welcome to the new age...to the new age.

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a...l...m...o...s...t........there
but 4am was way too late to consider
writing the last few pages.

got field work coming in pretty evenly
so there's that.
There's also that huge nagging thing in my mind
that says there's a concert to go to.
Someone should take me.

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We never learn, we been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets?
The bullets
We never learn, we been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets?
The bullets

Just stop your crying
It's a sign of the times
We gotta get away from here
We gotta get away from here
Stop your crying
Baby, it will be alright
They told me that the end is near
We gotta get away from here

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What shall these times bring?
The times where you look upon these rather unimportant choices.
Unimportant...
But unimportant to whom?
To you? To yourself? To your soul? To the world?
Who's the one labeling this shit?

You do the same thing, you get the same fucking outcome...
fuck.
why am I here again?

--- We never learn, we been here before
--- We never learn, we been here before
--- We never learn, we been here before
will we ever learn, we've been here before...
it's just what we know...
stop your crying it's a sign of the times...
we got to get away!!!!!!
we got to get away
we got to get away
we got to get away

got to get away from this rerun...
this whole life...is a rerun
I've done this before...
let's fuck it up and make it fan-fucking-tastic!!!

 
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 Just stop your crying
Have the time of your life
Breaking through the atmosphere
And things are pretty good from here
Remember everything will be alright
We can meet again somewhere
Somewhere far away from here

We never learn, we been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets?
The bullets
We never learn, we been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets?
The bullets
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qN4ooNx77u0
so you know....

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you'd think being in 2018 that making a playlist to play in your
car wouldn't be so difficult.... wth technology.... get with it already.
I know you're better than this...don't make me do this shit myself.

burning a cd is easier than uploading to bluetooth or phone, then phone to car...
omg. fuck this shit.... I'll buy a cd.

oh...I had a lucid dream the other day....
and I was so disappointed.
see...I knew I was in the dream and did the best thing ever by
looking for someone I wanted to see...
and I called out to them in this lucid dream state of awareness...
but they didn't come...
and I remembered in this dream that I was in the
in-between and I could totally go/do anything here...
but they didn't show up...
I was searching and calling out... but no...
I feel I wasted all that time.
I could have called for someone else...
perhaps they would have came?
I could have downloaded some ethereal wisdom from the universe.
I could have glimpsed clearly into tomorrow.
I could have learned so much...
but no... my goal was to find one of my favorite people ever...
but they didn't show.
did they not hear me? how could they not...in this place?
If I called for my other favorite person...would they have come?
would they have come...?

questions...
quest i on
seeking...searching...looking....hunting....
 --- Let's break this agreement ---
right here right fucking now
We are going to hack this life and rewrite it
I'm the fucking author.
Put my name on this shit.
I'll own it.

....
so past hacking... is a thing
present hacking...
but kinda is the past... sooo.
same thing really...
totally.
Totally.
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O_O it's 11:42pm
I made it to the end!!!
page 111
I get blueberry muffins!
......to eat, while I edit this piece of beauty.
fuck yes!!!
more of this please!
then edit some more....and then edit some more...
then copyright it....
then start the next one!
then go back and edit all 3 of these I have done....
then really get on those query letters.
fuck yes.
I'm in love!

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Muffins!
Painting!
Work orders!
Hollywood!

let's add beautiful Money to this list!
   And let's add Concert to this list too!
I've decided to have both of those, btw.
I can have everything I choose.
Everything. All.
All the things.
All the things.

congrats if you made it this far.
I wrote a bunch of lyrics for you...
actually I copy/pasted them... but
all the words... pretty words.

Who wants to go to a concert??!!!!