falling stars....cry for them....for their lights have burned out...like so many of us....yet you watch them awestruck....and keep pulling them down...down to earth, back to the world....when its in the heavens where they belong.... be silent or join them.
Leaving for the beach in a few days!!! Excited even though there are 2 dresses that NEED finished before tomorrow (and it's only 9pm...)...and I really am at the point of not freaking caring... :( sorry. I should care, considering another week to complete them would be way outside my range of estimated time of shipping...*sigh.
Really hard to concentrate on work when other new adventure stuff has been needing immediate attention and school has been wavering in scheduling, and beach planning has been sucking the time out of the last day at home.....
There was this video I watched the other day..... --
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BQAZM_drJtQ
and now I have to learn it to drive my kids crazy, lol. I do kinda like the old school hymns, even though I can't tolerate most modern music of that genre. It burns, lol ;)
I also watched a few youtube videos that were talking about missiles coming from out of the sea, and Kijani had mentioned Columbia.....but I didn't even think about till earlier today that I remembered I had that dream about the missile being shot from the moon while I was at the beach.....and when I went on google to get the directions (because my GPS is retarded!!!) we have to pass through Columbia, SC....lol...of course..in my dream the missile hit where I was (blew the place up!) and I prayed myself out of it..and it ended where I was in something like a decompression chamber or something.....aren't we all crazy here, haha. I really just hope it doesn't rain, lol.
Did you know that storm Isaac in the gulf/sea....that's my dog's name too.
Hmmmm....what else....?
can you tell I suffer....ahem...am blessed with adhd.......which reminds me of this most awesome song ever!!!! (song starts at 0:58 seconds in)---
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fx7N2pFcQ1Y&playnext=1&list=PLDE6D0CCF0621C32D&feature=results_video
LOL, I hope you enjoyed that as much as I do...yes every time I watch it, lol.
I am patiently waiting to be able to find a mp3 download of this song...for um...free...
Guess, I'm done for now....hope to be back (and hopefully back in a more prepared/non-chaotic sense)...sometime next week.
Later gators of white toothed oatmeal divers. Let's avoid the missiles of moon watering submarines.....and anti-radiation decompression chambers.... post war times are not full of happiness.
There's a chasm between doing what the world is telling you and doing what the boss man is telling you. Either you rely upon your own understanding or you rely upon His. You trust in the 'easy simple totally makes sense' path....or you trust in the 'holy cow that is amazing, what the heck is happening, awesome, this makes absolutely NO sense' path. You either remain passive and hit the ignore button....or you indulge yourself into the abyss of mystery...even if it is not what appears comfortable. You laugh at His voice and scoff at His hand...or you listen and take hold of it. ..There is no inbetween.....and you should know this by now.
Perhaps I should too. But we still forget amidst the fog....but only until we return to our memories of knowing where our hearts are planted...and we remember...and the fire burns and there we are held...without fear. Burning blazing like a star....and we will walk with Him. And everything else is cast out into silence....for we cannot hear it outside of His breath.
I will grow where He sows....and that is where I must be...and that is where my peace rests.
So much more to say...but we are out of time. I pray you have chosen your path....there are no more u-turns, and the double-minded shall fall.....falling stars....cry for them....for their lights have burned out...like so many of us....yet you watch them awestruck....and keep pulling them down...down to earth, back to the world....when its in the heavens where they belong.... be silent or join them.
Leaving for the beach in a few days!!! Excited even though there are 2 dresses that NEED finished before tomorrow (and it's only 9pm...)...and I really am at the point of not freaking caring... :( sorry. I should care, considering another week to complete them would be way outside my range of estimated time of shipping...*sigh.
Really hard to concentrate on work when other new adventure stuff has been needing immediate attention and school has been wavering in scheduling, and beach planning has been sucking the time out of the last day at home.....
