Let's go outside.... it's dangerous in here

"Still trying to direct the stream, are you?
Will it get you there any faster?
Is there such a thing as faster, or time for that matter, when what could take years could also take seconds?
Are you in control of the river?
Or are you the one whom it moves?
The one it moves through?"

   ~ The Alchemist


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Is it not the matching of frequency that connects you to the goal...
is it not vibrationally entangling ones self with it that creates it...
the merging of two streams, like consummation, into birth
out of thin air, many like to say
out of the blue..
out of ...nowhere
because it's not a place...
it's not an action...
it's not effort or deed or striving or reaching or pleading
it is all ... a becoming

and we can become anything

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And the torch is lit.
And it may be a rocket.
It may be a firecracker.
It may be a bomb, or a roman candle for all we know...
perhaps it's a dragon....
and will start an inferno
or simply light a candlestick

but it feels like something ready to burst forth into movement...
exponential movement....
and movement is like a roller coaster...
and by the time the ride starts...
all you can do is hang on
    and enjoy the ride....

Right now we are waiting in line...
meandering slowly like waiting in line at the amusement park...
even if it's a two hour wait...
rolling slowly on the river, awaiting the exciting rapids up ahead.
held up as a torch.... yet not realizing the power preparing to be set afire.
A dragon... almost able to be unleashed...

And this isn't the end of the world
far far from it.
This is just the ride...the show...the movie...the deliverance

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"You could see more if you just walked outside, rather than glancing out the window."

... something he would add halfway down the page...
because the aether has been clearing, the wind having whisked the debris away
but we haven't been paying attention very well, very much...
and although we feel the sensations and the general sense of energies...
we've neglected the details, the scents, the sights, the depth of such matters...

so I'm guessing this is the Alchemist's way of coercing me to join him in the aether

"I am not coercing, you've already known the answer." He says...
because of course we know we've been huddled up inside with minute distractions...
not even taking very long before starting another task... and the window, although open..
hasn't been the whole truth of what lies beyond the walls, beyond the glass...

"Maybe there's nothing to see out here." He says, one of his sly grins tucked at the corner of his mouth...
but we all know there's more to see than through the window...

"Maybe it's the same as before. Maybe, just maybe...you've seen it all." He eyes me.
  and Soul is glaring at him... because she knows, at least now she knows... for sure...
that it is not the same as before... that there is something new being revealed...
and it's too large to see from the window...

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Body is good and has found a better vibe to dance with.
Mind is good and only a bit irked that action and effort cost more than basic alignment.
Brain is really wanting to see what's outside in the aether.... like suddenly obsessed all of a sudden.
Ego is chilling, and doesn't give a rat's ass. She's like...napping?
Soul is arm wrestling with the Alchemist... all in fun of course... cause he's older...and stronger...
  she's vibing and doing really good, besides trying to abate Mind's frazzled nerves. I'm pretty absolutely sure she'll be hanging out later.

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oh... um stuff....
editing book 4... cause apparently there's nothing to do past 9pm
I have 1 order to sew up, but I'll do that tomorrow...
little possible projects kinda just mushed up on the side, but nothing solidified right now...
Soul doesn't want to get committed to those yet, she says "Why? Things are going to get throw out of whack once we get on the ride.....duh."
so I happen to believe her and I guess all the things will fall in line like a masterpiece, as is the usual when she's in charge.  *thumbs up




kumbalala kitchens bake the finest delights when the baker and the chef get together for whiskey shots. Be kind and tip the servers, clean your plates, and tell you friends, as we all need to eat something fit for royalty at least once a week.

She who shapes the sacred land...with f.i.r.e

When you ask a Seer what she wants...
and for a time she has not even a thought about what it would be...
until...
a intuitive outpouring fills up her bucket like a boss...
and she discovers something grand.
"Oh, yes. That is what I want." She says, whilst nodding assuredly.

but you see...
she doesn't want a 'thing' per se....
but an experience.
And if that experience comes in the form of energy, or things, or whatever...
it's the frequency she wants to divulge in.
This Seer, wants to dine on fire.

