FFS 5 & 6 - 10

5. Adding Momentum

6. Knowing when to Rest

7. Gaining Contrast

8. Delegating

9. Deciding Different

10. Rinse and Repeat

 
~ Financial Feng Shui 101 ~

5:10 ADDING MOMENTUM


We've got our river, we've got it cleared, organized, and have clarity on where we are headed, at least somewhat.
We have flow and know when and how to make our obstacles easier, at least energetically.
We are learning and at least we know we can work on these things.
We've felt our emotions and trust our navigating and driving skills.
We trust our river, our energy, the boat, and ourselves.

Adding momentum is about adding energy and increasing the amount of flow, of speed, of movement.
It's about knowing we are on course and then amping up the power a bit so as to make the ride more enjoyable and fun and exciting!
In simpler words, it's about adding some rapids and narrowing our river so it moves faster.

This is great to work on when we are in the zone and are centered, attentive, and focused.
This is for when we know know KNOW what we want, why we want it, and are excited to reach our goals and experience those desires fully.

When we are in a place of clarity and certainty about our desires and/or our course....
we have the means to increase our momentum and power to direct all forces toward those desires.

*** Note! - WARNING! *** If we are still yet unclear or uncertain about what we want or why...
        we do NOT want to increase momentum! That's like getting into your new power boat,
         but you're only 3 years old.
        You gonna crash, mate! Maybe gain some air when you ram into that rock and go flying
         over the river and into the forest....
It may look fun, but no... please reconsider.

BUT when we KNOW what we want, we KNOW what we want...

Here's your power boat keys...  *hands little keychain with a key and a skull dangle on it to you
You are welcome to transform your powerboat into a raft with oars, so you can have fun in the rapids too. Or make it a cruise ship, whatever suits you :)


_______________________________
_______________________________


It's simple to add momentum and get it started....navigating it is what makes it fun and challenging!
To create this new momentum...

1. DECIDE - CHOOSE - SELECT something that feels utterly incredibly amazing!
2. MOVE toward it with INTENTION, and with that FEELING of incredible amazingness.
3. Have your end goal CLEAR AF in your mind's eye.

** This doesn't have to be an end all gung ho, 'Imma do this no matter what' energy (what a great way to BURN TF out!) We are still practice allowing and giving space, even in the rapids.)

** This just has to be clear, defined, and carry an energy of
     'YES, THIS IS WHAT I WANT FOR NOW'


____________________________________________


Adding momentum is like
  action steps + attention + maintaining emotions and thoughts (energy flow)

pretty easy...but it requires...
* focus (pay attention! There's no snoozing when the rapids propel you forward),
* a plan (you're moving faster, so you need to think faster before you get to the obstacles you are heading toward)
* and realignment consistently (making sure you are on course, making the same choices, following through with your plan, and being invested in the emotional energy you are working with)
* actual actions that align with your course and choice


-- FOCUS --
Become solid in your choices. Get to know them from head to toe.
Pay attention when your interest or awareness of them wavers, this is when you need to realign and refocus.
Pay attention to the actions you are physically taking, the choices you are actually making and make double sure they are in cahoots with your intended course and desires.
We do not want to invite in resisting actions while we are creating rapids, this causes crashes, burn outs, injuries, lost momentum, cold wet pants, and disillusion on where the heck you are going.
Distractions while in the rapids will wreck havoc. SO PAY ATTENTION!
Be hyper-aware of the energetic emotions during this whole ride.
   If you hit a snag of doubt, of fear, of 'oh shit, what have I done?!' Stop immediately and deal with this energy right NOW. Do not let it linger, you do not want that in the boat with you, it will fuck you up.
Either leaving you without oars, a hole in your boat, jammed up against some boulder....and creating more and more of those exact same snags of doubt, fears, or 'oh shit, what have I done?!'s...

  GET CRYSTAL CLEAR on what is in your boat with you! You have to trust your crewmates. (thoughts, emotions, awareness, source, etc!)



-- A PLAN --
What is your desire, where do you want to go, what's the best path you see right now?
Ask those questions all the time....because sometimes those things change slightly...and you want to change with them on cue. Even in the rapids.
This is like looking ahead and you see an issue you didn't see before and you want to avoid it!
So readjust your path and go around or through that issue with a new better plan.
Not all actions are every day things, or every week things, but stay centered and keep checking in with your course and planning steps.
Be vigilant about proactive actions that support and carry you along these rapids.
Pay attention to the course, what's on the way, (not to far ahead, but what you can see now), and plan accordingly to maintain a strong support system through this journey.
ONE STEP at a time.... but if you can see the next, make a note and plan for it soon.

* Don't distract yourself with things you haven't come to yet. (That's like believing the guy that said there was an alligator up ahead....but by the time you get there (cause you planned on fighting a gator for weeks!) and it's not even there at all!.... and worse yet, you are rafting the Colorado river and not somewhere in Florida....and you realize how much time you wasted....)



-- REALIGNMENT --
Focus and planning every step of the way.
Watch whether you are being consistent, whether you are making slight changes or big changes.
If you are making big changes, you want to slow down a bit and gain more clarity.
Small changes are fine, but don't get so swept away by some other path that it obscures your intentions.

Check in with your emotions on how this path feels.
If something feels icky, work through that. Decide if you need to pause for a bit and readjust.

(WE CAN stop the river on a dime, but it often leaves us energetically spent or up against a hard place, however if you need to pull back on the reins and turn the rapids off, it's okay to do so)

Sometimes we feel like the river is losing momentum after the initial first bundle of rapids... that's okay too.... and this tells you where you need to breathe for a moment and then prepare for the next set of rapids. (If you ever white-water rafted, you know there are breaks in between, some longer than others, some very  very short....and sometimes an upcoming waterfall (windfall!) which is why you got in the boat in the first place.
Allow this time and space and TRUST.
Realign where needed and add new momentum if you need by focusing back on the emotional and energetic pulls you feel inside of you.



-- ACTIONS --
Here's where your thoughts and emotions allow space for the physical doingness of things.
You can call in Publisher's Clearing House to come to your door with a check, but you are still going to have to get up off that couch to answer the door! (bad analogy and maybe hugely out of proportion, but...
*** WE HAVE TO ALLOW EACH LAYER OF OUR BEING TO PARTICIPATE IN THE MANIFESTATION AND EXPERIENCE!!! ***

So take action! Manage the plan and take the steps! Do the writing, make the phone calls, clear and create space, pay attention, FOCUS, handle the emotions. ALLOW space and time and people.
DO things that represent YOU.
ACT how you would act as if you already had the desire you are creating.
STOP MAKING EXCUSES of why you can't do this YET!
Fall into complete trust with yourself and your source!
Exercise and MOVE the energy in your body! (like if you don't like gyms, just dance in your kitchen, or take a walk, go swimming.... chase your dog... I don't like gyms either...) (Do yoga or tai chi, or go window shopping, or do weird things in your backyard with a cauldron and pointy hats....whatever! Take long showers, stretch, embarass your kids with a funky dance...etc!)
MUSIC. Loud, with base.
Meditation, visualization.

PAY the bills, go to work when you have to, eat good things.
Tell your smallest debt you will not tolerate it living in your experience for one more month....cause you got new friends.
Make your adult kids buy their own shampoo.... whatever yo!
Do things that directly impact and support your course!
    

______________________________________
______________________________________



*****  ((( I will certainly give you a run down list of action oriented things to help you in the finance area soon! It's a long post, but I know it can help. This isn't that BS shit you find on google about how to save money crap. )))  I know switching car insurance could save you 15% or more, or adjusting your thermostat can 'save' on bills.... BUT THAT IS COMPLETELY LACK THINKING AND IT IS A FUCKING TRAP!!! Do NOT listen to that shit!
You may think it's helping you 'get ahead'.... but it is often creating a prison around you. *****

____________________________________
____________________________________


Homework for 5:10 Adding Momentum

Plan out your course and desires.
If you are ready to add momentum, start taking actions, both energetically and physically.
DO the work, focus, hone, and take steps forward.

WRITE OUT:
   the plan
   your desires/goals
   and what you would like to see at the end of a given set date

Mediate and visualize.
Get familiar with yourself, your energy, and your navigation techniques.

STOP making excuses.
The rapids are for the prepared and brave.
Be aware of when you need to breathe and when you need to slow down.



__________________________________________________
___________________________________________________


Saturday we will have the next unit of 6:10 Knowing when to Rest

This is the opposite of entering the rapids.
Both are needed, both are allowed.

Will upload the Financial Actions thing I haven't named yet soon!


________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________





______________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________
_____________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________



~ Financial Feng Shui 101 ~


6:10 KNOWING WHEN TO REST


Rest.
I deserve this time to relax...
I earn this time to relax...
or my fav... I create this time to relax...

Similar to the stillness and silence versus movement and music...
The other end of the spectrum for allowing time and space and peace and quiet...
   strengthens our other paradigm.
It builds resiliency and stamina.
It teaches us more about ourselves and gives room for introspection, readjustments, contrast,
time for course corrections, and the idea of letting it all fall away and falling of ourselves into complete peacefulness of not taking anything on.
A trust fall into allowing.

The letting go of oars, the turning off the engines of our power boat...
The allowing of it all to JUST BE... and especially letting ourselves JUST BE
The releasing of the 'doing' or 'aiming' or navigating' or 'planning'.
Complete release and revitalization.

