Swirling twirling popcicles......

Want to hear something strange and unusual?
Of course you do.....
I hadn't realized before today that it has been foggy for almost 3 days straight.... and if you happened by my deviantart journal page...I find this intriguing.
And storms, namely thunderstorms with chances of tornadoes will be headed here overnight.
I'm a bit fixated on the fact I just wrote about this instance 2 or 3 days ago...about the beasts that taunt you and test you in the fog. Things like doubt and frustration...but that they wouldn't get close enough to be within reach of your sword....they taunt...and tease...
Well....I wrote that they had wondered away, leaving...and whether or not they sought out another stronger foe for me to deal with since their attempts had ended in failure...

This troubles me a bit....as a few years ago, I wrote that something of a enormous challenge was approaching and I dare say that it came true in flying colors....I didn't like it...but why I could feel it upon the vibrations of the ground prior to its coming is just freaky....this is why I don't go back and read that deviantart journal all too often...as I freak myself out.
So anyway..I'm just saying that I feel a little "whoa, this is weird" kinda sense...and really hope that nothing immobilizing happens...due to the beasts in the fog. I am not liking this...

and a dream...dang it I despise dreams...but mine last night (I can't remember all the details) involved trying to escape the 'bad guys'...but they were bad guys like a military operation...and elite spies..and soldiers that were kinda just like robots...they looked like people, but they acted uniformly without expression or emotion.
We were all trying to hide from them and get away, we had to align with strangers to help escape...even though I don;t remember how it ended, I just remember running, trying to get away....*sigh...yay for bad dreams that leave you feeling unsettled....and of tornadoes in the fog...yikes.

Want to know something else...I sold my embroidery machine...but have to find a cheap way to ship it tomorrow. Why is the postal service so freaking expensive???ARGH! I could save them bunches of money if I was in control. But nope...I'm a nobody.
Tis okay...cause hubby mentioned buying me a camera today (OMG!!!!) Please add this to my 'Hell YES!' list!
I won't need to ship anything if I'm a photographer, lol...except maybe a CD.
Anyway, it is sold :) we can pay for gas and groceries for the month...w-2 form comes in hopefully by the end of the week.....and that land auction we went to....um...we possibly bought 3 lots if noone decides to contest it before the 30th. We got them for ubber cheap too!
Anyway, besides that good news and freaky news.....let me just say that last few sets I need to make....will probably be the last I will make, other than whatever I want to make when I want to make it, in whatever way and type and whatever I want to make it in....HELL YES!
And I will list it for my $25 an hour price regardless....cause that's just how I roll. Awesome energy does not come cheap, neither does shipping.
BUT, when I get my new camera....I'll have a few free photoshoot opportunities for those of you who want first dibs.....but you will need to help me out on fuel cost to meet up somewhere....cause I won't have a job until I have a portfolio to reveal to those who might be willing to pay me the $50 an hour I'll be charging them....fyi

I'm hungry, so off to cook dinner, much love...Be safe and many prayers for everyone who loves Jesus....oh, and kitties :) I love kitties :)

*SCREAMS!!!!!!

AAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!
I hate my job!!! HATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATE it!!!!!
Please tell my way the hell I even bother?!!!
The whole f-ing day is f-ing WASTED!!!!
Spent too long trying to find the right design(s) for an outfit, decided to make them , but noooooo...what I need is too damn small to make by hand...so I have to use the cursed machine,.....so I buy a set of designs to use instead..whatever and I pay with some weird checkout (leery, I know)...
So I start the machine up and it is like a really tight stitch design as it jams up about 5 times and looks like utter shit.
So besides hunting down the designs I could might possibly use (because evidently the rest of the world are utter lacks of talents and abilities!!!!) I spent a bundle of wasted time trying to embroider a stupid picture of Lilo...,..which I tried fixing with fabric paint in hopes I could 'save' it....but NOOOO
It's in the f-ing trash...and I'm about to throw every other piece of crap in there with it....hell far!!! SOmeone save me!!!!

So why do I still do this job, you ask?
1: I still am obligated to do the 8 sets I said yes too.....shit!
2: gas and groceries are really nice to have without having to put it on the credit card (which is maxed out anyway)....this doesn't even bother me if we were just poor....but damn.
3: hubby has been playing the 'my wife wants to quit her job and she shouldn't' card way too often.....which in turn would make me feel worthless when I toss it all out the window......mind you this is all that has managed to keep me in the game...

