Lucid Rockets to the Moon

So I had this dream last night...
I went lucid sometime halfway through it...
and I was whispering to someone in the dream,
that hey, "I'm lucid dreaming! Don't tell anyone!"
LOL

So I proved it to myself by flying...so that was fun.
and I was looking for someone specific...
   (the person I ALWAYS look for.... (geesh... I got issues..))
but I couldn't find them, 

but I found someone that almost looked like them...
and I was like...oh...it's not who I want it to be... :(
but it ending up being Heath Ledger instead...
and I got a hug and told him that I missed him,...
LOL

whatever...

also got a bit irate that my brother was in a room he shouldn't have been in...
    (his birthday present was in there! O_O and he wasn't allowed to see it yet!)
and got irate at my mom for helping someone buy a car they couldn't afford to pay for...
    ( I was like, NOOO! If they don't pay, you HAVE to pay it for them and they already have a good car, regardless if they don't like the scratch down the side and even explained we have tools to fix the scratch if it was that big of a deal, but don't co-sign for them for a new one, LOL)
soo...
I don't know...
but I'm still blaming the gateway process tapes...
now that I'm on wave 6 ...
and the focus 15 was da bomb...

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ANYWAY!

recent painting just got finished.
still have a few random projects I started, that need to be finished...
I've got baby eggs in the incubator!
took the youngest out for a walk and lunch today

loving the excitement in the stock market $$$$$

need to hem some skirts...
have a big art project next in line.... O_O
   it's  3 large ass canvases... and include dragons... soooo... imma die.
need to hit up hobby lobby though for more paint
gonna get the kitchen fan and ceiling done eventually...
pick up wood for the coop... sometime...
and clean/box up the stuff in the bird room to replace the shelves/carpet/etc.
   not that I have any place to put it in the meantime... but it's the idea

There's probably more.... somewhere...

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  ~ Sovereignty ~
The embodiment of our true Essence and Power.
It's what we've always had, always known...
         yet...
many have denied it, forgotten it, or pretend it's not theirs.

Calling you home or beckoning you into your birthright can't magically get you there.
As only kings and queens can walk the golden road to their kingdom on there own.
You can't be tempted, or dragged, or helped...
But you can be reminded, that there is a path meant exclusively for you.
One that leads you into your personal heavens.
One that is all you are meant to be.

Only those Sovereign can take the Throne.
And you are one of us.

You ARE one of us.

Remember.

You are Powerful.
You are Remarkable.
Phenomenal.
Brilliant.
Bold.
Brave.
Astounding.
Amazing.
Incredible.
Invincible.

Every ounce of everything you are...
IS allowed and welcomed to walk this road.

Each and Every moment of YOU... is Important.
IS needed.
IS embraced.

I can't love you all the way to your crown...
    Only you can do that.

But I can tell you that I've seen it on you...
And you are Glorious.
Beautiful.
Sacred.
Blazed with fire, with ice, with depth, and wisdom.

Create yourself.
And Come Home.


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figured a little bit of amplified deity invoking might get your attention...
it's fun.
to play with these words...

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Aether train update...
Everyone is incorporated....
and I think this train turned into a rocket ship... cause things are getting weird.

The Alchemist is annoyed that I haven't spent uninterrupted time with him...
and I'm sitting here staring at him, wondering if he's gonna say anything...
...
I'll ask him!
...

"You should use your words more... but not in your head." He makes a rather amply timed response.
           ... so does he mean in my head like words in my thoughts
            (those are annoying af)
            or that I don't say enough?

"You know when you're called." He scoffs, now more annoyed.
            (.... like those times I get this ravaging desire to burn people alive when hearing/seeing
           something obviously dumb... and just want to say/write something, but then I overthink it
           and try to talk myself away from slaughtering the unknown victims?...)  
                   
"Like the times you see them drowning." He flashes his eyes at me. "And you show them there's no water."
        ....... oooohh.... I LIKE him.. *insert tens of thousands of googly-eye love emojis here...

"Even if they are offended. You've distracted them enough to forget about their water." He gives a brief snuff of a half laugh.
         ...is he impressed? I was thinking I kinda liked the burning alive, slaughtering thing...
         wait, I'm offended... I don't give a rip about stupid people.... let them burn...

"They can't burn if they are still drowning..." He smirks... catching my words and playing them like it's some art form for him. argh... and knowing that I know I'd have to 'save' them before I could kill them... FUCK.

"You like fire?" He catches my thoughts... intrigued, but already knowing I so much absolutely do.
  
ugh... vibrational words....
We ARE on a fucking rocket ship...


....

(hopefully to the fucking moon.... cause I got stock in gamestop, yo.)

Re- SCEPTERs are tuning....to the place....I belong....

"Equal exchange? Yeah...umm...no
Start with receiving 10x the return of every joule spent.
Make it LAW.

Then 100x

Then 1000x

There's no end to how much you can amplify and magnetize.
It's all about your amplitude as the energy moves through you and what it vibrates at.

If you hold a specific frequency, whatever comes through enhances or diminishes to reflect and match it.

So aim high. Higher than you can see...
It's rather an amazing thing how far you can reach... if you aim for the stars."

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I found this dude lingering in Focus 12.
   (I say lingering, but he was working.) (I won't say who, otherwise too many others will look for him)
And then I asked him how he stayed so focused...
and he said...
"Stay in 'Focus 12' while taking conscious action."
"There's not much that can be accomplished from moving through the old world patterns."
    (of course, he didn't mean focus 12 as in the description or act, but of the vibrational awareness)

O_O

what...

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So that's where we are at.


