whoa is me!!!

So you know what I'm doing....I'm writing on 'notebook' instead of directly on my blog :(
Do you want to know why...because I cam home to absolutely no internet....
Can anyone say gosh darn it? (LOL!!!)
But at least I know why....and it is mainly because the wire that goes from the phone cmopany to my router has been eaten in half...
Yep, you guessed it....little bunny.......so I am patiently waiting for my wonderful sweet hubby to get home, so he can put those itty bitty tiny little wires back together, lol.....
And let me tell you how really awful it is not to be able to check my emails...(Icould have customers asking me stuff!) or whether or not someone paid me so I can write up their order, or the fact that I need to print off a shipping label tonight for this Princess Leia Star Wars dress I just finished :) ...and well, paypal has the address.... ugh
Even the less important stuff of facebook crap (or the fact that I have to unsubscribe to all those friends I've been schmoozing)
Or if one of the youtubers I follow made a new video...(a good one anyway) I think they are all getting boring! boo!
Or if there is something happening in the world I haven't heard about...since I don't have television and I don't listen to the radio except in the car.
Kinda feels all lonely when you don't have access to the world wide web...and I can't even google something and learn all about it....or find where something is....or download free music, or upload pics I took today...
Though of course by the time you read this, that means hubby in fact did fix the wire and I am back in business..... the scary thing is my entire business is only possible online, lol. So I'm kinda in that place of relying on it.
Yay for mind control and the mark of the beast, eh?
After all.....you can't buy or sell without it....or at this point, I can't sell without it....I can still buy (with very limited options only) though. It's just the way it is. And if people in town were rich and spoiled their kids, then I could sell in town...but they aren't and they don't, and I don't want to anyway...so I'll stick with what works.

Did you know that cruises to the Carribean are only about $350 per person for a 7 day trip.......unless of course you are like me and want the room with balcony...(yes, because if it is sinking at nighttime, I can swim out, duh!) and it seems December is awfully more expensive than other months...what the heck!
I guess it's good to know I'm not the only one trying to escape the Christmas bullshit.
But now that I think about it...December 21st is supposed to be the end of the world....hmmm....maybe thats why its so expensive then....nothing like dying in the middle of the Carribean islands, no?
It's like that saying....'Money doesn't buy happiness, but it's much more comfortable to cry in a Mercedes than on a bicycle."
Though I have to disagree partially...because have you seen the prices of real bicycles!!!!?????

Anyway.....I'm listening to my full list of itunes music...and that song American Pie is playing..... and I find it rather coicidental that it started playing when I was writing about the end of the world, lol. But I no longer believe in coicdence....so I'm apt to just take everythign as either A: Wow, this is freaky...or B: this is stupid..... or C: I just don't care.
And it happened to mention a fallout shelter....which reminds me of my nuclear detructions dreams. And I have found very similar things relating to my last nuclear power plant explosions in my last dream to the one where the rocket was shot from the moon and we blew up there too....and I had to go in something like a decontamination chamber.
I'm just saying....
And in the Book of the Dead...Osiris took off the chosen people and rescued them from the cataclysm....but afterward returned them...and that is eerily similar to the last dream where I died...but was alive after in the same place...but of course everything was destroyed....

So........I had to stop work for a bit, cause I was tired of standing and I had to let the paints dry anyway...and since I can't get on the internet...I had to sit, so I decided to write about my dilemma. But I don't have anything interesting to write about *sigh

I have an hour left....until hubby gets home....and I am tired too...and *yawn
I have 11 orders left...not including ones that are on waiting list, cause people haven't paid yet or need more time, or whatever.
No more combat drone alien mind probes either that I have noticed. But I looked up some pics on google of what that funky plane was we saw the other day when we heard that weird noise and the birds were all freaked out....its a combat drone. with the skinny wings and a wider nose. Maybe that's what's kililng the blackbirds every new year's eve.
We could hear something (like gargled radio signal with high and low pitched sounds) and the guineas freaked out and the ducks freaked out enough to almost run us over to get inside their box thing. I'm telling you, it is not right.

We officially have 2 more days of school technically, but the way they are arguing and bickering and yelling the last 2 days says otherwise. We shall see. we shall see.


We shall see, with our own eyes, the plan laid out and folded barren against the darkened skies. We shall see Him upon the strands of the glass and within our own selves. We shall see the rains pour down upon parched earth and fires rise from pits of snow. Thunders and lightnings and waves roaring. Troubled tides in the midst of the whirling skies. Shall we find our footing in the day that the land quakes and the rivers bleed out from their banks. Shall we know whom protects us, who protects our throne. Shall we not see Him upon the eyes of those who know him like they know sight. Shall He not cause the rocks to break away and fall upon the enemy, shall He not shelter His home, His own.
Follow what calls out for your forward facing steps and breath deeply into the air. Shadows crawl up upon the stones and span across devastation and ruin. All shall fade within the darkness and be brought into submission and into death, all that is found to be without light, without sight, and without love. And all else....all else is His


There are 4 questions that are important in life...
What is sacred?
Of what is the spirit made?
What is worth living for?
And What is worth dying for?
The answer to each is the same..... It is love.

