Eggscellent start to Easter Sunday brunch...

fun project update list....
even though for the life of me, I have no idea why many of you enjoy this mundane part of these blog posts... it's my least favorite, haha.... but I like external validation sometimes

That COOP... is done except for the door handle/clasp/whatever we decide to do with it...
     (little houses and decor in there tomorrow.... and quails!)
The kitchen is clean... my floors are clean...
   (I said kitchen, I did not say the rest of the house...)
I did go to Paris.... and picked up half a cow...
I do play with that kick bag thing

more projects still on the roster...
gonna do coop decor and their little houses tomorrow...
and rake dirt level...
still have all the garden stuff to do...
    (way way more than reasonable)
    (and none of it includes the stuff I don't know I'm going to buy yet)
    (and none of all the stuff I do know I'm going to buy)
clean rest of house before I'll have to deep clean the kitchen again...
     (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!)
all those downstairs projects I do not want to discuss
I have some art commissions I will do one day...
     (and one for myself...when I feel confident in starting it)
     (art comes when it comes, I have no control of any of this)
Did I say I have a book 7 to write... no... I have parts of it...
     (that's next year's project technically...)
There's some wood carvings I need done....
The fish tank needs cleaned and searched...for Penelope... he's missing...
    (Mr. Penelope is a snail)
I just published in Elephant Journal today, cause I forgot that I can do that...
    (no relation to Ganesha, but hey... I'll take any synchronicities when it sounds good)
Garden stuff...more of than what I've yet to realize
Then... pool stuff...
Then we bask in the sun for the rest of the summer...
    (unless I win more storage units)
    (or delve into something unnecessary, yet fun)
    (or deliver flowers again...)
    (or take a trip)
   (or do some of those other things I keep secret)


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dude... I had this inkling to print journals yesterday...
I wonder if that is a synchronicity that also matters....?
... weird....but intriguing...
hmm

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lol...so I'm trying to convince myself to stay off of Amazon...
it's funny to watch...
   'you don't need that stuff YET.... wait til tomorrow...'
'but it doesn't matter if I add to cart now, or add to cart tomorrow...'
   'there's too much time....you'll find other stuff you don't need...tomorrow you won't have time to
    browse.'
'......'

she's got a point
   whoever 'she' is...

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I do not have anything deep or insightful to write about, lmao
...
I'm on Amazon....lol...
and ...
add to cart...
proceed to checkout...
...
thank you for shopping amazon...

and I didn't spend my free money...
cause I like free Christmas better...


yep...so I'm bored here....

later...
pic first...

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You needed that

and I didn't write anything about Easter....
huzzah!

   

Removal of blocks.... LOL... oh the synchronicities!

 "ALL things... and No thing"
 
The atmosphere of totality within both Soul and Fire.

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When an earthquake happens, and he debris falls
there's still remnants of scattered pieces that tumble off in unsynced timeframes.
until it's all fully settled... at least until the rains come, or the ice.
or the aftershocks...
where then even more unsettled chunks find their way to their resting place.

That's what all this feels like.
Pieces of you, or what you thought of as you... relentlessly removing themselves
another chunk here, another bit there... the fall away
maybe the whole damn city crumbles and falls into the void.
and you stand watching it dissipate, having acknowledged it's passing...
and also having chosen it's demise.

Maybe you'll build a new world on the graves of the last...
but as I realize the luxury of having this experience...
I find no reason to build a new world...nor save the last.
~I want to be free.~

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These things are falling away on their own accord...
but perhaps Thoth's little visit perpetuated the onset to be something more perceivable...
there wasn't an earthquake
there wasn't an initiation of anything that shook lose the foundations
there wasn't even a desire, a voice, an anything...

but here I stand, watching it dissolve.
a beautiful demolition
one of my favorite places... this view of destruction and chaos
and the dying of falsehoods.... of filth

and this time...
there won't be a rebuilding
a redesigning...
the wilds will take over...
and life will regain it's sovereignty
~I will be free.~