There was this video I watched the other day..... --
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BQAZM_drJtQ
and now I have to learn it to drive my kids crazy, lol. I do kinda like the old school hymns, even though I can't tolerate most modern music of that genre. It burns, lol ;)
I also watched a few youtube videos that were talking about missiles coming from out of the sea, and Kijani had mentioned Columbia.....but I didn't even think about till earlier today that I remembered I had that dream about the missile being shot from the moon while I was at the beach.....and when I went on google to get the directions (because my GPS is retarded!!!) we have to pass through Columbia, SC....lol...of course..in my dream the missile hit where I was (blew the place up!) and I prayed myself out of it..and it ended where I was in something like a decompression chamber or something.....aren't we all crazy here, haha. I really just hope it doesn't rain, lol.
Did you know that storm Isaac in the gulf/sea....that's my dog's name too.
Hmmmm....what else....?
can you tell I suffer....ahem...am blessed with adhd.......which reminds me of this most awesome song ever!!!! (song starts at 0:58 seconds in)---
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fx7N2pFcQ1Y&playnext=1&list=PLDE6D0CCF0621C32D&feature=results_video
LOL, I hope you enjoyed that as much as I do...yes every time I watch it, lol.
I am patiently waiting to be able to find a mp3 download of this song...for um...free...
Guess, I'm done for now....hope to be back (and hopefully back in a more prepared/non-chaotic sense)...sometime next week.
Later gators of white toothed oatmeal divers. Let's avoid the missiles of moon watering submarines.....and anti-radiation decompression chambers.... post war times are not full of happiness.
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
No, I don't have issues....lol
Well Hello....
I've been severely too busy to come chat with my stupid blog page, and am still way consumed with to-do lists and other must-do's that I can't stay long right now...but I felt I had to share a bunch-o-nothin' for the sake of sharing :)
Anyway...still waiting to hear news on the new adventure that may or may not be in the works, lol. Today should be the day! I can feel it.
Today is also the girl's 11th birthday! She woke up this morning and has been searching for hidden presents, lol.
Everything good going wise...besides this dreadful nail-biting waiting I'm doing in regards to the above possible adventure. But for some reason I'm compelled to believe it will all work out. Ok, so I always believe that...but this time is strangely different due to all the 'omg, coincidence' stuff involved....
I'll certainly tell you all the amazing stuff that has happened if in fact it does work out :) and will include pictures of the 'ummm...this is weird' stuff assuming it is still available to catch on camera.
Now...I came to update you on the end of the world scenario....so let's begin.
First let me mention the previously 10 year old had a dream the other night about cartoon characters causing trouble and things about shaking towers and a dam that opened and flooded the city....
I find this unsettling a bit because of all the other people's dreams about cartoons and how they represent the inside illuminati people who hide their plans from the main stream...in plain sight. Shaking buildings= earthquakes??...flooding by a dam= hoover dam that is shown as breaking apart with water flowing on our US currency! Yeah...the first thoughts that came to mind anyway...
But some interesting info about how on the 17th of this month the crazy youtube person claims to be a day that may have earthquakes and tsunamis....Yeah, I highly doubt it and only watch some of those videos for strictly entertainment, but I kinda like to elaborate too, lol. Every now and then you catch a bit of 'huh' in there and learn something useful.
Oh...and now today they release the info about the sinkholes in Louisiana being oh...1500ft from some gas or something, can't remember, that could cause a huge explosion (100x a nuclear blast) to occur....yeah, whatever...lol...I really think the media likes to cause people to freak out...really?! Idiots. The media lies...nothing but lies...and info they release on cue to events they caused in the first place. Lies. And so many people believe they are on their side.
Anyway....add that info to the fact that yesterday the same 10 year old claimed that she saw a HUGE black bird flying over the house and in the valley behind us. Claiming its wingspan was 5ft wider than the street. I was thinking a raptor or vulture of some sort, as she said its head was tucked in, so not like a hawk....but that sure does sounds like she is either exaggerating or seeing things...because 18ft wingspan is kinda big for around here. Of course, no one else saw it, but the little man is calling it a dinosaur even though he didn't see it. She said it was very dark, blackish....turkey vulture maybe?
This in fact reminds me of the raptors from the bible, lol. But we won't get into that, heck no....unless you also want to take into account that also today I read something that referred to the drought (in the west) being compared to galloping horses...or something and it reminded me of some revelation stuff as well....coincidence maybe??lol....I don't believe in coincidence.
Anyway....I just got a phone call...another day to wait probably....oh yay...ugh!