I want to go skate....
That'll fix it all, but then I'll hear something along the lines of 'you do know it is costing us $70 a month to go play roller derby'....yeah well, at least he didn't mention that I need new wristguards...padded shorts, a new helmet, and the game insurance all before March...lol
God love him :) and bless his heart, cause he's going to need it....like I need a new job (which having a Nikon D7000 could help me attain, btw.)

I'm going to go clean house. That will at least keep me away from sewing.
Oh...and that machine right there *points greviously to that machine* is listed on ebay right now..... and I'm going to keep relisting until it sells..... bite me.

well....I hope your day is going well.
I'm off to clean...YAY!!!!

I'd like to buy the world a coke....

No pictures today..and this makes me sad.
I just couldn't decide where to go with this post to choose pics beforehand...man, I suck.
No fancy black boxes either...whaaa!

I guess today started out blah.
Along with a messed up dream and just overall wanting to escape reality....I feel bummed this morning.

I can list things I have to do today along with things I should do...but why bother, I will only do the 'have to's' anyway....should do's are annoying.
But I'll get to those later....I still have 35 minutes of internet free time.

Why am I bummed? Besides the whacked dream....who knows, I have whacked dreams often enough. Besides being piss poor broke...who knows...I'm always broke, so I know that's not it. Besides the fact things still require my attention....that's not it either.
I guess it's just one of those days. Oh well.
I get to skate tonight, so it will all go away then if it doesn't wane beforehand.

What to say today....hmmmm.....
Oh wait...I remember why I'm bummed now...
grrrr
It's all thanks to the world for being a deceiving little bastard...*sigh.
Let me elaborate...
but it involves the big man upstairs, so refrain from condemning me to hell, will ya? It's not His fault, it's mine.
It's my fault for forgetting (again). My fault for falling back into that pit of religious stupidity where 150% of the world's churches say you need to be.
I hate them for disillusioning us all.
I hate them for placing stipulations on everything when they know nothing....they know nothing....and I have forgotten the way it really is because of their undying battle to cloud my spirit. The way they cloud everyone else's spirit and deform their perspective....no wonder that everyone is so hateful and continues to protect themselves from each other.
I do not belong here....I just want to go home.

I have forgotten the truth and forgotten the light while trying to fight off the darkness. I suck.
Of course now I can fix it...but I'm kinda waiting for the energy to come back so I can slaughter the....stuff out of some other stuff, lol. Look...you made me smile...since I'm trying to prevent using that fancy black box today cause I just wrote I wouldn't, lol.
Anyway...hell fire will rain down soon....be prepared.
and yes....I will be the cause and the solution....
Why is it that when you shove the world aside like the piece of shit it is...He smiles? Lol.
It's like a total contradiction....maybe He'll start talking again soon..it's getting too quiet in here.

hmmm....I;ve got 10 minutes left, but I feel a dire need to go add a post to my deviantart journal....talk to you pretty smilies of rage and pandemonium later. Go hug a panda today....he's sad.

You're the devil in disguise....

Where would we be in the world without deviantart.com...
██████ ███!! It would █████ suck ███!
Do you realize how many ██████ coma inducing ████ ██████ inspirations that have been born from ██████ uncensored things that these ████ eyes have seen!! ███!! I would ██████ die!
I am against being censured.... even when I say ██████ or ████ or even █████ or ██████ ...or ███ even ██████ too!
;)







Now...do you know what I said? It wasn't anything bad....there you go assuming.....you know what they say about assuming...and lies, and drama, and oh what's it called....hmmm...oh yeah, judging.
Oh wait, you probably don;t know...because there are people out there who do it all the ████ time, even when they put on the persona that they are against it.
If you don;t like it, turn your eyes away, or do something about it to change it.
But remember...like the water....
If you try to stop the negative ripples with a negative reaction, more negativity churns the water and we all fall down.
To end the negative, you must put out positive waves to counteract the negative....good overcomes evil.
Just sayin..... even though there's just too many ██████ people in the world and I can't ████ tell them all myself.And many of them are ██████ ████.

Can you tell I like that fancy black box, lol.

And you know...if the internet gets censured.... at least more people will get to actually speak their mind in public ;)... it's all good.


So...in other worlds....I have 7 sets left to sew until I;m finished...for now....whatever, I don't ████ care, lol.