_______________________________________________
_______________________________________________


It's about floating.
  (not to be confused with 'drifting'...)

---  Floating is moving without effort along our river that we already created and formed.
We already did the work of clearing and creating space and shaping it with our awareness of thoughts and the cultivation of our supportive emotions.... We already did this work...
and when we've maintained that work,
we can absolute TRUST 100% that our river maintains that energy for us  (at least for a time until we want to dive back in)


---  Drifting on the other hand, is just letting go without having cultivated anything...it's blindly believing that somehow things will just get better....but we haven't even made that river, cleared anything, we don't know where we are going, or what kind of river we are even in...
THIS is why so many stay in effort and struggle...
They do the 'doing', but they neglect the 'energetic being' of the energy that moves through us.
So when they relax....they feel like they should be 'doing' something to maintain it, or they feel like things have suddenly gone to shit...
   (babe...it was always shit....you just were covering it with your distraction on the doingness this whole time and not even looking at the crap you had building up in your river...)


We can't always forever float and relax, but we can make the whole process easier and easier by simply giving ourselves inwardly and outwardly our attention to where we barely do anything but realign our thoughts and emotions when needed....and the 'doingness' actions are always easy, simple, and practically moot....because they no longer become 'hard work'...they simply are things we kinda don't mind...and then they are just things we do because we want to!

That is our true WORK.... when we integrate both inward and outward energies to become our whole selves....and our whole selves are based on JOY, LOVE, PEACE, WONDER, ETC, ETC, ETC!
Our work is not meant to be hard, or controlling, or abusive, or undermining, or painful.
It is meant to be purposeful, fulfilling, desired, and engaging.


_______________________________________
_______________________________________


***** So how do we know when to rest?

Sometimes we come to a place in our life paths that signal the end of something.
It could be when a big project is completed.
When something that required extra focus has ended.
When a sense of overwhelm enters the picture and we can't control the circumstances.
When we are coming into contact with the same blockages over and over.
When the momentum toward something falls off the cliff (waterfall! or windfall!)
When a huge new thing yanks us from our course because it is now at our forefront.
When we need to make a big decision and we don't have enough information yet to make that decision.
Anything that represents the same or similar energy vibe.

ALL of these will require that time and space for REST.


With money... it needs it's rest times too!

When we get a lump sum in unexpectedly. We don't want to act in a state of excited energy. We want clarity and focus first.
When we get a huge bill in unexpectedly. We don't want to act in a state of dampered low energy. We want certainty and solidness.
When we went on a vacation or spending spree and we need to take time to adjust our settings and plans to make room (and give time) for things to be refilled.
When we are constantly giving outward, but the inward flow is blocked.
When we are blocked at all involving an issue or challenge. We don't want to 'pay to make it go away'....unless we are sure of that and it will relieve a sufficient amount of pressure.
   We don't want to spend $10k on a new deck from the 'Deck Company of the Millenium!'....without really considering whether 'Tom's Decking, been in business for 20 years, and we'll do it for $3k' is actually the better option.
When we are getting bombarded with those upselling us or trying to get our money. THIS calls for a complete and DEAD STOP! If this comes into your life experience, go within and fix this energetic cord ASAP!   You either affirm the boundary that you will not partake with those who are insisting or feeding off your energy, or you allow them to entertain you and take advantage of you and sell you more than you ever could use in the first place.


__________________________________________
_________________________________________



Dead stops of our river are sometimes needed. And they require you to deal with it NOW.
Affirm boundaries. Instate new boundaries.
Create a space of timelessness to focus and find out what is best for you or the situation.
It's allowing everything to hold up and wait until you are able to join back in with flowing, with floating, with momentum, or with waiting longer.


This includes those times you pick up on something you definitely do not want to participate with or in.
Dead Stop!
When someone's needy or whiny or keeps 'c'mon man, I just need $20 for gas'...
Dead Stop.
When you asked for assistance, but someone is inconsiderate of your time, energy, or money.
Dead Stop.
When unexpected avalanches, floods, or waterfalls pop up out of nowhere and you lost track of your peace, place, path, or patience.
Dead Stop!
Anything that feels the same or similar in energy to any of these.
Dead Stop!


___________________________
________________________________


So ALLOW
ALLOW ALLOW ALLOW!
Floating and resting is about allowing without trying to get somewhere or something...
It's about being at peace with the now and trusting that your work will carry you.
It's resting without worries.
It's relaxing without trying or efforting.
It's JUST BEING in the river and feeling it out in bliss, or enjoyment, or soothing calmness.

Know when to rest.
Grow your awareness on the energies and when they start to rear their heads.
Trust you have the tools you need to know when the time comes when and how to add more momentum or lesson it.


________________________________
_______________________________________


***** How do you know when rest time is over?

When you get bored.
When you feel kinda hum drum about floating.
When something interesting strikes your fancy or pulls your attention.
When you feel the energy picking back up (rapids up ahead!)
When you get awareness on a new desire or path or plan that lights you up like lightning!
When you invite someone, or new thoughts, or new emotions into your boat with you.
When important issues arrive and you want to participate in them.
When you just want to cause some mischief, drama, or are generally ready for some excitement.
Anything that relates similarly to any of these.

----

Rest time is over. Take your last swig of scotch and reposition yourself.

Check in with your emotions and thoughts. Make sure they are in your corner and are supporting you!
They are your crew! No mutiny allowed, ha!

Check to make sure the river is generally clear. That there is some clear space.
Check your energy again!

Give some time to meditate and visualize your net course of action and how you want to feel about it.
Check your energy again!

And move into flow, adjusting as necessary.
If there's momentum, plan ahead a few steps, and pay attention.
If there's uncertainty, just feel it out in flow until you can make a choice or decision that feels supportive or in alignment for you. You can make a new choice if that one doesn't feel good afterwards.

___________
____________________


This process is the same, over and over, regarding thousands of different scenarios and circumstances.
It's simple once you see where you need to put your attention and awareness.
It's easy once you can give time and space to yourself, and your emotions.
It's effortless when you learn to flow and trust.



____________________________________

No homework.
Just build awareness of your river energy.
Take a rest.

Have a great weekend <3













_____________________________________

Next Wednesday is 7:10 GAINING CONTRAST

Hope you are enjoying this work and it's supporting you on your journey.
Thank you for being here.

New levels...unlocked

 Ooooohhh... dear....

The sky has fallen
and it has devoured me

First off, I want to thank myself for keeping semi- up with this blog and writing about things...
even if I am vague...
because I woke up with a book idea...
and the title.... and I already have all the everything for it..
and ...
you know how they say that many feel like a circle trying to go through a square hole....
that feeling of being out of sorts with no place to belong or fit into....
..
I find myself moving effortlessly and quite beyond comfortably...like I know this place...
into...with...among...this space...
and I'm a bit unfamiliar with fitting in anywhere....
but holy shit...

HOLY

FUCKING

SHIT

_________________________

I read a past blog post that blatantly pointed it out too....
      (this one >> here )
and I'm wondering if my inner soul already knew where, what, who I was/am...
and it's like I got these new digs and outfit and it's my all time favorite...
but it was my favorite before anyway...
and I get to wear it all the time...
and there's just words spilling out like gushing in love and awe and
there's room for all of me here...

_____________________________

Back to the book....
oh fuuuuucccckkkk
The title, the whole thing...all ready to just be a real thing.... and I'm so fucked

Everyone knows that as a writer, if you don't write it out...
at least for me...
It will stay waiting in line FORFUCKINGEVER!
even years and years and years later....
Ask me how I know...
I dare you to ask me how many screenplays I have waiting in line in my fucking head....
I dare you.
That doesn't include Book 7 of Angel of MidKnight (wait...am I on book 7??)
see I can't even fucking remember...
    (but AofM...is an every other year book....so I have a few more months HA!
     and I have no idea of the ending yet.....
   oh wait..... oh fuck.... NOOOOOO!!!!
    yes I do, I just received it days/a week ago..... and FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
    it's a fucking cliffhanger and now I know I'm doomed FORFUCKINGEVER!
   NOOOOOOO!!!!)
Look I am literately in love with these characters....but for fucks sake...
for fucks sake....
immortal dragons don't die or get old like humans.... fuuuuuuccckkk

...
so I have a book to write...
along with my course...
along with maybe keeping up with this blog...
along with the screenplays I won't write anytimesoon.....but that doesn't mean they won't bicker and complain and WHINE....about when it's their turn to be written out... (they are children)
and AofM will need written come next year....
and it's almost September...
fuuuucckkk...

I would like to order sufficient monetary payment for writing shit please Universe....
send forth my way.... I accept. I accept. I accept.

I had an aether encounter with EM in focus 15.... (he's moved from 12 to 15 now....go figure...)
and we had a discussion... and apparently Imma need $5k.... here soon...
   yeah, cause let's gamble on aether communications about what we do with money....
... oi vey!
but it's EM... and well... he didn't make shit up last time...
which also happens to be that last time that I didn't listen...but it happened anyway...
and maybe I missed out on some monetary gains... *lesson learned, eh?



__________________________
______________________________________________

 mundane mayhem!