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Book 3 is edited.
Will edit book 4 next... and also I just want to read it too.
 (Just so you know, Sylis has always been on par with his character...
I loves him so much, and he still makes me laugh when I read the shit he says.)

ART! I'm totally gonna start this. Like within days .... (hours?)... I can feel it! It's oozing!

On another note...
it's very informative to watch yourself refrain from commenting on bullshit
... let's just say I hate everyone equally.
I hope we all burn.
   ('cause I eat flames for breakfast RAWR!)

(none of this is coincidence that dragons ARE a thing this year)
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Body - is chilling, almost horrified to know what perplexing task we might have her do next.
She's just going with it, hoping Soul will take care of her. Her bags are packed.

Mind - has been seeing patterns lately.... and is aware of the potential shift approaching
She's preparing and taking notes on her course of thoughts and actions. Her bags are getting packed.

Brain - is watching those same patterns, and also Soul's gentle acknowledgment of them.
She has yet to make a decision or committed goal on every matter. But knows to stay true. She doesn't have any bags, but is gathering snacks.

Ego - ....this girl knows she can destroy things in an instant, or set the place on fire with a few short words, but she's restraining herself. We don't know why.
She knows Soul's plan already and seems to be stepping aside as CEO. She knows she gets to drive on the upcoming road trip, and has not a worry in the world. She has one bag full of fists, ready to smack a motherfucker if the need should ever arise.

Soul - is almost prepared to depart.
She's outlining the route. She's designating the driver. She's situated the maps and gps.
We are all waiting for her to say it's time to go. And wherever she's chosen to lead us, we are cool with that *thumbs up.



and it's almost time....


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and it's not a place where we shall travel
it
is
a
new
dimension....

3d, 4d, and even 5d, has become swamped with wannabes
it is corroded with garbage and ridicule, all while ridiculing those who ridicule.
I will not miss you
you strange beings who proclaim 'truth'...
yet know not that truth does not belong to you
you beings who spout love and bullshit unity...
yet heaven forbid someone who loves something other than what you love.
Heaven is not forbidden.
It is CLOSED to those that carry the dark.
And you are covering it with your false light, false liberties, false skins.
I will not miss you, nor save you

BURN

(burn as in, burning away the flesh, the 'truths', the false selves, the coverings)

You can't enter the kingdom with bags full of dirty laundry.
Leave it behind.
And start a new life.
A new thought.
A new home.
A new world....
in a single step taken every fucking day.

No one wants to hear the fire spit out 'this way' or 'that way'
No one can know what it's saying when it screams at this thing or that thing.
No one needs another fucking comment or opinion plastered to the wall.

We all need to become the inferno
    ...or be subject to it.

-_-_-_-_-

The fire does not explain.
The fire does not justify.
The fire IS, and it IS respected.





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Education for you:
Pele is the Goddess of Fire

Leave your pitchforks at home...

Torch Torch Torch
That which holds the flames must be strong, solid, steady.
Let the fire be wild and free.

There's wind in the aether lands.
it's calling out names and directing itself specifically
It will blow you off your feet...
and it will fan the flames...
stand true
and be the fire
...

Be your own fire...


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There's no need to spill out any more opinions.
All truth lies within.
And none of us need to share.
or justify
or explain

Fire does not explain.
It just burns
it burns
and it is respected.

Be the torch.
Both the flame, the fire, the energy, the light, the power, the spirit.
And
the sconce, the wielder, the steady and solid foundation.

they say the torch bearer shadows oneself to bring light to those around them.
but you are all of it.
The shadows, the light, the flame, the bearer and the one who is beared.
All of this is you.
All the ruckus, the yelling, the fires, the damage, the healing, the marching,
the peace, the sleeper, the awoke, the peaceful, the rioter, the hidden one.
All of this is you. It is us.