Oh...I was just telling hubby...but I have to write it to you, cause it's really awesome how I can talk to him like I want to talk to you, lol. He's my buddy and doesn't freak out when I say weird ████...and he nods even though he has no clue what I am really saying, lol. me loves him.

Anyway..what I was saying while describing what the blackout this was for and all the censorship █████ was that..I think of expression and art as tools....
Like, how could one make a movie without background music, or do a theater production without a backdrop, kwim?
Think of it like this....... that all great creations come from a universal collectiveness either consciously or unconsciously, whatever....and we are merely the process they those 'arts' are brought about.
First, it never belonged to you....you did not 'create it's birth and existence in thought' You merely found it....and by acting on that 'omg moment'...you create it into physical form.
But be certain, that once you have created it on the physical plane, that it automatically becomes a gift. A gift to all who are of the physical plane.
So, for instance, one thinks up an idea for a wonderful happy song....they create it into reality with the sounds and tones and words....
Now, it has become a gift...many listen and love it just the way it is...some others want to try to make it the way they might see it, so they sing it a different way (and sometimes better!), a few others hate it and want to make it a parody and change the lyrics to sound like something totally different....which might possibly make you upset (but get over it!!! When you brought it forth, you turned it into a gift) (like it wasn't a gift to you to begin with, pffft)
Ever wonder why people complain sometimes when they claim 'someone stole my idea' ....well, they didn't steal it, they merely acted on the chance to bring it forward into reality while you merely thought of it (or in this case, connected with it's universal consciousness) so did they, but perhaps, they had the means to bring it forth, whilst you did not....
There are so many 'ideas' just waiting to be discovered by those whom are willing to create them and give birth to them.....but they wait in the silence...
because people have become super ██████ lazy in the last few years....and the societal systems have forced children to block out the universal mind....telling them it is of no use...
And this is why we as a society has fallen....we have failed, because we will not allow our children to teach us....to help us remember the moments when we were set in awe of the daily miracle that we now see only as normal....we have forgotten our home...we have forgotten our Father, and our selves.
Who are we trying to please anymore? Your teachers? Your boss? Your parents? Your family? Your government?
They have stolen the real life force from you and they will do it again to your children....and you let them.....you let them have you and your thoughts...you let them have your children and you let them sleep within your homw...you let them invade your bodies and you let them rape you, maim you, defile you, and you snuggle close while they whisper lies to you in the dark.

Is there someone against you? Someone out to get you? Someone gonna hurt you?? ████ that.... that's what they want you to believe...they want to divide you from those who can make you stronger...they work diligently to tear you apart from them...with lies, deceit, rumors....strange things that do not seem right (and you know this!!!!) and you believe it anyway..........

You have fallen.

Love conquers all....and transforms it.....how's that for alchemy ;)

the loss of the lost

It's difficult to accept the gifts that have been bestowed upon us.
Difficult to find the right words and even more difficult to give thanks.
Perhaps we don;t even realize we should.
Perhaps we don;t realize that much of what was given is not just a gift, but a sparing....a protection from something worse.
I find it strangely hard and sad.




Have you ever heard the phrase "It is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all?"
I'm sure you have.
But it may not be just a saying.
When you have loved and you lose that love...it is something that changes your soul...it is a scar that is never forgotten...real love can never be lost....only changed.
And on the other hand if you never have loved....you see that if you have and it was lost...the pain that you would have to uphold would be unbearable....we are spared...some of the time.....from the things we cannot bear.

But what of a love? If you couldn't bear it with this life....you feel things that are missing.....love that has yet to manifest...or perhaps has been withheld for this lifetime....but yet it still exists...
When you feel a longing for someone you have never met....at least not here in this life. A love that drives you to keep looking for them wherever they may be, because you know they exist somewhere, in some form. It exists and it drives you to search.

Do you want a bit of honesty with a splash of humility?
I will admit that I haven't lost someone that I loved....truly loved...the kind that your heart aches for. At least not a person....many pets, if you even consider that worthy....but to the heart of a child....the pain is still the same, no matter which spirit it was.
But people just didn't die and leave that I was connected to with love....now that I think about it, I was never connected to anyone.
Not until the boyfriend who became the husband came along...and the kids.....
Everyone else was just a traveler. Does that sound mean? Probably, sorry. Yeah, I'd miss people, but the suffering wouldn't be unknown territory.