2 dresses to finish and ship out tomorrow... (yay)
1 dress to think about planning to work on while I don't do anything about it actively
5 pieces of art to make
1 art piece to finish
a duvet cover and shams to applique spaceships on...
the next FFS course unit to write out... for next week...
need to watch Castlevania... I'm just invested in Alucard...and I'm only 3 episodes into the next season.
lots of potential maybes...but meh...
If I'm smart I won't open the tab to start writing this new book... I don't want to sit and write today
  (oh look, yet here I am already writing a blog post... pssh)

ok...
Im bored and going to go check on my quail...
sew these dresses up...
dinner, jeopardy, Roman Reigns...
package up those orders...
and take a long shower... and ...
instead of tik toking, I'll probably open up my mini laptop with Windows 95 on it...
and open Word....and start a book...
    one without an ending... *for the win

And visualize the fuck out of receiving payment for every fucking word I write..
   ***mentally signals Universe that I want rush priority shipping

I get paid for every fucking word I write.
I love getting money for simply writing words!
I love that words can and DO translate to cash in my hand, cash in my pocket, cash in my stash, cash in the bank, cash in stocks, cash in crypto, and cash in my wallet too!
I love that money loves that I write and attracts to me all the time!



Later peeps!

All the world is a stage....and the matrix has us

 Hmmm...

I've been exceptionally busy with 3d world stuff.
Forgive the writing blunders and lack of such...
beside things I am writing for my Financial Feng Shui course.


Remember something for me...

This whole world is just a movie.
Many are participating and interacting with it, like they are it...
and some of us are watching it.
We have box seats and we laugh at the idiots below who think it's all real.
But I digress....
This movie kinda sucks.
The writing is bad.
We already know the ending, it has the same lame structure as all movies...
    (I can appreciate the tech that went into it)

and I want to remind you of the time I went on a cruise...
and the theater play was bad...
  like so bad, that I would stick it right next to The Last Airbender...
and my sister and I begrudgingly watched one show....cringing the whole way through it.
it was that bad.
THAT BAD

like this movie we are watching now... in 3d land reality

However....back to the cruise shows
So this next showtime was for a different 'story'... and so my sister and I, along with my other sister and mom....went to the theater.... our second time, their first....
and as the show started, (like being in the box seats) that same familiar cringe of laughter and 'oh my god, I can not sit through one more day of this horseshit' came over me (us)
So me and my sister got up during the first 5 minutes and walked out... in front of everyone.... leaving my other sister and mom petrified at our huge dose of rudeness (balls!) to leave...
We left and didn't think another thing of it...
and what happened....
more people from the theater got up and walked out too.....
cause it was THAT BAD

and maybe they needed that permission...
someone with the guts to do the right thing
the real RIGHT thing...
to leave the theater, to not watch the horrendous movie...show, play...

And yesterday there was a huge signal that I received from the aethers about walking out of the theater.

We don't even have to watch and laugh at the players, or participants, or even watch the shit show....
we can leave....
and when we leave, we give permission for others to leave as well....


____________________________


Which brings me directly to the dream I had last night/this morning...
The theater was on fire.

Peope were in seats throwing up a hooplah about whatever and tossing bottles of condiments around...
literately ranch dressing, mustard...stuff like that... and someone commented about the syrup and how they didn't change the logo...but it said Mama Jemimah instead of Aunt Jemimah.... which was weird, but okay....
and way.... there were these people in their seats in front of a stage... (nothing on stage though...
outside of this room were like this MASSIVE AF theater building like ancient Greece cathedral university sized place... People were walking along just doing their things.....
It felt like it was a mini mall and people just being people....
anyway....
There was a fire in the back rooms of the theater....you could SEE it from the door cracks...and I was wondering why no one cared or wasn't in a hurry...
But no matter.... I kept walking around trying to find the exit...

thing is....   like the matrix, there wasn't one.
This whole dream was directly comparable to the matrix. (not the movie, the actual thing)

So I remember seeing fires outside the theater too, thinking people didn't seem to care and didn't react to any of it....like they didn't know, or didn't see it....idk...
The fire on the inside started spreading FAST! Smoke was everywhere! People still did not care!

I remember people opening the outer doors when the fire got closer... and the heat and flash burns incinerated them into ashes....almost instantly...
The only time someone screamed was when they realized they were on fire, but it only lasted a second.....everyone else walking around didn't even seem to notice these people burning to death instantly! Eventually the fire spread more and more and covered this entire massive university/theater.

The people inside were just fumbling around not even knowing what to do with themselves...and didn't realize the smoke was killing them and the walls were catching fire by the stage...

SO while I'm watching all this shit go down..... there's NO WAY out to even go anywhere....
Me and this other lady go back behind the stage to at least find a recess to get away from the smoke/fires... and sheetrock and insulation are fire retardants too , right?!
We find this storage closet (it had spiders in it) but we got in it and closed the door...

Then I immediately woke up...
with this broad and clairvoyant sense of CLARITY and CENTEREDNESS

I don't know...
maybe going inward is how we get out of this matrix that is burning down around us.

Maybe we can't just leave the theater... but we can know it's not real...and neither is this outward experience at all...
Maybe we have to go back in our closets...
deal with the spiders...
save ourselves...because no one else even knows what's going on.



__________________

so fuck me.... but this is something hugely in my view right now...
and it's just now 12:22...and I usually get up about this time...usually.... but the dream pulled me awake at 9...so..... yeah...

I got another unit of my course written... this blog post....
and lots of time to do the things I need to do anyway...
and go swimming...assuming the water is warm...and it's super hot/sunny out.

I just had to tell you about that crazy stuff...

and aether lands are quite reactive and responsive and there's this new connection I'm on that I'm getting to know better and better....
I'm sure it has to do with that contract I signed and I LIKE it!

AND this integration of shadow.... not just in thoughts/past/etc... but in body too...
it's just beyond my scope of words right now.

I'm off to wreck the world like a BOSS!

Later!

FFS 3 -4 :10

3. Clarity on Desires

4. Practicing Flow

5. Adding Momentum

6. Knowing when to Rest

7. Gaining Contrast

8. Delegating

9. Deciding Different

10. Rinse and Repeat

 
~ Financial Feng Shui 101 ~

 3:10 CLARITY ON DESIRES

Clarity. A big word that means more than the little letters can hold.
It's about KNOWING, an assured sense of solid centeredness and a big nod of YES.

When we know without a doubt what we want, the path to it carves itself out for us.
We can't see the path if we aren't certain. We can't sense it if we are hovering all over the place.
We can't walk it if we are looking at ten thousand other maybe's...or still sifting through the pros and cons.

The only time the path gets cut out is when we simply decide.
Once we decide and choose, all that energy of knowing is like a lightning strike.
It ignites and lights up the path of least resistance to connect us to whatever our desire is.

We may not see the whole entire path, lightning isn't quite a straight line, yo!
But we can see the first step. The one still steaming hot and shining brightly.
This is when you take it and begin your walk.

___________________________

After clearing and creating space, we move into the place of gaining clarity on what we want to allow to move through our now open space, and what stays and what can keep going right back out.

This is about learning discernment. What helps, what benefits, what supports, what feels good, what is useful... and the opposite of what isn't helping, what does not support, what feels icky, or what is useless.
Allowing more and more of the best of things and experiences will attract more and more of the best of things and experiences.

** We remain clear to keep the flow, we remain spacious to allow it to gather and grow, and we allow more of what we DO want, and less of what we don't.

It's a learning game of paying attention, building awareness, and taking actions around what the energy is, where it's going, and why.

_______________________________

These journal prompts are about really identifying and sharpening our contrast on what comes and goes, and what we want more of.
Be aware of the feelings you have around the things and people and day to day interactions you engage with. And know that you get to choose and decide whether or not, or how much, of those energies are welcomed in your outer world, and your inner space.
You get to decide.
You don't even have to choose an option that is presented to you. You CAN create your own options as well!
  (I do this all the time, because I don't like the ones the world presents to me...they're boring, or dumb, or unsupportive, or too hard, or too much work, or I just don't have that kind of time, or I don't want to.)
So I create my own options and choose the one that feels the best. ALL THE TIME. And I don't give myself shit about it. I know it works, even those times I have chosen to buy a go cart over 'saving' or investing or paying a debt off.
We DO NOT have to play into that trap of 'doing the right thing' according to the world. DO everything according to how it feels. Supportive, empowering, fresh breath of air, expanding....all the good things is what you want to trust.



Go deep on these and really get to know yourself. Clarity comes from focus and intent.

1: What things support you the most? ____________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________

2: Which people support you the most? ___________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________

3: Which interactions, events, situations, engagements support you the most? _____________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________

4: How can you enhance and open up more space for those things that are supportive? ______________
___________________________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________

5: What other supportive things, people, or actions could you invite into your world? _______________
___________________________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
and what actions could you take immediately to open that doorway? ____________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________

6: Which things, people, or circumstances have you feeling blocked, stuck, or limited? _____________
___________________________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________

7: What steps can you take that will relieve the pressure or interaction with those things? ___________
___________________________________________________________________________________

8: For energies that you want more of, take time to visualize those good things to visit, to gather, to interact with your world. Feel the emotions around that support and expansion.
  Talk with the people, give appreciation for the meeting, enjoy the visualization of experiencing the event. Give yourself the time to hone in on the presence of the emotions around these things.