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Editing like a boss
Art is coming so freaking soon, I can taste it
It's 95 degrees today
Wind wind wind in the aethers and things are moving like no one's business
how this translates or initiates into this 3d realm, we shall find out soon.
It's excitingAF
House needs a deep clean
garden is growing
all things are excellent
cool things in view



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but beware...
the fire still burns...and if you flail in the winds...
people get hurt, things get destroyed, ash falls from the sky
and smoke fills your lungs.... and you can't breathe either...
and when fire can't breathe...
it goes out


stay in your core and bear the fire within
the winds can't ever touch you there



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(the monkey post will have to wait, he's meditating and can't come to the phone right now)

Blazing trails

The heart.
The core.
Where the hearth burns just below it.
Baking it to perfection.
Searing away the rough edges and melting it all into gold
It is the fire that burns.
And it is the fire that reveals itself though our actions.
Let this fire be processed through the heart as well.
Moving outwards as fire, as rage, as energy, as heat, as healing.
All things must be processed through the heart.
All things, even the flames of desire and of action.

Fire moving with heart, within the hearth, held to the core...
is Power. Our power. Our desire. Our creation.

The fire does not justify or explain.
It just burns.
And with that, comes respect.

We don't need a million different opinions.
Or ten thousand actions painted across the face of the world.
We need one heart.
... and to let it burn.

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I told you the heat was coming.
I warned you about the fire and flames.
And the spark was more than a spark...
it was the beginning of ignition...
and we are taking off.
The dragon is taking off.

and every which way you want to examine this 3d world...
will mirror back exactly that which is real in the aether.
the macrocosm and the microcosm are the same.
As above, so below.
As within, so without.
As the Universe, so the Soul.

The static is leveling out, the picture becoming clear.
We aren't even half way through this 2020 year.

So they'll talk about all things having to do with fire and heat.
Volcanoes, the sun, all things solar, fires, burns, torches, fevers, etc.
They'll spill out things regarding movement.
Transportation, mobility, passages, routes, roads, friction and speed.
They'll drop hints on higher sciences.
Electricity, advanced communications, sounds and resonance, light and wavelengths.
They'll tell you about the others.
The aliens, the underground, the hidden ones, the captive ones, the undiscovered and the unknown.

Watch and see.
It's nothing like they say, but everything like it is.
Listen and prepare.
The frequencies are rising, noticeably.
And know.
All things work out for the good of all.

Bleed out your mouth if you will, but know it's not your words that will create change.
Grip your fists and break their bones, but it's not your actions that will create change
It's your knowing.
It's your knowing.
It's your knowing.


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 The Heart is set ablaze by the fires from the hearth.
Burn. And burn for us all.


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There's nothing wrong with taking the freeway.
With following the already carved path to places you're well aware of.

But some of us like taking trails through the uncut wilderness.
Making a path that suits our needs.
And there's nothing wrong with being selfish.
We are not in this together.
I'm not even going the same way...
so stay out of my way,
you can join, or you can visit, or whatever...
but I'm not with you...
I'm going my own way
not a follower... and certainly not a leader...
this path is for me...
all for me.
All for me

And I choose this.

"Do you want your truck bulletproof or not?" ~ Elon Musk

and I choose to take the bulletproof

simple to choose to go this way or that,
or support this or that...
but I choose myself
and there's enough opinions all over the internet that I don't need to add to them
...we are not in this together...

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Body is glad it gets to chill out.
Mind is looking for the next thing to focus on.
Brain is impressed the numbers have lined up and look better in the present tense.
Ego is chilling, doesn't care about anything.
Soul is spinning around in the chair. She's waiting for something... ?

Most projects are either complete or underway.
Book 3 revision/edit session is in process.
I really feel that an art project will commence sooner rather than later.
Garden is growing, so long as the deer stay away.
Stocks are doing really well... who knew...
Washed my 4runner, it is clean.
all other stuff here (...)


off to edit, this took all day to write and I keep adding more...and already have something to write for the next blog post about Rafiki...and that would not coincide with this one, so there you have it, I"ll be back some other time and let you know about the monkey.