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this also comes with a huge 3d reality dose of...
maybe I will delete my whole profile and all the things that go along with it on every social media account
maybe I will also toss in the fire pit all the art, all the books, all the writings, all the pictures, all the everything
maybe I will

and I often refrain from using the word 'I' in tons of what I write...
because it feels too abrupt and personal...
but the others don't exist anymore... the 'we'... the 'she' ... the 'us' ...
all the world has been devoured
and all of everything

and only I stand
and I AM the wilderness
~I am free.~

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Dream:
rather irritating dream trying to reconnect with son who was held away by forces...
not in ill intent, but just making it difficult...
anyway... we finally got back together ..
he was saying something about
"Germany.... something something something... Ganesh."
and I knew in this dream that it was something to remember...
"Germany.... something something something.... Ganesh."
     (yo, sorry, but I can't write shit down and bring it back with me! I tried that before, it doesn't work)

so.... I don't know what that means...
Germany... obvious... I'm guessing the country, or the philosophy, or the culture...
Ganesh... also known as Ganesha.... is the hindu god, Lord of the People
     ~ readily identified by his elephant head. He is widely revered, more specifically, as the remover of obstacles; the patron of arts and sciences; and the deva of intellect and wisdom. The god of beginnings... son of Shiva and Parvati


I liked leaving the dream....
so... maybe we are getting overrun by Nazi's... who knows.

now that I think about it, I had previous dreams with Germans taking control, years ago...
I probably wrote them here on this blog.... lol

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anyway... that's it for today

later

 

Apples of GOLD

 Thoth made an intentional visit last night.
   out of the blue, I did not initiate that in any form.
It was helpful though, as I had some inquiries I was fumbling with.
   those involving publishing contracts and recognition...

"Are you a producer?" He asks outright...in his usual tone of 'let's get straight to the blunt point'.
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"Ummm... a creator...?" I replied hesitantly, having already associated those as being the same thing.

"Are you a producer?" He asks again... a micrometer slower...enough to dull the sharp edges.
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"No...?" I say...slowly..unsure...cause it didn't sit right, but wasn't it almost about kinda the same?

"The Apple tree produces apples." He throws me into a view of clarity.
"It produces that which is consumed. It get all the recognition. It gets all the glory. It receives attention and cause.
But it is the Creator that has formed the tree, the sky, the wind, the breeze, the seed, the leaves...the apples." He speaks softly.
"Creators are those who design and mold the powers into flesh. It is us who are are what is unseen, unheard, unspoken, unwrought. Yet we are the becoming of all things."

   ... and you wonder why I find earthly humans less than mediocre and downright boring...

this convo went on for a bit, leaving me in a state of complete wonderous solidity with self
  we discussed the recent truth bomb of the chakra system and how they relate to elements...
like Base chakra is Earth
Sacral is Water
Solar Plexus is Fire
Heart is Air...
Throat is Sound.... and it was confirmed that Sound is an element...
3rd eye is... Electricity... I had it as 'thought' for a short time, but it's more than that.
Crown just so happens to be Will.

above that would be Consciousness ( I think? and the creation white diamond above that)
below Base at the real Root would be Atoms and Cells....but there's a word for this we didn't discuss. It has more to do with the breakdown and disassembly of what was created to be sent back out into uncreation below that (there's a black diamond there)

Thoth responded that as creators... that
     "Say what you Will" is as true as it was when the moon was set in place.
     That speaking through our Sound throat chakra what our crown Will chakra desired was how we incorporated the 'unhindered energies into solid matter and visible form"....
      That the heart chakra of Air (the lightest taught element in a sense) used the heartbeat magnetic resonance to move it through the portal of uncreation into creation... (not a real portal, but a vibrational substance trigger...we didn't get too far into it. But it's like the 'breathe' of life or something... )


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You know..... I don't know how much of this is relevant to any other being on the planet....
or whether current 'science' can back any of this up in a mutable way...
but... yo... I have no reason to doubt Thoth, as there was a real reason he was on the council in Atlantis with us. Dude is lit.


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Wow... Biden has been talking on tv for like a whole 30 minutes thus far...
is he allowed to do that?  it's almost queue time for him to mumble something unintelligible

I have a list of stuff to tackle today...
it's 2pm... and I'm still here... but I did make a smoothie this morning... so that's 1!!
am not going to do outside stuff...it's raining...so that's 5 not gonna happen...
that leaves 3 possibles... or whatever else might pop up...

anyway...gonna go...
here's a pic








"Letting it go doesn't mean it leaves forever. It only allows it to grow to fullness, ripening to sweetness and returning in a form that is meant for you."

Super men create their own stories...

 The 'new' Justice League was just the old Justice League with added scenes.
... fat batman was still in it
Aquaman was in it, but we didn't get to see enough of him :(
Wonder Woman seemed much stronger/faster than when she was in her own films...
The Flash still only talks about love...just like the series I also don't watch.
Cyborg still sucks and has no real emotional value.
I still only liked the part when Superman went berserk and laser eyed them.