Then there's that other longing that follows and leads you along.....the other love that you continuously search for...yet not knowing what it is.....another one you love...or perhaps others....
I don;t know them, but they are mine....who are they? Could they not be a part of this life? Is this life not strong enough to have them?

Is it the other family....the one that stays with Him....and I have just forgotten their names? My heart aches for those I do not know....and the thought alone is painful.
It is better to be apart from those you met and loved, or those you never met and loved? Is there a difference? The pain is still the same, although not as distinct, and not as defined....

Well, I'm sure you have no idea what I mean.

Anyway....so all there is left to do is keep moving forward.....maybe you'll finally find them.....and yes, I do believe in soul meets soul when eyes meet eyes..... I guess I need to write a blog post on that later... though it seems I'm too ugly or for heaven's sake I say bad words on a blog, or people just don;t get it...*sigh.
I feel I may have to explain this away...cause people just don;t understand.

You know what......I am so glad some people have had someone they looked up to in their lives....it makes me glad that that kind of connection exists. I just want to hug it. *so happy!!!!

Going to bed and dream of hopefully something other than devastating end world stuff......
But do you know what I find odd.....?
That you never get to dream of what you want to dream about...lol.
Like those people in my head (damn it, they are right brain functional) or Jesus...well, wait a minute....nevermind..those were not dreams....those were "omg, I'm gonna screw with you hard" sacrifices...yikes....thanks bunches for those...cause omg, I was screwed with hard....and now noone understands!!!Lol.

Okay...I'm back from blabbing....um....yeah, no more bad dreams about tsunamis or ufos, or storms.....unless they are really awesome....maybe....idk....I kinda get a kick out of them after I get my pulse rate back to normal, haha.
ugh, really, I'm going to bed.good night and sweet dreams.....that do not involve counting or stress or ufos or freaking large aliens that take off their guinea pig masks and growl at you with their ugly green faces.....yes, that one was weird!!! but I growled back cause I wasn't scared too much....I was mad he was in my yard, lol.
I really need to go....lol.....

If I walk away......please follow me....

We sit amidst the forest in deep conversation..... holding a warm cup of fluid.



"Where are you going?"

I smile, unsure what to say..."Forward."

"What is there?"

"Only more of what is already here, but with a different perspective." I shrug.

"What will you do there?"

"Perhaps nothing." I shake my head. "It depends on what is brought to me?"

"Can't it be brought to you here?"

"Of course. But I can't see it from where I'm at, at least not clearly."

"Clearly?"

"I can't see what it is or what it's worth. Right now it just looks broken, but I know it isn't. I want the full picture. The full truth. And the full experience."

"Are you afraid?"

"Not at all."

"What about the shadows? What about the darkness?"

"What about them?" I question.

"Won't they be painful?"

I laugh...."painful like giving birth! But really so worth it!" I smile.

"Oh."


Lame story....sorry, not what I came to write really. Anyway......yesterday as I was sewing (and realized I was out of serger thread) and had to stop....I noticed I was thinking of photoshoots instead of fabric or making something sewingwise.....I guess this is a good thing and all, but bad in so many other ways....
I have orders to finish for one....money to waste on fabric I need and crap I would rather save to spend on my new camera which I only have to buy once!
I know there will be other crap to deal with in photography, like lens, locations, weather, time, appointments, editing, etc, etc, etc, etc!!! and props....I like props..and what about an indoor studio....yikes!
See...issues. Just like issues with sewing...
But other than the fact that me and the embroidery machine are not buddy buddy...and my fabric stash has dwindled to only scrap pieces of ta dot prints (omg!!!I'm out!) and I don;t even give a rat's ass about any of it anymore......and I don;t have money to buy more and don;t 'WANT' to......is a major and serious issue in itself.