9: Write out some of the most important new things you want to add. Be detailed. Be consistent. Get familiar about what you are wanting and why. Be truthful and go deep as you can.
Asking and confirming what you want is a huge part of this work. The Universe can't deliver unless it knows what you want and where to find you to deliver the goods.
Be centered, make sure your signal about what you want is strong, and send out the order form from the Universal catalogue! It always delivers when you are certain and in clarity about all your desires!
___________________________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________

10: Visualize those things you just ordered above! Picture them coming in the mail. See you opening the packages and enjoying them. Visualize meeting the right people at the right time. Imagine all the things, all the places, all the everything! Spend time here for a bit.
How does that feel? __________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
Does this uplift and bring a stronger awareness to your desires? ________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
Does this feel like something you have the space for? Or are there things you need to remove so you do have more space? ____________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
Is how your life is now, allowing for the receiving of those new energies? ________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
What can you take action on that helps align you with those new energies? ______________________
___________________________________________________________________________________



____________________________
____________________________

***
After you've done the journaling, do another walk-through of your space.
Open things and look inside, sift through the clothes a bit, browse all your things and furniture and the overall spaces around you.
Feel the energy of these things and spaces.

Write out notes on what things align with your asked for desires and what does not.
What can you change, or switch out, or get rid of all together.
Do you feel downsizing will help, or new items?
Would more fresh food in the fridge align to those new desires? More flowers? A cake? More plants?
More open windows? Music playing...

Our surroundings aren't everything, nor the main thing, but they give a direct relation to our world and where we may want to change, switch, redirect, or renew our lives. The awareness of our things and their energies, helps us attune to our intuition and builds our senses stronger, so we can move into direct alignment with what we want for ourselves.

***
Inwardly, pay attention to all the feels.
When we decide and choose our desires full on, it strikes the path of emotions too.
It tells us immediately where we need to move, what we need to allow, what we need to let go of completely, and where we still need to give space and time to within ourselves.

Lightning often sets things on fire. Like old items we've been attached to, old relationships we hold onto out of obligation or 'because we should'... It lights up the path we do want....but it obscures the other things we no longer need to travel with.
That doesn't mean we go and tend to those things all the time, but we just keep our eyes forward on the path, and whatever is not on it, will fall away on it's own. We don't have to do all the work. We just have to stay intentionally focused.

~ The hardest part is discovering what you really want and then choosing it. ~
 So many just don't really know. Or they do, but they haven't decided yet.

Here's the key though.
There's no wrong answer...and while you walk your path toward your desires.... you get to choose again and again. It relights...each and every time.
Sometimes we walk and discover an even better option...and that lightning strike will light it up and it might deviate from the original path ....which is great, because now you are so familiar with walking your chosen path, that all that hesitancy and doubt and bs you've carried before, is long gone.
You know the journey has been worth it and a new path just leads to new and better each and every time.
It's a building of trust with yourself. Over and over and over.

So choose with complete faith, with complete trust.

________________________

So your river of life is clear, it's got swirling pools of space to gather and relax, it's getting clearer and clearer and you can almost see the bottom. AND you've got it directed to where you want to travel.
Whether that be through the mountains, along the prairies, the desert, the rainforest, whatever!
You shape it as you go along. All good.

Let's get to MONEY!

Be crystal clear on what you want for your money.
It is a fluid energy and if you aren't 100% certain of what it needs to do for you, it will splash all over the place and evaporate.
Be attentive and affirmed in your interactions with it.
It loves to be loved, but don't let it sit out in the sun and dry up.

1: What do you want your money story to look like? To feel like? ______________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________

2: How does money come to you now? ___________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

3: In what ways can you see now, can money flow better to you? ______________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

4: If you ordered from the Universal catalogue of inlets for money to flow to you, what would you order? Don't hold back. You can get as imaginative as you want! ______________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

5: What would you do with the money that came through those new and exciting pathways? ________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

6: How can you build a fun relationship with money and how it's used? _________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________

7: Imagine you are having a great time hanging out with your bestie Money! Visualize that day and explore all the emotions and feelings you receive when you picture you spending time and energy together.
Those emotions are the ones that will build and build and uphold this whole relationship between money and you. Make it good, make it fun, make it creative and free loving!

MONEY MATCHES THE ENERGY YOU PUT INTO IT!


________________________________
________________________________


Homework for 3:10 CLARITY ON DESIRE

Journal prompts
Visualization
Energetic walk through of your space

Directly making the choices that benefit you.
     (Write them out! Speak them out loud. Make them real!)
Taking immediate actions based on those desires.
     (One step at a time! One step for each desire)

Money prompts and visualization.
Practice those emotions of building a strong relationship between you and your money!

Abundance log! Fill this out with all the little things too!
Create your own affirmations that uplift and support your work and space.


_________________________________
_________________________________


Please share, comment, or ask questions on the comment thread!
I hope this work helps you in any way and thank you for being here.

Saturday the 28th will be 4:10 Practicing Flow!













_____________________________________________________________________
_______________________________________________________________________________
*******************************************************************************


~ Financial Feng Shui 101 ~

4:10 PRACTICING FLOW

The literal translation and meaning of Feng Shui itself is Wind, Water....
and both of these are the epitome of what represents the truth of what flow is.

It's about navigating resistance and moving effortlessly with ease, with grace, with peace.
Storms can be awesome and powerful too at times, and sometimes our flow will accelerate at times too... but generally and more often, we can be in a state of allowing and non-resistance.

This doesn't mean we aren't going to keep making our decisions and aiming for what we want and just letting the river of life have it's way with us... (except those times we are doing it intentionally)
But it means that we trust our navigating, our choices, our support, and can easily maintain course or adventure while also enjoying the sights and sounds of the world around us.

Not everyday, or even the majority of days is struggle. Or ever has to be.
We don't do that here.
That's like rebuilding your river every day, trying to go upstream and against your own inner knowing or energy, clinging to rocks and getting swamped by rapids, or stuck in the muck, or snagged on a tree limb you left there for years.

We know how to clean. We know how to create space. We know what we want.
Now we begin to cultivate the navigation.

For flow, we practice moving toward the simplicity, the ease, the path of least resistance.
We aren't looking to move the boulders in the river, we are simply and effortlessly choosing to flow around them.
We aren't looking to stay in our little eddy forever, or visit with every nook and cranny, or trying to figure out where to clean next. We simply choosing to stay in the flow.
We aren't looking to chat with the land lubbers either. They often pull us right out of our flow and use our attention up, distracting and pulling us away from our courses. We simply are choosing to stay in the stream of our alignment, and stay in our boat, and stay in our river, our lane, our world, our reality, our creation.

_____________________
_______________________________

1. What things in your life thus far create the most ease for you? ______________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

2. When you navigate something that was effortless and easy...What was it? How did you respond? What made it so simple? __________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

3. When you are in flow, how does this feel? What emotions come up for you that create a sense of support and fulfillment? ______________________________________________________________
_________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

4. What areas in your life seem less in flow? What are your areas that create struggle? ____________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

5. Why do you think they are like that? What ways can you realign around them to make them easier?
__________________________________________________________________________________
_________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

6. Taking just the first action step regarding those difficult things, what is one thing you can do today to give them a new space, and create a path around/above/beyond them? _________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

7. Visualize and sit for a few moments. Imagine those barriers or blockages in your river of life.
Pay attention to your emotions around these things or situations.
   Picture your boat moving with the flow of water (energy) and easily moving past these issues.
When we energetically move past our snags, we no longer have to give attention to them, as they are now behind us, and we can again look forward to where we are traveling.
Do this again and again until your boat flows past these blockages easily. At first we may picture our boat hitting it and spinning around, or it getting stuck on it, or not enough water to lift our boat up and over the boulders.... Keep reimagining until it feels so easy, so simple, that that boulder is nothing but a pebble.

  This imagery is us being intentional about adding energy (water) to our focus. It raises the water level to lift us over our obstacles, it, widens the river to slow us a bit so we can avoid the obstacles, it enhances our boat and support systems to simply bounce off and away from our obstacles....and so many other ways to bring us to victory.

Flow is about moving with energy, not against something, or navigating alone without our own inner support.

8. How does it feel inwardly about moving past these big things? ______________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________

9. When you imagined yourself move around these situations, what came up for you? How did you find yourself past these obstacles? ___________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________
___________________________________________________________________________________

10. Dig deep into your feelings, and hold the energy of gratitude and appreciation about how your boat, your river, your obstacles, your self, your energy, carried you further along. Sit here with this feeling of appreciation.
This work is about knowing without a doubt, that everything you ever need in this whole life journey is right here with you at all times, forever. Feel this gratitude and knowing. Sit with it, hold it, give it attention and a clear space within you.


________________________________
________________________________


Flow is about navigating past any obstacles we come across.
We design our river, but sometimes others throw rocks into it too. Sometimes someone with a speedboat creates waves for us. Sometimes the land shifts, or it thunderstorms and we get flash floods and rapids when we are not ready for such a turbulent ride.
  BUT!
When we are aware and conscious. When we are in a space of trust within ourselves....
   No matter what we come across on our path, we know know know that we have the tools, the ability, and the energy to carry us forward, past obstacles, a place to rest, a place to map out new directions, and everything else we need and desire.

We can feel which emotions, which actions, which thoughts are easy and effortless and which ones we are trying really hard to 'get to' work.