Superman doesn't get enough credit...
and I wish Marvel would write for him... rescue him from the toilet rim of DC writers...
Batman too...and get a better actor, either go back to CB, or get someone with some personality
Wonder Woman too.... she has more potential than the shit show of 1984...and we don't need to see her smiling at some kid in every scene...good god enough, we already KNOW she's the good guy. Who's writing for you people!!?
And fix that crap ideology of Atlantis in Aquaman. It's not some fantastical city like Harry Potter under the sea shit. NO. And do a huge overhaul of the red haired Ariel wanna be girl...
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Soooo
re-cap... of the multi-universal projects littering the horizon...
quails... are 5 weeks old.
coop is almost done. The hard stuff is anyway.
weather is not freezing or pouring down with water (well...a little rain today)
I literately bought a kickboxing bag stand thing on a whim.
I already had the gloves....so... ya know how it is...
still waiting for stimmy money
still waiting for tax return money
my cash stash is like more than halfway to the top of the box I have it in
Imma bid on another storage auction Wednesday....
which might also be the day the coop gets mostly finished.
still waiting for feedback and updates/responses on a few other things I did...
    these are secret...
garden is ready for stuff.... but weather...
will need mulch and other stuff for garden soon.... but weather...
    and we're already busy, so that's fine.
need to find/borrow/fix a tiller for other garden...
I promise I am not a homesteader....even if I like being at home
the house is a mess and needs cleaned.... need maid.
I still hate cooking... need chef
   (but was awfully happy when the oldest brought home groceries!, Like new stuff, yay!)
Isaac is getting all ornery... poor old dog who can barely walk
kids are doing good, oldest is taking another trip to DC
youngest is doing his thing... and maybe we are close to considering a job(?)
no art, no time/focus/momentum for such creative endeavors
only minimal writing... getting there...
     still have book 7 gelling...it's busy, still some screenplays wanting attention, and here....
     none of this includes random facebook posts and comments....
   

anyway.....
gonna go ghost soon
be sure to miss me

pic, cause I gotta get that in here



You know...
there's a blog post I wrote a few years ago about Superman...
 It's titled... "What I learned from Superman." 
   <<<HERE>>>
and ugh... for someone who doesn't like him how he's portrayed in the movies so much...
I hold onto that huge sliver of hope that one day the creators will get it right
I like Henry Cavill playing him, (the chin is tolerable, ok)
but the story...the plot, the everything else... severely lacking for such a potentially incredible hero

Heaven help me that I bought more crypto today...  cause it dropped...
like dude... stimulus money is not here yet yo!
but do I listen... no.
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* whole paragrapheses I deleted...cause you don't need to know

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I'm sure there's something really deep to share...

but I got places to be
I might be back tomorrow...or later...or never...or next week...

I only stream consciousnessssss.... i promisssssssss

 I wondered what it would take to inspire a post strong enough to get me to write once again.

It was seeing the dying of the light within another's eyes.

My dear...
I see you trying to comfort yourself as you do things...
    ...all the while screaming in silence a resounding NO!
I see you hiding behind your masks...even though it doesn't fit correctly...
I see your fear and pain and that ache...
    ...the one that prays someone...something will grasp you from your slumbering nightmare.

You can't hide your eyes, even if you hide your hesitance behind that muzzle.

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Someone was telling me about what they would do... "if they had to" obey this or that rule.
    something particularly loud in today's world...
But my dear...
You never ever ever have to do anything you genuinely do not want to do.
Don't prepare yourself to do it,
don't think about the how,
don't pretend how brave and well thought out your ruse will be.

Bravery doesn't arise from conquering yourself and pretending you were strong....

Bravery comes with resolving to uphold yourself... and BEING strong.

Stop getting those ass backwards.
We are tired of seeing you die inside.