Lol, what the world needs now is love, sweet love...it's the only thing that there's just...too little of... :) YES I do have this song that just played on itunes! there are no coincidences!!

oh heck, now its 'Girls just want to have fun'...lol, let's see what we can find in this song.... that's what we can do...I'll write what I think about when I hear a song, lol...can anyone say ADHD hahaha....reminds me of Jessica Frech's ADHD song she made, *love!
Ready? It's sure to be long....
and I want to say how awesome it is that my 10 year old can bake a cake for us :) while I write crap on my stupid blog,...truely blessed right here. :) Amen.

Here we go, I'll write the name and what I think...

1:yikes.... 'Just Dance' - Lady Gaga... oh gosh...I think its old and eh....lets pass please!!
2: lol...Sk8er Boi - Avril .... I think it's cute... let me tell you that my hubby was the poorest of the poor back in school...and this reminds me of how different he was (though I was kinda poor too) but he always gave me a hug in the hallway every now and then for no reason, lol. He wasn't ever in the same classes as mine either....but he did work next door to where I lived...and I loves him so so much and especially when he comes home to repair the wires....he's very handy and can build me anything I would ever want. Me just really loves him now that I'm thinking about it, lol....I am a sap, I know, but he still makes me smile when I think about him.
3:Time for Change - Motley Crue..... I actually really love this song. Reminds me of my teenage days when I hated the world and loved all the good and hated all the bad and noone else cared...and still don't....heck and I still feel that way! Motley crue was so good back in the day, but I would not recommend seeing them nowadays...they old, lol.
4: hahahahaha!!! Like a Virgin - Madonna! didn't know how lost I was until I found you....hahahaha!!!! sometimes when you haven't been ya know...close in a while.... it still kinda feels like your a virgin, lol!!!!... *facepalm!!
5: oh!! She Loves You -the Beatles.... now I like the Beatles....this one isn't my fav...but I used to have a friend (Lori) who's dad collected Beatles memorabilia....and I was like 10 or something and I said I thought they were dumb (I didn't realize what they sang at the time!) but her dad overheard and got upset (sad) and I think I really hurt his feelings :( ... I'm like really sorry Lori's dad!!! dang this song was short...
6: Cracklin' Rosie - Neil Diamond....... awwww didn't he die not to long ago? I like it that there are some older guys that can sing. Yay for a multitude of talent in the world! I appreciate certain talents. You got the way to make me happy.....
7: I Love you Always Forever - Donna Lewis...... I can actually sing this song really well myself...and its nifty.....and no, I will not sing to anyone except to the unfortunate prisoners in my car while driving...and well, I sang to the kids when they were little.....they are still little....hmmm..... the most stumbling blue eyes, I've ever seen....I saw those once..on an angel
8: wow...My Friend of Misery - Metallica......I love Metallica because they would be really really awesome if they composed songs....yes, like for symphonies and orchestras! They rule....and you know it! and I can totally (used to) be able to play this song (well, all their songs) on guitar.
9: Hey Jude - the Beatles....yes, I have a lot of Beatles songs....I actually like many of the ones they remade in the movie Across the Universe too...namely this one...cause now I think of that movie every single time I hear this song, lol
10: YAY!!! Song of the South - Alabama! .... song song of the south, sweet potato pie and I shut my mouth....!! I like the part where they moved and bought a washing machine and a Chevrolet, lol ...reminds me of how people can move to a better place in their lives then before. :) Happiness!!! :)
11: ew...Tik Tok - Keisha.....no thank you...next
12: Another Night - Real McCoy.......makes me wonder who the fake McCoy was...at first I always thought of Dr. McCoy from Star Trek!! But I love this song...because I was the same way...dreaming of greater things....kinda thing...long time ago....love!
13: Come Go With Me - The Vikings......yes, I have a lot of oldies...so glad though.....they were so happy back then...too bad we couldn't keep it.
It's midnight...hubby should be home soon to fix my internet, lol!!!! I guess we can go on to 15 songs......
14: Faith - George Michael...... well, at least his other song didn't pop up...lol....I know not everybody, has got a body like you.....cause I gotta have faith....babe! say please please please don't go away, lol....spunky...we'll leave it at that
15: oooohh...Lay Your Hands on Me - Bon Jovi......... My first concert was Bon Jovi....and I went by myself....friends are great eh? I still like Bon Jovi....so long as he doesn't try to go back and sing his older songs.....I do like some of his other songs better though.
16: Blue Berry Hill - Fat's Domino......was he really fat?.....
17: Life's a Dance - John Michael Montgomery....yes, I do have some older country songs on here too....lots of styles...I'm awesome like that. Don't worry about what you don't know.....lifes a dance, you learn as you go......
18: Paralyzer - finger Eleven.....I loved the video more than the song itself....funky dancing stuff...awesome!
19: Will You Be There - Michael Jackson......hmmm. I like some of his songs, I don't care what you think about it. this one is from Free Willy...and um...super sad awesome like... :0
20: hahaha....hubby's home! and I had to stop writing to supervise the procedure... :) all fixed now, so I'll go post this....hope you had a fun time reading my ramblings of yuletide cranberry streamers :)