You know when something feels heavy and irritating and frustrating and 'I don't want to deal with this horseshit'. You know when you have just had it for today, or when you wish a mthfckr would. You know when you are waiting for it all to crumble to dust because you have no more f*cks to give.
   Those times.... are the perfect times to gain the absolute most clarity, because you know you want better, you want more, you want new....and that is where you clarify and decide.

THEN we allow ourselves to go with the easiest path we can find.
Not the 'right' one.
Not the one someone else wants for us, or someone else told us to take.
Not the one that looks good.
    (Looks are deceiving and looks will not make you come alive. That's like agreeing to pretend that all these pretty things can make you FEEL, when they are just eye candy.)

What we want is the path that  makes us FEEL alive while we decide to take that first step.
   That feeling is the energy that starts our journey and will carry us throughout it.
That feeling is what we want every step, every day, every thought, every moment.
That feeling is the energy. It is the river, the water, the boat...
Make double triple sure you choose what feels the best for you.
   (and not to worry, when you feel even better later, you can choose a even better feeling, boat, energy again later too!  There's no FOBO here! We get to decide anew all the time.)


Take 15 minutes and do a meditation. Do a visualization.
Really really get familiar with your emotional inward energy.
This energy is the key that unlocks all the doors. That CREATES all the new doors!
This energy is where it's at and where it continuously gets refilled at.
It's the gas station, the supermarket, the Universal Catalogue to order all your desires.
It's the Source code.
It all begins here.
The longer you stay in alignment with it, the longer and stronger that energy fills and carries you.

We gain momentum here to create rapids when we want, or slow down when we want.
We heal ourselves here, inwardly, outwardly, and through all our relationships.
This place is the light, and this place is the creation of light.
Get in there and feel it all up (fill it all up)
You're the bucket, the boat, the river..... and your choices create what that energy flows through and to.

_____________________________
__________________________________

***
Money and FLOW

Sometimes we spend so much time looking at what is, that we forget to access our current and stream and keep pouring attention onto what we already see.
This in effect makes what we see stay longer. Stay more prominent, and stay waving it's arms at us, going 'Look at me! Ain't I so cool! Thanks for the attention!'

Let me tell you right now....
if we stop looking at what is (the bank account, the debts, the lack)
and go inward to look at what we DO want to see.... (abundant cash, vacations, a cybertruck)
Our attention fills that up instead.

We absolutely are choosing what we focus on, and while it may be a bad habit of comparing and analyzing and worrying or whatnot.... we CAN switch those patterns onto something else.
We can create new conduits and new flow into always having enough, having more than enough, and knowing we are fully supported.

It takes practice.
It takes intent.
It takes awareness like a BOSS not to fall back into the 'look at this bill!
Instead catch that bitch and be like "Look at this measly bill I'm going to slaughter and send to the gates of Hades!!!! MUWHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Cause I'm so fucking abundant and wealthy, this is mouthwash."
Get fucking ridiculous!!!
Let me tell you why....

Because it's fun.
Because you're energy does not know the difference between what's real and what isn't.
BUT it responds directly to the feeling you give out.
It responds to your signal...and if your signal is all like.. "Hey, I need 20 bucks.. for gas.."
It's over there going... "Wtf she say? I can't hear a damn thing over all the racket going on."

But if you are saying "Yo, I've learned my lesson about selling my 10 shares of Tesla stock, so Imma buy those bitches back...send me the means, cause I am not going to fuck this up again."
The energy is like "You sold your Tesla stock, wtf is wrong with you?!"..... then slaps you with a sackful of cash to fix your shit....and gives you a black eye cause you probably had a ton of emotional energy behind it...and yeah...that's how it works.

Get ridiculous. Make up shit.
Energy doesn't have the same limitations and absurdities as you do.
It does not see barriers, blockages, weaknesses....
It sees a path... and
IT JUST FLOWS
IT JUST FLOWS

and you are the vessel and the channel and the compass


________________________________
______________________________________


Homework for 4:10 PRACTICING FLOW

Journal prompts
Visualization

Walk through and clear what has gathered
Create space within about your new desires
Reaffirm and clarify your desires by writing them out and visualizing!

Connect to the energetic emotions that support those desires

Move more focus into your wealth areas and get ridiculous
Spend time with that energy of abundance

Flow past or through one of your struggles.
Pay attention to where you need to allow more and allow more flow.






_____________________
__________________________________


Next Wednesday is 5:10 ADDING MOMENTUM

Stay in this!
We are almost half way through, but it gets easier and easier the more you hone these first steps.

As always, feel free to message me if you need more details, have questions, or would like to work with me for a more customized approach.

FFS 1 & 2

1. Clearing

2. Creating Space

3. Clarity on Desires

4. Practicing Flow

5. Adding Momentum

6. Knowing when to Rest

7. Gaining Contrast

8. Delegating

9. Deciding Different

10. Rinse and Repeat

~Financial Feng Shui 101 ~

1:10 - CLEARING

Clearing is about creating room to breathe. Room to stretch. Like giving a sigh and allowing yourself relaxation.
It's moving the physical and emotional into a more aligned placement, so thoughts have room to pass, emotions have room to be felt, and the things have their own place to go.

It's an out with the old, the hard, the dirty, the heavy, and the cramped.
So when the space is prepared, it's in with the new, the ease, the clean, the light, the simpleness.

Clearing is like an eraser.
When we wipe out the things that we are no longer wanting to travel with.
These can be mindsets, beliefs, ideas, stress, frustrations, struggles, etc....
It could be the deleting of things that we feel hold us back, that drain us, that pose ongoing challenges, or create delays.

First step is simply identifying the things we want to change, get rid of, clear, or clean up.

Below are some simple prompts to help you get in tune with defining and bringing awareness to these things. Both those things in the world outwardly, like your living space, your job, family, career, money, car, etc.... AND those things inwardly, like your patience, mindset, awareness, intuition, trust, etc....

Take some time and delve into these prompts as much as you feel called. Get to know the issues you are wanting to change or expand upon. Really get to know what you don't want anymore, and what you do want.
When we define what we do want, it creates a picture of the possibilities, so the Universe/Source/God/Self, knows where to lead us. If we never know, then we usually keep going in circles, detours, or a nice kind of 'meh'. Nothing wrong with that, btw. And sometimes we like to try new things and change it up, all good.

(((PS: I know many of you will skip actually writing any of this out....but I want to make a HUGE HUGE HUGE point....
Writing it out and letting your eyes see and read what you've said, is one of the prime ways to bring awareness, remembrance, and to pull these deep things from under the covers out into the open.
This in itself allows you to change it. Otherwise it will usually stay under the covers and you'll never directly hands-on change these things. AND writing it out, let's you come back to it at the end of this course and you can for reals SEE and FEEL the difference in how you've done the work!!!)))


1: What top 3 things in your life do you immediately think of when you considering doing a total erase of?  ____________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________

2: If they were removed, how do you think you will feel?
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________

3: What actual physical things could use your attention on clearing out?
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________

4: Which things or thoughts feel the most heaviest and hardest to negotiate?
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________

5: If you could recreate your world any which way you please, disregarding your current abilities, what would that look like? _______________________________________________________________
_________________________________________________________________________________
_________________________________________________________________________________
_________________________________________________________________________________

6: If you could create the feelings and emotions you would want to feel on a daily basis, what would those be? Joyful? Full of love? Peace? Understanding? Wisdom? Confidence? Trust?
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________