Hearts afire... burn away the filth

First World Problems 101
When you want to republish a book, yet the website you have always used 'upgrades' into a complete disaster...so you hunt for elsewhere book printing places, to find one that looks promising... yet you realize you are on your new laptop which doesn't have an input for your SD card... so you are now going to have to get on the desktop to email yourself the files you need.... and then hope to god they accept the files without throwing a conniption fit about embedded fonts. And they will take 3 files and not just 1... because who in their right mind wants fucking number pages on their title/copyright pages...
exactly.. no fucking body.

But I got that Book 1 re-edited into something less traumatizing...
and would love to start on book 2... (I'm sure it needs editing...but I wanna read it too)
a lady gets beheaded in that one...  and that poor girl dies...the same one that gets killed again in book 5 O_O ...I swear she never gets a break.

Anywho...
I built garden boxes today...
and made stir fry...
and planted stuff...
and cleaned the fish tank...
and I've got one blueberry muffin left...
I plan to relax and meditate forever from now on.
...
I do have to wash my 4runner.... but my hands are screaming NO

I might just chill for the next week or so... or forever...
That sounds good.
I'll just edit books....and by the time I'm done, maybe I'll
have more than 5 ideas for book 7
or maybe a whole different story that doesn't involve an Alchemist
I might do a screenplay... to keep in practice...
There's an animation with two foxes that keeps popping up...
and that's way faster than writing a novel...or editing a novel.
I could probably edit the last screenplays I've already done...
those are good... *nods


3d world has been extremely busy
Productive
and advancement forward exponentially
and I'm pooped
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Aether lands have been willing and ready,
my ass just hasn't been able to stick around long
just brief convos to which I barely remember...
except the one I wrote down...
The static in both is waning... and clear sailing is on the agenda soon
Energy is flying... and I'm only able to be carried at this point.

Body - is crying inside, like a prolonged whine mostly...
but she wants rest and sleep and relaxation... and not to do anything

Mind - is nodding along with the music.
This is nothing she can't handle. All is well with her.

Brain - is trying to foresee the future and is running estimates on possible anomalies
She wants something to analyze for fun, but nothing is striking her fancy

Soul - is singing some 'La La La' song over and over, but it's not affecting anyone else
She knows she'll get to meditate or relax soon... Something about 'calm flow'...but I have no idea what's she's talking about. Hence the reason static is not always a friend.

Ego - is trying to figure out what she wants. She doesn't know and is aggravated that she doesn't know. She's rolling her eyes at the lack of contrast, and at Soul's singing. Ego wants Body to shut the fuck up, and is trying to get Mind to choose something for her to ego-out on. Ego needs a nap even though she hasn't been participating very much lately.

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~~  Everything is just energy waves.
Only Mind tries to give images and meaning to those energies it receives...
yet overall, it is irrelevant. 
They change by the day, by the hour, by the nanosecond...
all an unending stream of details and info and patterns that never cease to meet your receptors.
And you read them, forever giving them a face, a name, an emotional reaction...

The heart is the CORE PROCESSOR
It is the centerpiece for that data stream to be processed and converted.
All things (images and emotions and meanings) must be processed before they can leave.
The Heart is the core.
The waves travel through and to be transmuted into self (matching desired frequency)
they must meet at the vortex of energy that alters states of both energy and emotion.

Heal your heart...
and you will heal your world...

All negative, lower vibrational energies that you feel or carry...
can be altered into a more desired vibration directly through your body.
It's called transmutation
but it's also science of electromagnetic frequency
Climb the ladder. Change all things by holding them at the center (at the core)
and melt them into self
...

"When you are present, nothing else can be." - Thoth

that goes for your troubles
your bad feelers
and your pain as well
inner and outer


 
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"Sometimes there's static in between the channels." ~ The Alchemist

he says this with a wry smile.... and this may have been something I've overlooked...
or perhaps what I get for not paying attention...
although I'm positive Soul knew all about this... she always knows.
and I felt her assuredness this whole time... and well, that was good enough for me.