It doesn't matter what you choose...
But if you are killing yourself to make a certain choice fit...
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It's been a few weeks, eh...
since I actually came here to write, AND post it and NOT delete it...
Lots of acclimating to some new space lately.
Projects passing through and some coming to an end.
Many others still in the energetic world.... and yet to be revealed...
   many of which will remain a secret...as long as possible...
...it's a personal challenge for me...so don't take it personally, lol.
I'm sure you'll be able to feel the echoing of their presence if they travel through my world

The Aethers are jumbly...like there's a signal, but the signal is flickering...
you see what's coming in, but it's not smoothly received.
static in the skies...
all it takes is a bit reconfiguring of your own reception rod...
but you gotta realize that's what you need first, lol.
Blah...
all good now, but the world is still bleeding out with redirectives and demoralized distractions of every kind
The world is at the edges... if you haven't been paying attention, btw
tipping point... or also what we call the turning point...
It will all be worth it, just stand true.
I could probably go into specific details and explanatory foresights... but why ruin your movie.
That is the fun of a movie though, correct?
To take you on some whirlwind of a journey... to evolve your character... to test your resolves...
to write you a story when you refuse to write your own


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These quail... are so close to being 100% outside... but that wind is being a bitch
I'm eagerly waiting for tax returns and stimmy money to grace my presence....
   I've got investments to make YO! and to restock my savings account...and pay for my cow.

pic before I forget... or lose interest...




kinda bored
and I ran out of things to write...


Raya and the last dragon wasn't too bad...
I like the cultural references... I didn't like the my little pony version of dragons...

Chaos walking was...kinda meh... short.. a few funny parts...

oooh... Justice League is up... might watch that...
WTF.... 4 hours... good god... *insert overwhelming emoji
     I don't know if I want to tolerate fat batman again...
...  but Aquaman is in it...yeah?...

ooooh, they have the mandalorian season 2... oh dang...
....I wonder if the quality is watchable...

decisions...

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With great power comes great freedom.... or it is the other way around?

just dabbling here...
gonna have a chat with The Alchemist

ignore everything and that's if I don't delete it afterwords..
and I'm not gonna go back and edit words I fucked up..
cause this is just a practice run on typing while talking and receiving


What is this 'service' word...and wtf does it mean, REALLY?

OH FUCK O_O....
so he's like look it up.... in a annoyed tone...
in etymology it literately means "SLAVERY"

no wonder I hate that word.
NO FUCKING WONDER!

ok, that's on par...

Marketing? I ask...
He gives me the look...

"to buy"
sale is sell = "give up"

....
so why the fuck do people teach marketing and sales and service???!!!!
That's INSANITY!
   slavery, buying, giving up
THAT is a TRAP in it's finest, yeah???

He shrugs and gives a nod or two...

welll fuck.... how am I supposed to make money then...

he closes his eyes, annoyed... thinking he's already taught this, but I probably forgot...again...

"What did I tell you already about money?" He reminds me...

"Money flows to what you do, not because of it."
   ok...I get that...but if I paint something...how do I convert it to cash?
like how do people find it, see it, buy it?

"No." He sighs.
"You get paid in the experience. The being of the process. Everything is paid up front before the matter is even formed." He explains.  "What comes after is for the dogs."

...he's starting to sound like Thoth.... lol...
I LIKE IT

"Ooohhh." I love this, nodding.

"Remove any thoughts of the afterworld. The afterwords... (he says these intentionally this way).
We are now. All is now. Even the money." He nods, knowing I get his words easily.

....

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he watches me as I ponder random questions, because I ran out of real ones...

"What do I say to the humans? About service, connecting?"

"About slavery and binding?" He asks...already knowing the real meaning of these words...

"Oh..."

"Let those who would be slaves, be slaves." He confirms. "And those who would be...otherwise..."
He looks my way with a slight grin. He doesn't want to use another phrase Thoth would most definitely use.

"So...I can have that cybertruck...yeah?" I smile.

"Have you driven it yet?" He asks, going back to whatever he was doing.

he doesn't mean for reals...as it's not even built yet... he means in thought form.
which I have not...

"Test drives are rather fun." He mentions like it's obvious... and it is.

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Thus far, there are 27 quail chicks in my living room.
and luckily I feel today might be the day that I get some random 'I haven't finished that yet'
stuff finished.
I fingerpainted yesterday... that was fun... and for some reason way WAY more liberating than with a paintbrush..... even if it felt like I was wasting an enormous amount of paint.... and it allowed for those little mess ups... because finger painting is supposed to be messy...
anyway... I'll post the pics on my facebook sometime later today... if it really is the lucky day of getting things done.
Today's boring list of hopeful actions include these things...
and for some reason people like to see a list of these mundane things... who the hell knows why...

Clean the quail brooder.
3 kitchen shelves put up on the wall
Seal the mini paintings, take pics, post for your enjoyment
start seeds and set up lights for those
probably other stuff too in between

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Sacrifice

Whoever tf told you you have to choose between this or that...
   or here or there...   or me or you.... 
           are incredibly not on your side.
Whoever told you sacrificing yourself, or your time, or your well-being...
    was a good, brave, moral thing to do....
            were probably living within their own limitations.