I got to go....really really need to print off these 17 or so different pics to transform into appliques....UGH!!! I NEED to find someone who can do this job for me!! :P
Blessed among the thorns....
I've been severely too busy to come chat with my stupid blog page, and am still way consumed with to-do lists and other must-do's that I can't stay long right now...but I felt I had to share a bunch-o-nothin' for the sake of sharing :)
Anyway...still waiting to hear news on the new adventure that may or may not be in the works, lol. Today should be the day! I can feel it.
Today is also the girl's 11th birthday! She woke up this morning and has been searching for hidden presents, lol.
Everything good going wise...besides this dreadful nail-biting waiting I'm doing in regards to the above possible adventure. But for some reason I'm compelled to believe it will all work out. Ok, so I always believe that...but this time is strangely different due to all the 'omg, coincidence' stuff involved....
I'll certainly tell you all the amazing stuff that has happened if in fact it does work out :) and will include pictures of the 'ummm...this is weird' stuff assuming it is still available to catch on camera.
Now...I came to update you on the end of the world scenario....so let's begin.
First let me mention the previously 10 year old had a dream the other night about cartoon characters causing trouble and things about shaking towers and a dam that opened and flooded the city....
I find this unsettling a bit because of all the other people's dreams about cartoons and how they represent the inside illuminati people who hide their plans from the main stream...in plain sight. Shaking buildings= earthquakes??...flooding by a dam= hoover dam that is shown as breaking apart with water flowing on our US currency! Yeah...the first thoughts that came to mind anyway...
But some interesting info about how on the 17th of this month the crazy youtube person claims to be a day that may have earthquakes and tsunamis....Yeah, I highly doubt it and only watch some of those videos for strictly entertainment, but I kinda like to elaborate too, lol. Every now and then you catch a bit of 'huh' in there and learn something useful.
Oh...and now today they release the info about the sinkholes in Louisiana being oh...1500ft from some gas or something, can't remember, that could cause a huge explosion (100x a nuclear blast) to occur....yeah, whatever...lol...I really think the media likes to cause people to freak out...really?! Idiots. The media lies...nothing but lies...and info they release on cue to events they caused in the first place. Lies. And so many people believe they are on their side.
Anyway....add that info to the fact that yesterday the same 10 year old claimed that she saw a HUGE black bird flying over the house and in the valley behind us. Claiming its wingspan was 5ft wider than the street. I was thinking a raptor or vulture of some sort, as she said its head was tucked in, so not like a hawk....but that sure does sounds like she is either exaggerating or seeing things...because 18ft wingspan is kinda big for around here. Of course, no one else saw it, but the little man is calling it a dinosaur even though he didn't see it. She said it was very dark, blackish....turkey vulture maybe?
This in fact reminds me of the raptors from the bible, lol. But we won't get into that, heck no....unless you also want to take into account that also today I read something that referred to the drought (in the west) being compared to galloping horses...or something and it reminded me of some revelation stuff as well....coincidence maybe??lol....I don't believe in coincidence.
Anyway....I just got a phone call...another day to wait probably....oh yay...ugh!
I got to go....really really need to print off these 17 or so different pics to transform into appliques....UGH!!! I NEED to find someone who can do this job for me!! :P
Blessed among the thorns....
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Time to think a bit sideways maybe??
I had a strange dream this morning...
One part is that we were going back to school...and we had to go to the office to get our schedule. I got mine and saw that history was first..and I was sad cause I hate history :( ...but the rest were fine. I also had a box that had what we needed for each class (not books, but writing utensils, lol... and it was something along the lines of for first period it was a pen, second was markers, thrird was pencils, fourth was crayons, and so on...
I was really excited because I knew I would be drawing and coloring most of the day (besides the history class) Lol...and I was saying 'Let's go!" like I was all happy to get started on the school day....lol....can we say WHATEVER!
But I suppose this means we are going to learn something soon....ugh...but I guess have much fun doing it :P we shall see.
The last part of the dream I was getting ready to leave to get my hair cut (which I am actually going to do here in about 20 minutes!) but when I was checking the clocks to see what time it was in my dream...they were all sideways??
Each one of them, and I think they had the wrong time on them too.
Freaky, because in my dream I was thinking poltergeist or something, lol.