7: Take a minute and sit quietly. Visualize your self-created world. Both the things you see outwardly, and how you inwardly feel about yourself. Explore this new expanded version of yourself. Feel the energy of how it feels to have, be, do these things.
Really pay attention to your body and the energy that moves through you. This energy is what you want to lead you. The energy of freedom, of security, of trust, of knowing you create your world and are allowed to do so.


~~~
Walkthrough time!

This is the hands-on, small little tidbit of actually looking and observing your surroundings.
Make a list of things you want cleared, cleaned, moved, or changed.
Doesn't need to be elaborate, but make a note.
-- Walk through your home. Pay attention to table and counter tops, open shelves, and floor walk space.
These are one of the focal points on clearing.
-- We want all counter and table tops to be as clear as possible. Not pristine, nothing on them, but not cluttered so much, you can't even use the space itself. Write down which ones need attention.
Cluttered counters and table tops grab energy and hold it still.
-- Open shelves are for display or books. Make sure these aren't too overworked. Does the things on it have breathing room? Are things too big or heavy for the shelf itself? Make a note!
Too big, heavy, stuffed shelves disallow flow, especially if they are over your head height.
-- Walk space. You should not have to contort your body around items, or walk a certain way over/around other items. This is one of the absolute factors in creating flow, clearing, and allowing...things in your way that you have to move around are blockages, limitations, and obvious signs of struggle. Make these things FIRST on your list of clearing to tackle.

-- Check your work space areas.
Your car (please pick up things off your floorboards and remove items off your front dash!)
Clear your wallet and checkbook!!! You don't need 12 coupons in there, or the card to win a free smoothie. CLEAR CLEAR CLEAR!
Clear your schedule of the things you obviously are not wanting to do. If you have an obligation, learn now not to invite that back into your life for next time.
Keep yourself, your time, your mind CLEAR.

Focus on clearing space that you see openly. We'll get to the drawers and cabinets later!

~ Clearing your thoughts ~
You know when a thought hits you that pulls your energy into that funk of 'ugh'.
When it comes. Call it out. You can say it in your head, but just like writing things out allows you to see it, speaking it out allows you to see it there too....and doesn't allow it to hide back under the covers.

  "This is too hard, and stupid..."
Take your other half and call that bitch out.
  "Shut up Karen, this is easy for a goddess like me. Imma rock this world like a BOSS!"

Literately do whatever you have to do, say whatever you have to say, and OWN your shit.
Sometimes we can say it nice, say it truthful, say it with pizazz, but YOU GET TO CHOOSE how to respond to yourself too! Don't put up with your own BS!
This is where your badass ego of love pours out and swallows up your whiny 'I can't do it' vibe and reminds you of how awesome you are and GET TO BE!
Don't be afraid of yourself.
Choose what you want and follow through.

Clear out those thoughts that are not supportive.
Clear out those feelings that hold you back.
Clear out those structures, rules, limits, barriers, etc...that are not serving you.
WRITE them out. CALL them out. GET them OUT of your way.
Clear your surroundings.

___________________________________________

Outward things mirror our inward selves.
Overfilled, cramped cabinets create too many thoughts,
messy unfolded clothes and towels are confusion and forgetting,
unfinished projects create delays elsewhere... clear them, finish them, or get rid of them,
old, broken things hold us in a state of undone... clear them, fix them, or replace them.


________________________

Take 15 minutes and sit with the clarity of how things would feel on being cleared and free.
Really feel this energy. Get to know it. Get to know it like you ARE it. (because you are)
Allow the room, the breathing space, the relaxing, the ease.
Love yourself for allowing this time.
15 minutes. Every day.

Add some affirmations if you'd like.
   "I love clear spaces. I love space for growth. I invite new experiences. I welcome new abundance."
Whatever words you feel are supportive and empowering. Whatever you need, give it to yourself <3

Start an ABUNDANCE log or journal about the abundance you have in your life and come in contact with.
Make notes of money you receive, gifts you receive, acts of kindness from others, things that help or serve you. Try to add in items everyday. Really keep tabs on what is flowing and how it improves over time.
Also keep tabs on gifts and services you've given to others. You are a part of the world and this too allows abundance in and out of your life, like breathing, like living...

___________________________________________
___________________________________________
***
***
*****I know you might be wondering how this relates to money! I assure you, when you get clear on these things and take actions that reveal this clearness....money is one of the main examples of how it will manifest into your world. Clearing your wallet and checkbook is first step.
If you want to give an extra effort in speeding this up, get your financial records and know what debts, bills, or areas you want to really deal with first. WRITE THESE OUT!

1: How can you rearrange these things to create a clear space?
2: What areas do you feel supports you in allowing more income?
3: What can you delegate to others to handle?
4: What is most pressing?
5: Where can you open yourself up more to receiving?

Visualize these things being handled and taken care of. Really sit with the emotion of relief and/or receiving the things/feelings/support you need.

*** Don't focus on the money itself, as money is a fluid energy and it has NO FORM!
Focus on the things you want to accomplish with the money!!!! The thing, the experience, the relief, the joy....
SOOO many people try to think their way rich, or debt free, or receiving cash all the time... BUT
BUT BUT BUT!!! The energy of money, of debt, of receiving is not a tangible energy....it's not a real thing... HOWEVER... the energy of an item, of an emotion, of relaxation, of having enough, of experiences, of joy... IS A REAL THING AND THAT IS WHAT CAN BE CREATED!!

I once manifested $42,000 ....and what was the thing that allowed it to come?
Sitting with the 'giving up of trying and forcing'...and just allowing myself to receive the 'relief and trust that I have it no matter if it ever showed it's face in reality'. I HAD IT WITHIN in the form that was real. And that called it forth into my reality. Energy MATCHES energy. Match what's real for you.

Sure there were other things at play, other real world occurrences that finally came through, things that finally lined up...but all of that was out of my control. I had control of myself though.
I want that for you. To know your 'REAL' inner truth, and to allow everything thing you are to be experienced in the world.



_______________
_______________

Homework for 1:10 CLEARING

Journaling prompts
Notes of your walkthrough
Mediation/Visualization
Thoughts/emotions

Clearing and cleaning all major items on your list!
Meditation and visualization after the clearing.
Thoughts and emotions after the clearing.
Affirmations!
Abundance log

____

I'm doing this work along with you! I've done it before and I know it works for me, I hope it works for you too!
Writing and calling things out out loud is a big thing, try to do this! Do the visualization at least once a day, more if called. This hones your energy to the desire and let's you strengthen your intuition on your path.

Friday is Q & A, along with shares if you feel up to it. Take pics of before/afters, share some affirmations, whatever can help one of us, may help another. Cheer and support each other.

Saturday we will be moving on to 2:10 Creating Space
Use these 3 days to clear those obvious places, to bring awareness to your thoughts/emotions,
and to clear energy for new abundance to arrive.




_________________________________________________
_________________________________________________
_________________________________________________
_________________________________________________
_________________________________________________


~Financial Feng Shui 101 ~

2:10 - CREATING SPACE

Creating Space is all about the providing and sustaining space for receiving.
Room to receive, gather, and store (at least for a short time) new abundance.

So not only did we create new flow in the river of life through clearing, we are now creating a few eddies and coves to create fun swimming holes, deeper waters, and places to relax in place for a time.
This relates to clearing out the spaces that are intended for gathering, storage, and an opening for receiving.

Creating space is the hardest part of this work. It requires emptying, rebuilding, remaining focused, keeping clear, and then coming back to it with a strong sense of pickiness about what you're going to keep and what you're not.
It is the backbone of the whole process... as when you have flow, and create space, that space fills up and it fills up FAST! It also fills up continuously until it's FULL!
and if you want to keep things moving and more fresh energy coming in, you've got to stay on top of it and keep creating space.
That means to become aware of where the flow is slowing, how much areas are holding for too long and where you need to adjust and shift for things to flow even better.


This next step, these next 4 days is the oomph power to get our river set up. This is basic structuring and the upholding of all the other things. Start this process and actually complete the first two steps, you will see a shift in the abundance levels. After that we sift and sort and hone our focus, but these are the beginning and firestarter sparks that ignite the abundance inferno!

When the spaces we have are filled...and left that way for too long, this creates stagnancy. A stickiness to where the whole entire flow becomes sluggish, backed up, and sometimes a complete stand still.
There's no where for new energy to go. There's a back up of old energy that hasn't been dealt with and is becoming rancid.
Energy is meant to be utilized. In AND out accordingly. Even if it's used physically as in objects and exercise. Emotionally as in joy, excitedness, crying, etc... Or any number of ways that move energy in and out, out and in.
Even money. We receive it and we spend it. We can save it so long as energetically the energy around that is also clear....whether we have a goal for that savings, or even an emotional peace we are receiving through it.

Again, write out these journal prompts, really take a real life look at your world, your surroundings, and your inner junk drawers. Focus on where you gather, carry, receive, store, and hide things our of view.
These are the vessels that secure what is coming in for you to delve through and keep what you want.
These are the bags and containers that hold energy for a time until you use them.

1: What big things feel stuck and stagnant in your life? _____________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

2: If everything was an energy, which energies feel sluggish or heavy? _________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

3: Sit quietly and feel within your body where there may be similar matching sluggishness and energy.
Heavy, dull, numb, or knots within us. These are emotions or traumas that are still waiting to be sorted
out and discovered.
Write out what you feel and where these feelings are located in your body. Describe what they are or what they might mean to you. _________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

4: If you could unstick all the heavy things and recreate your river for flow and spaces to gather new energy, what would be the first things to recreate? _________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

5: How would it feel for you to see your world open up? For new opportunities and new energies to come into your life? _________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________

6: How would it feel to have those inner emotions and thoughts be fully dealt with and healed? What sort of space would open up within you? How would that really feel? __________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________________________


Know that when we begin this work, it open a lot of doors and pathways. Sometimes it opens long forgotten drawers and closets we've been shoving stuff into for quite a while.
When we work in the river of life to restructure, it kicks up a lot of mud. The water looks gritty, the rocks are indeed sometimes heavy. We remember and find things we've forgotten about.
When these things come up, it's not about conquering them, it's about seeing them at this time, in this place, right now.
Throwing them back into the drawer, the closet, or buried under twelve blankets is the same thing as leaving the rotting fish clinging to the cesspool of the side of the river.
Give them time to be seen. Give yourself the time to see them. That's all energy needs is attention and direction.
That's who we are. We are the directors and creators of how this energy is used, kept, and moved.
Get involved with your outer world hands-on, and get involved with your inner world, hands-on.

~~~

Walkthrough time!

For our outer worlds, this step will be the messiest. I apologize now for the mess you're about to find yourself in within the next few days. Moving and sorting just these things alone is crazily fun and you might go a bit insane.

-- A quick list helps keep you on track and guides you to the follow-through completion. Start jotting down your actual physical storage places and transporting carrying totes.
That means your drawers (yes even the junk drawer(s)! especially them!), kitchen, bedroom, bathroom, etc!
Your closets, all of them.
Your entire car, the trunk, the console, the glove compartment, all of it. It transport YOU!
Your cabinets. Kitchen, bath, garage, etc!
Your wallets, bags, pockets, baskets, bins, whatever. All these places that hold your things, all the places that hold your energy. At home, at work if you can, in the places you often are.