I'm somewhat excited to see what's on the new channel... the new dimension... the new timeline...
(for starters, I just found out Neil Armstrong died a long fucking time ago in this timeline) 
(and moist cool dirt is good for eczema ??)

mmm....
time to go... ripples move in the aether...

Sparks.... start fires....

Well, hello again long lost blog to which there has not been a visit to as of late.
For the static is clinging tighter than glue... far tighter than liquid nails so it seems...
and 'cling' IS a thing that is taken as something weak...
but it's not weak to electrons and atoms...
just saying...

I would say we've been vibing around here...
but truthfully... it's all 3d hard work... like actually having to do stuff...
and I knew there was a reason I've decided against it...
and mostly because Body is not enjoying it so much.

Body is achy, and has a teensy bit of itchy spots from some unknown source...
probably from picking up the cat or petting the dog...and they were rolling in poison ivy.
Body wants to sleep in and not do anything but lay in the sun and meditate.
Body, knows the end is near, but is throwing a whining fit about it not being today

Mind is short circuiting and shutting off completely by 7-8pm...
like, don't expect her to do numbers or questions after that time
she's done.
She's also a bit impressed how well she's fared thus far.

Brain is sitting pretty and initiating corrections when needed.
Brain is being a boss.

Soul...
this girl is all googly eyed if the sun is out
Soul is dancing in some imaginary flower garden without a care in the world
We aren't quite sure where she's going or what she's doing...
but she's happy, so we are happy.
Soul isn't planning a thing and is simply watching her own show...
and no longer directing it, so much as relaxing and chillin'

....
so that's where we are..


...
The static of the 3d world is sticking together...
the aether lands are lit... almost electrified...
and I'm soooo sad to say that I haven't visited but briefly
I'll get on it soon...

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So I got Book 1 edited.... and OMG,.... never fucking let me write chapters with over 20 pages...
GAH! What a nightmare...
And today I spent like an hour or two searching for a cover image...
finding lots of not good enough... not that it matters... but anyways...

Book 2 edit session begins soon... in a few days.
(cause I am insane apparently)
luckily it is not 550 pages long...and hopefully I didn't do long as chapters
and yeah, I'll be updating that cover image too, cause meh.... why not

Lots of construction and remodeling happening...
and it's getting there...
still have to play electrician
tomorrow's agenda for sure  *thumbs up

still have to do a few garden things...which I haven't had time...
delivered flowers... and still need to pick up my pay...
The dead tree in back got cut today too! Finally
Lots of stuff...like loads...


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so enjoy the electrifying dynamic of this season...
it's almost over...
and things will start to heat up...
*thumbs up

 

Conduct your own show

Elon Musk and I must be chillin' on the same wavelength,
and I say that because he reiterated the final quote on my last blog post...
...and Starseed Astrology must be chilling here too...
because just today they reiterated the 'Boldly Go'... words...
and I'm in likable company here...
and as the usual...calling out everything 2 weeks ahead of time.
*go me

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Static is charging.
In both worlds. The 3d world and Aether lands.
Clarity is skewed, even if the direction is still known.
Sounds are skewed. Muffled and incomprehensible.
But as the surrounding forces build... we keep course.
Led by the stars... for we are the stars.

The blind have come out of hiding and are trying to lead the blind...
and I've been watching them.
Seeing how they play their ruse....even unknown to themselves...
and they try to speak all the things to lead you towards their own satisfaction.
I see you.
I see you....
and I don't need to be led... I know my own way...
and it will not be with you.
 
they are like vultures...feeding off the weary...
but you've played your game with the master of it...

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Book is finished and published... waiting for them to come in the mail
Garden is finished, except for the few items I haven't planted yet...
About ten thousand other projects in the midst... 
    (hence the 3d manifestation of that static!)
and more scheduled tasks are on the agenda....
    (I get to deliver flowers this coming week!)
    (and paint and play electrician)
    (and pet sit)
    (I'm sure there's more....)