I suppose now this means something along the lines of that it is not quite time yet....?? Or we don't know when something will happen/come/begin??
I woke up after that...
Anyway, thought I'd share while I'm waiting to leave :)
Lots of work to do today and out of here to chop this hair off! Whoo hoo! Finally!
Later bug spray infested tick bombs of googly eyed freckle cakes!
One part is that we were going back to school...and we had to go to the office to get our schedule. I got mine and saw that history was first..and I was sad cause I hate history :( ...but the rest were fine. I also had a box that had what we needed for each class (not books, but writing utensils, lol... and it was something along the lines of for first period it was a pen, second was markers, thrird was pencils, fourth was crayons, and so on...
I was really excited because I knew I would be drawing and coloring most of the day (besides the history class) Lol...and I was saying 'Let's go!" like I was all happy to get started on the school day....lol....can we say WHATEVER!
But I suppose this means we are going to learn something soon....ugh...but I guess have much fun doing it :P we shall see.
The last part of the dream I was getting ready to leave to get my hair cut (which I am actually going to do here in about 20 minutes!) but when I was checking the clocks to see what time it was in my dream...they were all sideways??
Each one of them, and I think they had the wrong time on them too.
Freaky, because in my dream I was thinking poltergeist or something, lol.
I suppose now this means something along the lines of that it is not quite time yet....?? Or we don't know when something will happen/come/begin??
I woke up after that...
Anyway, thought I'd share while I'm waiting to leave :)
Lots of work to do today and out of here to chop this hair off! Whoo hoo! Finally!
Later bug spray infested tick bombs of googly eyed freckle cakes!
Monday, July 30, 2012
Lightbulbs are only bright if they are 100watts
I wasn't gonna come write today, but I had a ...grrr....moment.
Namely from stupid people...
If you're going to bother loving anyone, give 100% fully wholeheartedly, entirely. ALL. Give all of you for that love. Risk everything for it...everything. Because if it deserves anything at all, it deserves you.
For the idiots out there that are afraid of letting people in, or caring too much, or living in any type of fear driven mind set.....you are a disgrace to life and to love. If you can't give yourself, then you shouldn't have love.
I guess that goes the same for the boss man. Holding back from life, and holding back from Him. Holding inside that which was meant to be shared....Building walls up around what light you had....only to snuff it out and slowly die...
Light was meant to be given, to share, to risk losing....
Die to it and give all...or your walls will fall down upon your stone cold hearts and bury your dead soul.
Working working working is the theme of the week and reading too :)
Finished a big order and another little one that is almost done, then to tackle some easy ones tomorrow. And get my hair chopped on Wednesday!!! Whoo hoo!!!
Then besides all these work orders I am on the hunt for some moolah! Where is all the wonderful incredible people in my life?? ...oh wait...they live with me....but we ain't got no money, lol. Looks like I need to expand my circle of awesomeness......
Need to go paint some lightning and then off to bed.
Love you all bunches even if you don't think so :P
Namely from stupid people...
If you're going to bother loving anyone, give 100% fully wholeheartedly, entirely. ALL. Give all of you for that love. Risk everything for it...everything. Because if it deserves anything at all, it deserves you.
For the idiots out there that are afraid of letting people in, or caring too much, or living in any type of fear driven mind set.....you are a disgrace to life and to love. If you can't give yourself, then you shouldn't have love.
I guess that goes the same for the boss man. Holding back from life, and holding back from Him. Holding inside that which was meant to be shared....Building walls up around what light you had....only to snuff it out and slowly die...
Light was meant to be given, to share, to risk losing....
Die to it and give all...or your walls will fall down upon your stone cold hearts and bury your dead soul.
Working working working is the theme of the week and reading too :)
Finished a big order and another little one that is almost done, then to tackle some easy ones tomorrow. And get my hair chopped on Wednesday!!! Whoo hoo!!!
Then besides all these work orders I am on the hunt for some moolah! Where is all the wonderful incredible people in my life?? ...oh wait...they live with me....but we ain't got no money, lol. Looks like I need to expand my circle of awesomeness......
Need to go paint some lightning and then off to bed.
Love you all bunches even if you don't think so :P
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