** What you see openly is the flow, what you see only when you open it is the storage. **

Get to cleaning. Take out the drawer and dump it. Go through it all. Be highly discerning as to what serves you, what you use, and what if anything you really could care less about it. Take it out and throw it in a giveaway box.
Clean, sort, and fold all your stuff. Remove what you don't enjoy, love, or have time for.

I would love to recommend Marie Condo's ...'The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up' if you want to get gung ho SERIOUS about this.
Otherwise, do the best you can. You'll feel better if your socks can breath, but sometimes we just gotta get started and get detailed later.


~~ For creating space within.
When things come up in your thoughts, or emotions...give 5 minutes and sit with them. They need you. They can't move, shift, change, heal without your presence. Give them you.
Love them, allow them, accept them. It's okay to be with them. Sometimes our allowing of them alone can shift them. Sometimes moving those energies to our heartspace can heal them.
This course isn't all about the shadow work, but there are so many brilliant ways to be the space where the healing and allowing of these big inner energies can be received and released through us.
Always feel free to message me if you would like help on this.

Creating a space within for us to be who we are and allow all of who we are to be seen and heard and FELT is imperative for growth, expansion, receiving, clarity, and abundance.
Create space within most of all. <3 this alone can change the world, our world... the outer things are just a microcosm of that which we fully are.

__________________________________
__________________________________

MAKE SPACE.
You won't get new things in if you are always holding onto the old useless things.
You can't receive new energy if you keep playing the old channels.

So CLEARING for flow - CREATE SPACE for receiving.

AFFIRMATIONS for 2:10 Creating Space
   "I have enough space to hold all of my desires. I am able to release and receive the best of things. I welcome new energy. I love to spend time with new energy. I give attention to the new things and am a safe place to receive more. More good things come when I have a place to care for them. I carry that which serves and let go of what does not. New things are always on their way. New energy fills my spaces all the time. I am always receiving. I am always flowing. My house breathes fully. My car breathes fully. My space allows me to breathe fully. I am full and in flow. I have what I need and have room for more of what I desire."

Whatever floats your boat. Make up what feels good and supportive for you.

___________

*****
***
***
  Money and creating space.
The first important place is within. We need to clear our inner emotional energy around money.

Do you feel tense when thinking about money? Overwhelmed?
  This represents hesitancy, mistrust. You feel unsafe, unsupported, and oftentimes in a full on struggle with the energy it revolves around. Whether those be bills, debts, lack, scarcity, and unclear.

Thoughts are one thing that can be overridden with new thoughts, or new practices, but the emotional side is another. This can't be changed simply by 'doing' this or that to shut up the feelings.
The feelings can only be changed through just that....feeling.
And the feeling of them can be changed energetically by your presence and allowance of them to move.

We often tend to grab hold of a feeling about it and justify it with our thoughts and beliefs about it.
But in letting go...in just unclenching our hand/mind... and just being a witness and watching without judgement....creates a space where this emotion can move. The more we allow it, while just watching it yank and pull and twist our insides... the more it will feel safe to emerge.
When the dark emerges, it moves into light and that emotion can and will change and begin it's healing.
It can't do that if we hold it back, if we point the finger or shame, blame....if we cover it, hide it, deny it, ignore it, or pretend it doesn't exist.

Every time a thought or feeling pops up, catch it, witness it, allow it.
Soothe it. Give it a safe space. Say affirmations that bring relief. Create and rewrite ideasl and beliefs that feel supportive for you in this NOW.

This is a practice. Reread lesson 1 on clearing. Do lesson 2 on creating space. Do them over and over until you feel the resonance and space to move forward.
Nothing here is a race, a rule, a structure, a 'you gotta do this and that' shit.
You are the space and this is just a message for you if/when you need it.
I know these things take time and even if it's 2 years from today... every bit of it, every step will be worth it. <3

__________
_________________

Homework for 2:10 Creating Space

Journal Prompts
Walkthrough notes
DO THE WORK on cleaning, clearing, providing space in all the nooks and crannies!
Meditation and Visualization before and after the physical work

Time with your feelings around money. Just be the space, not force or try to make it do anything.
Affirmations
Fill out your Abundance log, don't forget to add that you opened up new spaces for receiving :)


_____________________________________________________

Next Wednesday we will continue with 3:10 Clarity on Desires
No rush, these files will be available for you to copy/print through out this entire course to do in your own time.

Pennies for the dream, buy your way to heaven.

It's just a ploy.
A movie.
Maybe they are devouring your fears and feeding off your stressful worries...
It's all pretending in an effort to keep your eyes away from what they are doing.
Even considering 'them' a 'they' and separate and against you is a tactic...
It's NOT REAL.
Like a magician...there's the more important real things happening...
and you keep blubbering on about the story they've fed you....

Humpty Dumpty IS TWO people...
and they can't see anything if they aren't on their higher perspective (the wall)
Instead they are on the ground, seeing the barriers, arguing whether or not the other is the truth or not...
Humpty's side is his truth.... and he fights against the other side...
Dumpty's side is his truth.... and he fights against the other side...
They both yell at the wall... oh that blasted wall that isn't giving us the full picture....
BUT the wall is what you can climb to get a higher picture....
A better view of the whole, instead of just one side...

This is relevant for just about every situation where one side is against the other.
It is the burden of duality.
And I'm not sure who tf told you not to climb the wall...
BUT FUCKING CLIMB.
Out of your pit of blindness.
Out of the pit of for or against.
Out of the pit of force, struggle, enemies, choices...all that horseshit...
WE GET TO HAVE IT ALL.
And then we can take what we like best...
There's no lack, there's no limits..and there's certainly no force.
STOP playing into the fears that there will be, or could be...
You have authority.
And you playing 'what if' stories in your head all day is only another fucking wall.
OWN YOUR SOVEREIGNTY NOW
Right fucking now. You don't have to figure out what you're gonna do
You're going to be fucking sovereign.
And there's no room for anything less.
Stop trying to make room for it.

'They' can't touch you when you're above them.

You are the valuable one.
You are the prize.
Treasure yourself.

Financial Feng Shui 101

Back door keys.
We all know that there's a door out front. The obvious. The displays pointing out what it's all about...
or more likely what they want you to believe it's all about...
You know...get a job, work hard, save!
Do all these things in these steps...and wha la, you've made it. You prosper and thrive...

But ya know the truth by now...don't you?
That works for a time, and sometimes we get promotions and actually can live a lifestyle of at least some sense of comfort...some sense of security....or what I like to call 'fucking boring'.
And if only we had more time in the day, we could do even more and make more of that cold hard cash.
If we only had a better job, or worked harder, or had more focus to actually care about the things we are pretending to care about...like that office party, or the overtime bonus, or maybe getting free tacos next Tuesday...

If you aren't happy playing pretend in a world full of frontdoorsmen...then I just want to share that there are other doors to the world of money, to income, to cash, to living so sweet that you can't even remember how much crypto you actually bought last year, just because you could...

There are side doors... these get used often by those with connections. Those who have supportive family and friends that know a guy or two.
In my life, this was a pipe dream...no one's going to open doors for anyone, or for what it's worth....they don't know anyone except maybe the pot dealers and the guy who will take care of a mthrfckr if anyone ever hurts you.

There are cargo doors... the ones that bring in the people who work for the system of money and finance....and kinda know the ins and outs a little bit better than the rest of us. This gives them a slight heads up and an advantage to make moves that put them in positions of making a good and prosperous investment.
I may have slipped through these doors a few times, but I'm not so into it enough to believe anything they say as my truth. There's a lot of learning to be done through this doorway...as well as discernment and a huge dose of unlearning afterwards. For me, that's too much hard work.

We won't discuss the basement and rooftop entrances...but use your imagination...the crazies and stealthy assassin fuckers use those...and they are great, but you don't want to run into another crazie or an assassin. Just a heads up. Dangerous, both of them. They will cut you.

We are here to throw some tidbits out about the other door.... The backdoor.
And once inside you can cut your own key so you can return anytime you want. They have a machine right there too, and it's free....so hey... it's like being treated like the elite and you don't have to wait in line out front or be corralled into your tiny rows of compliance.

The backdoor is about stepping into the arena of money with a bag. And while you're in there, you browse around until you find something pleasing and stick it in your bag to take home. You can stay as long as you want, leave when you want, and return when you want.
It's not about 'doing' (that's the frontdoorsmen), not about the analyzing (cargodoors), and not a carry you to victory (sidedoors). It's about playing long enough to get your fill and then going home to bask in the glory of your stash of cash.

Examples of backdoor prosperity:
Checks coming in the mail from things you totally forgot about, or were expecting...but just because you are open to receiving.
Having a blast creating something just because and then someone buying it just because.
Wanting to try something challenging and get paid while you are learning.
Making comments about how great it is that cash falls in your lap...and then out of pure ironic spite, the Universe drops it in your lap.
Aligning energy through meditation, clearing, and having real fun...and getting paid to do it. Through others, through rendevous', through all sorts of channels.
Being completely okay to let go of all the tasks and hard work stuffs and trying....and creating more money when you do.

It's all about the being and allowing and openness of receiving... that creates the momentum for the support to reach you.
99% of everyone who's tried going through the backdoor give up before the energy has time to manifest onto this reality plane.
It's not like getting paid on a Friday. It's about getting paid with a never-ending stream...but you got to stay in the stream. Don't bail out because Friday is here and there's no money in your pocket.
This is real sustainable energy, not the quick fix you get addicted to.
The smoother you transition into the stream when you want to play the money game, the quicker it comes. The more you practice, the more it flows. The more you create a space of energetic energy within you and throughout your life flow.....the higher and more abundant that support will attract to you. Sometimes instantaneously.