All coronaggeddon and conspiracy theories are banned.
Muzzles just aren't my thing.
I'm glad Hobby Lobby is open.
Changed out a wheel stud yesterday on the Camry.
I should probably look into changing out that pulley on my 4runner... 
Maybe get some new tires.
Sewing a dress....really slowly...

Doing a renewed edit on Book 1... (finally, I know)
whatever made me make 20+ page chapters is beyond me... wtf...
and I shouldn't have skipped around more, instead of the main story line...
but tis' okay... I know the latter books do it a lot more....
Half way through... and it's taking forever.... (this one is like 550 pages...gah!)
all I'm doing is updating the past tense to present tense stuff
and fixing sentences written very horribly in a make no sense kinda way... ;)
(yo, I had little kids when I first wrote it, chill)
and will have a new cover image for it... cause I never had one to begin with, lol.
which is fine, because lulu.com updated their site....and lost my book 1 files apparently...
so all good...and everything is working out

I realized I hadn't been here to write in two weeks! O_O
and I was wondering what Soul thinks... and she comes out better when I write...
so here I am.
even in the midst of the static vibes.
All is well, and all is good...

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Body is stumped, mainly just pondering why the top of her head hurts.
Is it a Crown chakra thing? (HAHA a 'corona' thing?!) (corona means crown, yo)
She's waiting patiently for calm days without anything to do.
It might just be hair follicles being pissy...
or an awaking kundalini?

Mind is so tired of everyone's shit. The world's shit.
Mind is not going to play this stupid game and sometimes wishes the aliens would come.
not that they are even real and it's not some project blue beam, one world order shit.
Mind has chosen her side, her lane....
and if any other motherfuckers want to drive into her lane...
be forewarned... she will run you the fuck over.
So stay in your lane.... Mind wants you to stay there and keep your shit to yourself.
In other words...
don't tell her to follow the coronageddon recommendations of wearing a muzzle.
Don't tell her to follow any fucking thing...
she's barely able to tolerate carpet people recommending tack strips...
Mind will not fornicate with mortals.
Mind is done with you people.
and she has no shame.... 
O_O 

Brain is nodding....she has nothing to say.
She's a bit perplexed why people can't do simple math.... or add...
other than that, she's good.
Her plans are on par.... and the rest of the world is not...

Ego is laughing at Mind, and I think she's falling in love with her.
Ego is like. 'YES!' about Mind's new devotion to self.
Ego is stoked.
Ego.... is having a good time just watching and is pretty chill lately...
other than stoking the fires of the hate of tack strips and carpet people not knowing how to add
Ego is happy and doesn't want a thing other than just being able to watch the show.

Oh....Soul....
Lovely gorgeous Soul....
Soul is mixing herself an icee slushie right now.... full of bright colors.
She might be adding too much too.... but she doesn't care... she's loving the rich colors
Soul just shrugs about coronageddon and doesn't give one flip about it
Soul is in love with everything just as it is.
She's proud of Mind's new vibe. She's happy that Ego doesn't need to take the forefront.
She's happy Brain is trustful of her. She's giving a thumbs up to Body...
Soul knows the route and doesn't fear the ruts in the road.
Soul has done an excellent job at guiding us all through everything...
and static doesn't stand a chance.
Soul holds us all.
Soul also knows that those in alignment will find their way together....
and has no need of steering the course.... She IS the course...
And we are with her.

Soul is a badass.

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"Crossing your mind, is the same as crossing your path.
    All energy evokes from it that which it names.
        Call me, and I'm here. And in an instant, we are one." ~ The Alchemist


as above, so below
as within, so without
as the Universe, so your Soul



Building up static creates energy..... (both in 3d world and aether lands)
and static will need to discharge...
the conductor... (you)
will decide what happens...

be prepared for lightning friends... harness it
and go all out Zeus on that shit

gigajoules for all!