I dare you to rip off the labels.
To uncover yourself from all the layers of falsehoods you've been trying to survive under.
Maybe try rewriting your life from a blank page,
     rather that one that's been scribbled over with all the CAN'T's or DON'T's

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You are allowed to create your own world.
It IS possible.
You already have the proof.... exactly what you have now, is what you've created...
and you can change it if you want.
You can make it better.
You can make it exceptional.
You can make it amazing.

It's about unfolding the layers to uncover our soul.
The energy Source.
The resonance of undeciphered potential.

I'm sure you've read ten thousand sayings that ask you to be strong and carry on.
Or to be good and sacrifice for the good of all...
But I'm not asking you to do that.
I'm asking you to sacrifice the world to find yourself. A thousand time even.
Who you really are, the one buried beneath the heaps of all that is not you...
That's what I'm in this for.
     Not the bullshit attire you are wearing.
     Not that goodie goodie 'look at me, I'm so kind and nice' fuckery many of you pretend to be.
         "Look how well I follow rules. I'm gonna get a star!" ALL THIS BS!

You may have fooled everyone else. I mean everyone....
But I'm not in this for the costumes, or the theatricals...
I'm not in this for the foolery, or the pretending...
I'm not in this to support those who are good, or those who are following all the rules.
I don't give a fuck about your work. Or what you do. Or what you have. Or what you want.

I'm in this for your soul.
and they are fucking suffocating.
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Don't ask me what I do. Don't ever ask me that.
Ask me who I am.

So...
WHO ARE YOU?


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so that took weeks to have a glimpse of what to write about for another facebook post
HA!
why do I bother...
besides I like writing and it sounds cool...

I haveta go pick up some money...
I'll be back... but Imma post this so I can start a new page, LOL.

Blazing a trail, ain't give'n no fux

~ BREAKING NEWS from the Aether ~

Maybe a Perspective shift. Paradigm shift.
Whatever you like to call it...
I just like to call it some words that you might like to hear.


~  "Money flows TO what you do, not because of it."

~  "Love flows TO what you do, not because of it."

~  "Energy flows TO what you do, not because of it."


Let's be very very crystal about something.

EVERYTHING comes FROM you, THROUGH you, BECAUSE of you.
Nothing exterior moves into your reality without it first reflecting from YOU.
YOU ARE THE SOURCE!

I'm not going to break that down into bite size pieces for you.
I KNOW you get this, even if it seems like you need even more words to explain it.

Lots and lots of almost all the people think 'that' thing brings them one of those feel good words...
     (like happiness, joy, love, wealth, health, blah blah, you get the idea....)
and what a cute way to invite struggle into life...
But let's move this around into a better perspective.

How about...
  ~     'I' create 'that'.    ~

But who is 'I'?

Technically 'I' is everything. All your life circumstances, all of your world.
...and that 'I' is responsible for it all.

So where are you?
What are you creating? Cause you can't 'not' create.
Where are your thoughts?
What do you keep seeing, saying, doing?
Are those things really YOU? Or are they what everyone else wants to see.
Do you like your world?

If not, here's your doorway that can lead you to change it.
By paying attention to what you are thinking, creating, saying, doing, moving, becoming.
By observing from shore instead of treading water.

All it takes is attention.
All it takes is correcting it towards a new life you begin to create,
instead of the old one that you see before you.
All it takes is focus.
All it takes is clarity.
All it takes is YOU.
Because you are the creator. You are the beginning point.
You're the CAUSE, not the effect.
YOU are the SOURCE which everything in your life flows from.

Get your shit straight.
Get your mind back into your own hands.
Get your time back into your own hands.
Get clear.
Get centered.
TAKE CONTROL!