My prices will be going up next month. No more free shipping. No more going out of my way to make a sale....nope, I don;t want to make a sale....I want to take pictures with a fancy black box thingy with shiny circular glass and that has the words Nikon D7000 on it.
And this is what I think upon most of the day while I'm sewing (or supposed to be sewing) or when I'm browsing deviant art...or when I'm scanning through photography blogs just to see the pictures, or when I am driving and see a building with a grafittied wall....or a rusty old car...or trees....(ah locations)...I think on these things...and what you think you become....
I used to think on sewing stuff and making omg, cuteness!...but now, not so much at all.....even that Mojo Jojo set I have been dying to make for months, no longer appeals to me. I'm kinda sad that I missed the opportunity to make it with enjoyment.
Seems I have been missing many opportunities to create or do things with enjoyment....because 'other' things stole that priority away from me......namely sewing orders. Like the last 4 months I spent slaving over fabric and machines to send out a set....just to pay for gas and groceries....and now my paypal has been depleted like it was for the last 4 months.....and I'd just rather not sew anything or make any money....cause I don't care anymore.
So much for passion when you reach the top and find out you can't go higher without more money.
I find myself at the top with this business and me just letting it go and watching it fall out of existence to smash against the rocks below...
Kinda like when you throw a huge rock off a cliff, you are excited to see it clash into other rocks below....well, so do I....and what I find really cool is that I am smiling and laughing about it while it dies. LOL!
Beautiful, isn't it?
Anyway....I will not miss out on those opportunities when I have an outstanding idea ever again. Not once more.
OMG, INCREDIBLE said that He's the one who gave me those things to do with Him.
I will not pass them by. Not ever again.
He will be my priority.
Sewing orders, even if they are already paid will have to wait. And even though it's hard to admit, so will school. Not sure what I'm trying to prove other than that I do still teach math and reading to the kids....but I find myself questioning why I do it the way public school does it...really???wtf for? WHY!?
I laugh that I do stupid shit.....I'm rather embarrassed that I do it the 'normal' way....and a bit ashamed.....wtf in my life have I ever done the 'normal' way???Has anything like that ever worked out and created amazingness????!!!!the answer is no.....
Normal does not create amazing....
Amazing creates Amazing.....
We will be amazing....because Mr. OMG, INCREDIBLE is Amazing.... and I'm with Him. We are with Him.....you should be too.


Okay.....more ponderings besides that fall of norm...hmmmm




Nope....fight the normal...fight the ever growing tidal wave of mediocrity....fight the conformity and mindset of the masses.....we are more than that, better than that, and have known a more beautiful existence than what they can only pretend to know.
The fog looms....it grows....its presence lingers and approaches, albeit slow, but continuous. They watch from within its confines. They watch us and plan a way to shut out our light. To hide us away from their masses, away from the eyes of those they have blinded and placed in the dark. They want to silence us and make us run from them, hide from them, to cover our faces from the likes of the soiled.....
But He pleads to you. Come out from your caves, do not shut yourself up within the mountain. Come out of her....show them who we are. Who We are. Or are you ashamed of who is in you like all the others? Ashamed to do His work...speak His words, see with His eyes....? Then you suck...go hide in your caves...ask the rocks to fall on you too while your at it....
"Gott wird nicht Sein Werk manifestiert durch Feiglinge" - Ralph Waldo Emerson
We stand as One....or not at all. You are either for Him or against Him. Stand or fall....there is no kneeling in war.
There is no inbetween....no more thinking about it....no more debating, or waiting for the right answer...there's no more time left for such trivial infantile squandering. No more hoping...no more praying....NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!! Become or do not Become. Hold the sword or bleed by it. Wear the armor or be trampled by it. Yell out upon the housetops...or be silenced. Stand...or fall.

*sigh/grumble/I want to smack some light into your closed mind* there is no more time left to 'think' about it.

Where are my brothers and sisters?.....
Lu'ke teh sahn. -
hahaha...no translation to that unless you read my book ;) - http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/angelofmidknight

the dead of night??? ....hmmm

Blackbird singing in the dead of night.
Take these broken wings and learn to fly.
All your life.
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night.
take these sunken eyes and learn to see.
All your life.
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.

Blackbird fly. Blackbird fly.
Into the light of the dark black night.

We were just here...same time, same place last year. Same birds...same deaths. Same earthquakes. We are falling apart. We are falling....falling....into the dark.
Whether it be electromagnetic fractures, coronal mass ejections, x-class flares, or whatever else you can logicize up...where do you think you will go when it finally comes after you?

WheeeeeEEEEeee...that was fun.
But just to remind you that the following 5 days after the blackbird incident that there were mass fish and other bird deaths that affected even more places...so don;t be surprised when you hear another 100,000 things died.

Soooo, that was not so happiness....but....I admit I shouldn't read sppy books during a certain time during the week...I am such a sap!

