who do you have to become...?

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I am the first, and I am the last; and beside me there is no God.
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Hey bible quotes 101.
Always make a good impression. 
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Where are the shadows?
Those that set definition between this or that?
Here or there?
Mine or yours?
Is or isn't?
When you become the light, the shadows retreat.
And everything that was apart from you becomes you.
The lines are no more. 
Only those set between your own radiance....

and there are times when you watch the others struggle...
like the light in the craft room, that likes to blink on and off...
there's probably a short in it... 
old wiring...
Just like the old chandelier in the living room...
You have to upgrade yourself, yo.
Replace those worn out mechanisms...
Replace those worn out thoughts...
those worn out actions...
those worn out dreams...
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Chapter 28.
Half way through it... 
maybe only a few chapters left... ? ? ?
really depends if the characters are ready to stop going...
I'm afraid to say that I've already received glimpses of future stuff.
like... awesome shit... with more killing and bloody fight scenes...
It's good... So book 6 will be fucking badass.
Luckily I have the set ups for it already formed within the last book and this one...
so... yeah... good times, good times....
 Once I'm finished with book 5 however... going to finish Killian.
He is currently still being a lazy ass and enjoying Mr. Rogers Neighborhood.
He's even wearing a sweater... wtf...??!
I will just have to make up a story for him at this point...

Other stuff...other stuff...
that too.
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there's more on the way....
but the book is calling, it's past 9...so I gotta go.
maybe write more here tomorrow.