The planets are pulling...pulling me from that which is known and taking me beyond the darkness into space.
The sun still rises and falls, but the perspective is askew and I no longer am sure of the places I've been, nor have the awareness of the place in which I'm heading.
But....this place I am now....
it's vaguely familiar....like I've met it once before, but at a time in which we had yet to exchange names or shake hands....before we said hello...
familiar.... like family, long forgotten and yet sitting right beside me.... this place.
It's like being focused on a path that I've traveled for awhile now....knowing all her twists, turns, dead ends, valleys, mountains....knowing her thoroughly, yet recently finding that with every turn I remain un-amazed. Like she no longer can fulfill that which my heart desires.
Then something flashes, like a comet in the distance. Something rings out silently, waving from afar, beckoning me to follow it.... but what it is, I can not yet see. Hello there, little thing far far away.....what are you, who are you..... I never saw you coming.
I turn back to look upon my path, but she and I sigh, like a breath of tiredness, of ordinary.... even though we have worked magic in our time.... this star has faded... the warmth in which we began has cooled, we hug, but we must let go....we must find a stronger embrace for ourselves.
It echoes again and I bring my eyes out to meet that foreign object that I can't make out in the dark skies of space. It laughs and smiles and I can hear how it's jumping gleefully trying to get me to reply.
I lift my hand and shake it in a half hesitantly, half welcoming wave. I feel it burst with joy, knowing that I have acknowledged it.
It pulls me....
My current path pushes me and my feet lift away from her. She smiles, wishing me well.
I float as the planets and stars surround me and lift me higher into the night.
The little shining light in the distance dances..... my eyes lock on and I slowly drift its way.
I don't know what's out there.....what will I find....
but I know who it is....
It's a mountain. A mountain with a light atop it glowing.... I know you, because I know myself....
what those definitions and details will be will only be told when we meet up close.
My mountain. One made of solid steadfastness. of sureness. of unwavering rock.
My winds will not make you flutter, nor will my fire scorch you. My waves will not bring you to your knees and my sorrows will not defeat you. My mountain....
I'm coming. I see you.
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What's happening? ^^^ that up there ^^^
I have a place I work....hahaha! Yeah, I know, weird, right?!
I closed the Hobo Patch.
I still sew....but...um yeah....I'm having trouble keeping my feet on the ground...if you kwim...
I've looking in all the secret places with that....and I'm not finding what I need....so now I'm going to find out what this new thing is over here....
Disney.... we have a date later this year.
Beach..... we totally need to spend some time together.
Sleep..... I appreciate you, btw.
I'm cooking I have to go...more later.