BUT I had at least 3 OMG moments.......and one in particular that I will sorely be scarred from for eternity. In a good way though.....since I again got another confirmation that things in my head are in absolute truth FACT! I almost died....it was so freaking obvious and I just couldn't unbind the total similarity....omg.
I love Jesus so freaking much....
Yes, I'm a lunatic and crazy and insane and odd and strange and peculiar among other things....and it is beautiful! HAHA!!! Come laugh with me! We'll dance upon the fields of gold and eat cheese!


Ohhhh!!! and something else to share with you....
hang on, let me find a pic.....

Do you see it.....? Can you see it?....No, not the face in the tv...but close......
It is the dust! OMG!!! The beautiful dust!! The beautiful dirt and grime of our lives! The harsh things that burn us with fire...the distasteful side of life.....that which sears and scars....the dust.

Today...I caught one of my children whining that the other was taking up too much dust....in other words the one was scribbling far too much on the tv and the other didn't have enough room to draw their picture into the dust as well....
It was quite a beautiful sight, it was.
Reminded me of how we see our lives...all the good is great and we can go about thanking God and seemingly live in perfection. No dust, just squeaky clean.
That is until something not so good happens and we get offended and angry, maybe even whiny. Dust settles and we no longer see the shining light of our idea of perfection.
Do we then decide what He gave us is not worth being thankful for...?
Is it not enough? Even though we usually have no idea on earth or heaven why bad things happen...no idea what the reasons were....
It reminds me of the dust...it may not be squeaky clean and shiny too.... but the children made art with it.... little children forming designs across the glass creating a dream with their fingertips.... beautiful.
If you keep seeing the dust as a curse.....you will never see the beauty and glory of God in it.

Okay, just saying....

So how was your first day of 2012?! Mine was rather boring. Skylar and I finished a puzzle...but that's all that managed to be notable...besides the creation that adorned the dusty television.
And I realized I have camera class the same night as the roller derby thing....hmmmm so I'll only stay for a little while and then go to the class afterwards.
Then Wednesday I got me the business call with Catherine....which might make me a few minutes late to practice...but that's okay....cause I am again majorly and seriously considering dropping the business.....I just don;t care anymore. Sometimes I do and want to create..then the other 95% of the time I could care less...ugh...cause now I want to do photography.....damn it. See what being an artist of life does to you....I'm just glad hubby didn't reply when I told him I didn't care if I made any money at all, lol....I love him.
So unless this funk goes away... I will be disappearing for all but maybe 1 day a month or something.
I say I could work my tail off to save to buy my camera for my new adventure...but I'm sure the funds will go to gas and groceries as usual...and I'll never see a cent, like the whole last 4 months...
I even made more than 2010....but I didn't get to buy the camera, I didn't get to really buy anything we were so broke....and having $0.00 in paypal sucks ass when you have 10 orders to fill and you already spent the money on gas or food.....
I will never do that again.
So hoping Catherine can sort that out for me or give me some ideas because this sucks!!!!! I hate how this has played out!
If by Jan. 31...I still feel this way I will throw it all out the window on fire and I will laugh at its demise.
What's bad is I aimed to be good at what I do when I started...and I did...and now there's nowhere else to go with it. I can't keep up with all orders, I can't afford to pay for help (or have patience to fix it if I have to) I don;t want to make ho-hum crap just to make a buck and I can't open a store in this town (or the one closest) because no one will buy it or can afford it. I will not work for free or cheap either.
So, I am stuck....if I can't go up anymore, I will burn it to the ground and use the ashes to fund my new hobby. YAY!
See I'm still happy cause I got something fun to do. haha!

Alright, enough blah blah crap....I'm going to go read more of that sad book I'm reading.....
but since we are recommending books...the one I'm reading is listed 2 blog posts ago...tis very good...and sad...and gave me a omg moment. ;)

New recommended book is..... hmmm... 'The life of Pi'....which I only read cause I found myself lingering on some weirded out website and heard it was good.....which it wasn't that good, but I often find myself thinking about it.... it kinda is weird, lol. Like 'Host' by Stephanie Meyer was good too...and you go back and think about much too often..weird....anyway, that's 2 books so you had better thank me for even bothering with the first.
Have fun chilly disco balls gleaming rays of orange juice and pickles! dance, and dance it well!

Misterios nunca son tan fermosos como o día en que mistificam ti.
Google translate will help you figure that out.