Roots and the Wind

"What are you holding on to?" He asks.

???

"What is the strongest part of a tree?" He asks.

I know the answer to this... it's entirety.

"Does the wind move the entire tree?" He asks.

...and I'm thinking, here we go with the questions that are answers all over again...

and then it occurs to me...as it should...
we are inside out. outside in.

--- The roots are the soul....
unseen, unknown, yet they nourish the whole tree.

--- the trunk are our thoughts...
at times stubborn, harder to sway, harder to move.

--- the branches our emotions...
they sway often in regards to our situations/physical selves (leaves)

--- the leaves our physical bodies and our surroundings...
always changing, always moving with the wind. Feeding off experience.

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and everything is connected, and everything has purpose, things we already know, but now in a different way. We continue up the spiral.

it's the thoughts that are hardest to move....
which thoughts are you holding on to?
MOVE them!
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I would have expected to learn more about the wind from the first seraphim... but this guy... wow.

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Chapter 30.
There's got to be an end somewhere in sight, I just can't see it yet.
It doesn't help that I finished the last main scene and now am wondering around until I write the last few pages... so the filler connector in-between pages are a pain sometimes.
Then the editing process.... not that I ever delete and change things, but I do enhance things and add more where details fell short. This part is much faster for novels than for screenplays...
I'm excited to work on a screenplay though, 100 pages, give or take... versus this book which is already at 340+... so yeah...
I've been getting glimpses of other characters for Sky Thunder (unofficial title), so this is interesting.

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I had a dream last night... this couple was arguing...
the lady was trying to tend to the house, but was hiding a issue she was having (maybe an injury or problem?) from her husband as he was preparing to go to work. And he was just rambling on and not really connecting to her at all. A.k.a. not listening to what she was saying. And she wasn't really saying what she needed to say, but doing that beat around the bush thing.
so anyway I watched the odd miscommunication and downright lack of communication between them.
Then the lady mentioned about wanting to go to Disney. And I was like, "I love Disney. And I would totally go again." -- But she was caught up in that lack mindset of not having the means and stuff.
And I was like, "Look, if you're serious about wanting to go, then just book the trip. You can book over a year in advance. And I know it's scaryAF to just do it...but that's the whole point."
Woke up after that.

 And this dream teaches me.
 - That decisions do not need to be based on your thoughts.
For they are stubborn and makes things seem scary.
 - They do not need to be based on your feelings either.
For those sway and move depending on other circumstances.
 - They do not need to be based on your physical situations.
Those fuckers always change.
And what does it need to be BASED on... yeah...
Do you want it? The answer to that is all that is required.
Start with the roots before your thoughts plummet you into fear...
for the trunk of a tree sees both the light of the sun and the shadow...
  ...wow, that got deep super fast...
(there is so much more to delve into here, but I have yardwork to do... )


And then this ties into equivalent exchange. How we intend to manifest/alchemize/invoke/conjure certain things in our lives, but don't ever expect the need for having the energy to produce them..
HA!  if only.
Last thing I manifested was a Toyota. and it required MOVING the FUCKING TREE!
 (I guess this would still be relevant and similar to moving mountains for religious peeps)

Was it hard. No.
Was it scary. No.
Was it impossible.... only until I decided it wasn't and I was going to have it.
What did it require?
    making the decision.
   filling that decision with the emotion you want to feel regarding it
   visualizing what you will have like you already have it
   maybe 15 minutes of your day, every day
For how long? I can't remember, was it around 3 months?? Go read my blog posts and count from the time I said I will have it to the picture of it in my driveway.
Before that it was $40K, and once I was in the right place, it was within 3 months too.


My challenge... figuring out what I want... lol.
I want it all!