I don't always play the game of money and enter the arena, but when I do, it's always a guarantee. And I don't work a lick.  (I admit I tell a lot of people that I'm working, or headed to work....but I'm actually 100% going out to the pool, or going to paint something, or I'm writing content like this)....which is my 'work'...but it's not work work -like hard things I don't really want to do.
My only prerequisite to do anything is that I want to and I think I will enjoy it, or it gives me a challenge. Or I want to learn more about it. Or whatever....
I do what I want....and I want to write. I want to go swimming and bask in the sun. I want to paint or do a home improvement project at the worst of times. I want to go to the casino, or get a smoothie... All of that is my work. Amazing work.

_____

Always feel free to slide into my messages if you want more details, brainstorm some ideas, or whatever. I'm not selling coaching calls or trying to get sign ups for jack.
I'm a beast at making money with just doing energy work, and only doing what I enjoy.
I want that for those who want that too. <3



___________________
_______________________
____________________________


There's a kitten highly interested in the cursor on the screen...
This might get deleted if she fails to have impulse control....she's still learning that...
and frankly doing her best, even if it doesn't seem that way.
She's a learning cat. Really smart. But she's like 12 weeks old...sooo.
Its a roll of the dice, and the dice are weighted... iykwim

One of the quail escaped the bus to freezer camp, and now is hanging out out back on the outside of the coop. We haven't been able to catch him yet.
Seriously just going to put him inside the coop...as the bus to freezer camp has already left.
He doesn't know that though.
So now there's food and water out there for him too.
Dumb bird.

Here's the mundane...
Sewing work...stuff done, stuff in works, and stuff in line next.
I did sell some art along with all that too, so high five!
Pool is going through it's issue with rain/humidity...and $60 went into it today.
idk...stuff is just normal.
I ordered some irises months ago and they will arrive tomorrow...
which means I need to dig up the ones I already have.
They all go to the back...somewhere...
Garden is struggling... I should probably water it.
Isaac went to doggie heaven two weeks ago. He had like a dog stroke or something...
He's a good boy.

___________
_______________________
_______________________________



oh no! it' like 3 days later, cause that's how we roll!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha!!!

ooh...wait, the sun is out...
I gotta go to work, yo!
later gaters///

None of this is real

I did that thing again...
Where the Alchemist slides a contract my way and hands me a pen.
And when I sign it, I also draw a little happy face next to my signature.

"You didn't even read it all." He sighs.
I smile at him and shrug. I am ready for the upgrade, otherwise I wouldn't have been offered the new contract.

He pulls the form away and glances at my signature, with the little face next to it.

"Have I ever told you how much I love you?" He smirks at the childish drawing.

Well...I guess he has now.

He seems in a much lighter happier mood than his usual egoic stoicism.
Gentler. More patient. More relaxed.
I merely just wonder if I'll lose this connection with him.
He's been with me for over 2 years. I've grown immensely fond of him.
I'm not worried though. He is easy to find.

One thing about signing ethereal contracts....
you really don't know what it entails, it's a 'jump and you'll find out' kind of thing. Every time
But I can fly now...

____________________________
__________________________________

If that wasn't enough.... I also overlapped my whole history and past with a replacement.
....this morning....
This is beyond the 'past hacking' that was satisfying before.... where you just alter and shift around things...
This was like recording over a recording... there's still the original imprint...but now you've written over it to where most of it is completely the new, versus the original. It still buffering, as it's only been a few hours... but... I can already feel the differences...
I'm not even the least bit afraid of erasing any of it. It was merely a bad recording of the same song...
but the new one is made in a studio, with someone who can sing worth a damn...and has a record contract... HAHAHAHA! Get it... a 'record' contract.
I fucking love my life.

____________
__________________

I have writing homework.
Because I buy courses on a whim to hone my perceptions of whether I'm crazy or not.
I'm knowingly still more chaotic than not. For the win.

I get to write a bio...
but a creative upscale bio...

If only I believed in bio's... this might be more aligned.... *sigh

"  Jennifer Coots is a multi-million idealist with more than enough aspiring adventures to cause a sufficient tsunami in the Atlas Mountains. If the six discrete fantasy novels she wrote wasn't enough, you'd still be left with the paintings of numerous oddities and fabric arts that seem to arrange themselves into cute children's clothing from time to time. Not to mention the photography whenever she's really tired of thinking about how she should do more photography and just does it out of spite, but is always happy she did.
  What was that about painting furniture? Oh yeah, a rescuer at heart, she saves abandoned and abused wooden anomalies on the side of the road and brings them home for rehab and refreshments. We won't mention the arrangement of plants and animals that genuinely co-habitate with her because she's a sucker and falls prey to their beck and call...all the damn time. She loves to arrange home remodels sometimes in the middle of four other projects. Cause chaos and fun are best friends and like to start shit while the momentum is HOT!
  A master manifestor...manifester?..with ever-so-satisfying connections to the ethereal realms, she is hyper otherworldy and often found grounding in the pool, meditating, writing...oh shit, did I even mention she's a damn fantastic writer! or sometimes vegs out on Farm Heros Saga (level 2350 someodd, yo!) and Tik Tok, because how else are we supposed to get the 'closer to real' news.
  A real keeper. There's a Twin Flame husband, a Fire Sign daughter, and a Guru Master son involved too. A healthy ego when it comes to Wheel of Fortune and Jeopardy and almost everything else that doesn't involve history or literature. She also doesn't follow rules, so don't expect anything to go as planned or in all relevance, good, legal, normal, or taking sides with love and light all the time, cause that shit gets old fast. Will ghost you if you start acting or talking stupid, because explanations are for people who care about soothing other's confusion. This girl will ditch your ass and never think of you again.
  Blunt advice, real talk, deep talk enough to drown you within the first 14 minutes after she gives you sufficient time to bail. No mercy, probably a bit hard core, and no tolerance for the weak or fear trodden. Loves conspiracy theories, but not that much. Loves alien talk, but not that much...unless it involves those black triangle ufos, cause she's seen that shit up close. Enjoys a good frolic into the psyche, into the aether, or into the eternal throes of Source and fake moon jargon.
  Has a soft spot for superheros, villains, and kittens. Pisces sun, Scorpio moon and ascendant. And that's far more than needed already. Good luck! :)  "


That does sound so like me.... hmm... I should be a writer...

_______________________
_____________________________________
________________________________________________


"I like to mix tequila and rum into all that love and light shit."
Another one of my grand quotes I'm willing to post all over social media...

-_________________

So it's days later....
...
I thought I'd just come to post all this...but meh... not feeling in... hoping something good will fall from these fingertips...




I have another writing lesson, which I'm not going to do....
huzzah

There's so much overwhelm drifting in the world. This and that and these things and those things and all that stuff over there. ...
Do we even know that we don't have to pick any of it up...
do we even know...

The Alchemist walks with me. He's silent, a bit overly focused forward...
but he's more tuned in to my vibration right now... it's kinda weird....new.
like he's putting me through one of those virus scans, haha...
I don't want to interrupt him and his...work..

It's weird...like I already know what the next step is... which is also new...
I'm usually left hanging until I'm thrown into it...
but now I know exactly what's next...
and maybe I'm waiting for him to tell me, for confirmation or something...
but even that... I know he won't now...
we are in new territory....and things have been reworked and new worlds have awaken...
I say this like I didn't just write it a few days ago up above...
it feels like forever...
a whole lifetime even....holy shit...

This step is the reboot...even as we go through it now, and now...
a rewriting? a something...
things are soooo weird... and so fucking cool!
and this step is also the awakening after this reboot...
and what will the world be then?
how fucking beautiful.... <3

__________________

I keep seeing so many others in their corrals. Not even aware that they are corrals...
many still fighting against other's barriers all while ignoring their own.
and also knowing that all the barriers aren't even real or there in the first place!
This whole elaborate experiment is so fucking amazing....and people are just thinking up their corrals and their paths and their enemies and theirselves... wow!
even still others fighting against the ones in charge..
is there even anyone in charge? I haven't found proof of this... these gamemasters....
Even me.... I watch this game... seeing all the pieces...not even knowing what the end point is or why...
and the gamemasters are hidden from me as well...
at this point, I can't say they are bad, or aliens, or good, or humans...or aliens...
and all possible theories out there are not coherant to what's happening...
and I'm really bummed that new ideas haven't reached the players ears... like come on already...
wake up!
I wonder how much I paid to watch this movie?
Or maybe I own the theater...and this production is happening on stage....as I watch from my pristine viewing point... and I can't remember the director's name, lol. Enjoying the show, nonetheless.
I love all of this.
The player, the actors...the extras too... the props, the backdrops...
None of this is real.....yet they all believe it is.... and I am astounded and exhilarated to discover what's next in this story.


I'm guessing this is enough...and will be back to write when I fill up with some momentum and inspiration to write something.


Hubble bunnies drift through the stars while eating their chocolate discs of peppermint dipped in shadows. Try not to crash into the moon, we're using it for a watching station and it echoes really loud when you try to shoot things at us.... thanks.