We want you all to be FREE. <3

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As much as I hate people, I sure do fucking love them a whole hell of a lot too
sometimes.
fml

Almost done with the Gateway process...
still have 2 left...
the last few were kinda boring...
like focus 23, and 25, and 27 too...
they try to make it sound amazing and beyond belief...
but I've been playing there for quite awhile....sooo....
lame...
another round of 'use these fancy things' or this 'fancy technique to get to this place or this thing'...
*sigh
that's a box of horseshit, you know...
as I wrote above, we don't really need any of those things...
those items, or techniques, or practices, or bullshit crap...
we already are what we want.

and imma bout annoyed to death of the repeated efforts of the world to give people yet another fancy thing to get them to where they want to be....
ffs
I totally dig the idea of crystals and pretty rocks, and feng shui...
but I know it's nothing when compared to the beliefs we give them.
None of us NEED to light a candle, say a prayer, get a card reading, carry around some gemstone, feed the fairies, become a vegetarian, eat meat, ground, exercise, not exercise, stand under the full moon, dance around the fire on the solstice, celebrate christmas, take medications, not take medications, believe anything, believe everything, go here, get there, become this, do that, meditate, not meditate, breathe deeply, align your chakras, raise your vibration....continue on forever....
We don't need anything...
We are everything al-fucking-ready...

I guess we can use them as a ladder or whatever we can use them for...
but we outgrow tools eventually... don't rely on them forever.
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I'm all out of relevant mind surging words right now, lol.

Eggs are still in incubator, will have babies late next week.
Youngest has a birthday this weekend! 17!!
Get to deliver flowers for Valentine's next week too.
Picked up wood for coop.
Next art project will be underway eventually.
No writing projects right now besides random posts on facebook and today's blog post full of today's post and a bunch of nothing.
Book 7 is still fermenting in my mind...and although I've go the whole premise and parts and aspects....
pieces are scattered everywhere. Anyway, it's not due until next year... so I've got plenty of time to procrastinate! YAY!
I applied to a job today, LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!
   like for storyboarding, so it actually helps for that whole screenwriting idea I still have lingering in the background.
And I still have screenplay's to write, but I have to start them.....
   once I start them, it's EASY to complete...... the starting though.....
That seems to be an issue for a Pisces like moi.
   and those Scorpio moon/ascendants.... just make me not give a fuck about it so much until there is momentum already in progress...

    hey, that might be something for me to give some attention to....
there's lots of waves out there....
if only I gave af....
*sigh *shrugs *smiles
we can do it here, real time.... cause it's fun to watch how my brain kinda works...
but not really, cause usually I'm watching my brain work, and I'm analyzing it as it's analyzing something else....
and then the whole energy feeling thing which is feeling both of them at the same time ...
it's a mess.
we'll try...

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I guess I like catching the wave, not necessarily creating it... ???? 
   but I sometimes start shit because I like to see where it'll take me.... ????
but the stuff I start with intention.... (without waiting for natural energetic momentum)
   crashes and burns.... or doesn't provide fruitful exchange $$$$$
and I love money, as it's a rather great motivational aspect.... up to a point.
it's like 4th in line after 'enjoyment' and 'purpose' and 'freedom'.
Hence the direct reason I don't 'job'.... and I hate people-ing.

Sooo.... in retrospect....and knowing how energy works...
when momentum catches on already.... it carries me and I don't have to do much work.
but I soooo get impatient, LOL
am I spoiled or what LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!
maybe I'll just wait next time.... FOOOORRREEEEVVVVEEERRRRR...... geesh

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Someone on tik tok was talking about the book 'The Alchemist' yesterday...
and The Alchemist (my guide/teacher/aether dude right now)
 got all happy and was like.
"Look, there's a book with my name on it!"
....
lol... I haven't read it, as reading stories hurts just as bad as watching bad movies.
but I know what it's about and the lessons they were getting at...
they could have just wrote a self-help book....
WAY WAY easier without all the external imagery.
    (this falls in the same pattern as those tools mentioned above...)
    (eventually, you don't need the tools, stories, etc...anymore...)
and just dive right into the purpose and reason of it all.

Soooo....
when we vibrate with our essence... (as I got to remember to listen to what I write...)
that means we get more on our vibrational reality, right?
Cause I'm getting bored on this one, lol.
I want the brave people.
The bold people.
The free people.
The people who say yes to adventure.
The people who believe in momentum and not in struggle.
The people who are willing to drop the tools and trust.
...

I just remembered something I've been looking for...
got to go see if facebook marketplace has one listed for me...
cause intuition, yo.
brb

nope...

mmm kkkk..
I'm outta here...




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The Irish are to the Celts as the moon is to the aliens....
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they live inside it...








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"....I thought you liked fire?" The Alchemist asks me.... after reading what I wrote about patience...
"I like winning with ease." I confirm.
"Get more kindling." He says, matter of fact....solving all the problems that I didn't even see...

 <3   my heart...

which reminds me of the sunrise this morning....
it was fiery ember... deep orange and ablaze with light
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