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Projects have been initiated.
There might be a time when I tell you what they are, but probably not.
1 for tonight, downstairs which will most likely bleed into tomorrow...maybe the next day.
1 for when the main part comes in the mail.
1 for when the main part comes in the mail.
1 for when I just start it without thinking how much I'm not going to enjoy it.
1 later today, but I wouldn't really call this a project, just a task.
1 for sometime when I really am willing to just go do it.
1 for when I go see if we have the wood for them... and go to Lowe's for the other parts.
1 when I have available time to start on it, because it's a huge ordeal.... you'll get to see this one.
there's probably a few others I'm forgetting right now....we'll let those be surprises when they come back into mind.

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Lots of random fun ideas popping in and I know there's no way I can choose them all...
at least not all at once...

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So.... I'm doing these gateway process tapes right now...
and I realized that when the instructions were to create a rod, or whatever...
I created a magical scepter instead that creates an energetic pulse of lightning... it crackles and makes the surroundings tremble... it's COOL AF!
and when it instructed to create an outline of your body map...
I created a suit of electricity that has wings... It's COOL AF too!

and The Alchemist keeps reminding me how these tapes are amateur level...
"...for beginners..." He sighs.

but since I'm having fun showing off... he's not rushing me on to something else.

and now I realize why I liked assisting in the preschool homeschool class best...
simple instructions allow you to create a masterpiece without all the limitations and rules...
the more detailed you get with the instructions, the less room you have to think for yourself....

just sayin'
there might be something to this on a much deeper level
I'll probably do a post on it...   if I remember.

ok
gonna go... I got things to do...


stinkbugs and daffodils eat porridge in the spring, but so do the crisp apple bears with the tiny earlobes and capes of the heroes. be a decent human and leave some sugar out for them while the moon hangs low.

Bunch of whatevs until the eggs get planted

I keep thinking something will pop up to write here, but it's not.

There's no solid footing here as far as a topic that is going somewhere, lol.

I could relay information about how physical activities pop up occasionally.
and I might just start the kitchen ceiling and put on a new layer of fresh paint.
and redo the fan.
I might also have to build a coop in the backyard sometime sooner, rather than later...
because there's some things I may have bought online...
quieter than chickens though....so it's fine.
anyway....they don't make any noise for 18 days... so plenty of time.
I like building things anyway.... maybe not in winter... but the construction in general...

Art ideas, that are there, but do not have the 'going to do it NOW' vibe...
so they are not going to get started until then.

I kinda want to go swimming...but winter...
I haven't sewn anything for awhile and even if my mind is always thinking of things I might could make and sell.... it seems to be easier to do nothing and make money than to 'do' anything.
I made more money in the stock market last year than sewing...
and I didn't do anything but throw all that stimulus money into it.
I would like to thank Tesla....and a few others...and that huge drop in March.

I could write more....but I've found there's nothing to say.
or maybe I don't want to say anything.
it could be both, or neither.
meh

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Aetherlands stuff:

The Kid has been incorporated, along with Body, and the Over-seer.
Mind is still mush....and will be enveloped soon enough I feel.
Brain is out enjoying her new found interests which involve all those Gateway Process tapes..
   she is liking them a lot...
Ego is just chilling and doesn't want to engage with anyone.
Shadow is like this grey color now that swirls around inside her skin, like Jupiter. She looks kinda cool.

The Alchemist has been quiet. Not sure if he's pleased at these weird side quests, or holding back a panic attack. ...
I'll ask...



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"Are you enjoying things?" He asks....
   he says it like he didn't plan this at all...soo...
"Yes." I nod.
"Then we are 'on track'." He gives a overly rushed miniature grin that quickly falls back into his usual charade of disdain mixed with hidden amusement.

"You know those things set you back a bit, but you also know they will propel you ahead substantially faster... I'm going to have to work faster to prepare things for you now." He grumbles.
"But there is no time/space/place. What are you worried about?" I smirk. Incorporating the Kid has left my sense of 'not getting on his nerves' out the window.
"There is the place you'll land. And you need to be able to hold it, because you falling from it isn't going to happen with me." He glares.
   He's cute. He's talking about vibration, and he doesn't want to ruin his self-imposed reputation.
I smile probably too big. He notices.
"Go take that smile to Ego or something. I've got work to do." He implies strongly.
"I'll do that." I half whisper as he walks off.


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I forgot a pic for my last blog post...
but Imma do this one for sure for sure...

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Intro to the future.

 So the other day, I solved the bonus round puzzle on Wheel of Fortune during the commercial break, before the lady even spun the wheel for her bonus round.

I rarely watch tv at all, anything. Yet, I lingered there watching this 'why is it still even on tv' anomaly of a game show broadcast through the airwaves...
Hubby was there too, btw, so he can confirm this is absolutely true.
 
So this lady is headed to the bonus round and we get to watch the commercials... so I was like.
'Hey, do a pre-guess!'...

and for some reason no one really ever plays with me...  (I might win too much)
...but my pre-guess... was simply...
'WILD BUFFALO'
  
(because although lioness popped in my head first, I knew they wouldn't use that because of the too many s's and the l.... they don't like ever giving you the first letter in a puzzle with their (RSTLN E) )
and then buffalo popped up, but that was too simple..., they'd need something more to try and throw off the contestant... so I said WILD BUFFALO...as that would only pop up with the 2 l's at first.
 (and canary popped up after I already said wild buffalo... but that felt too short and nothing goes with it...

Anyway.... game comes back on...
lady spins, hit the 3 star envelope, which I also briefly called...

The puzzle comes up...
 _     _ _ _ _    _ _ _ _ _ _ _

and I was like... "Look, it even fits!" and I added. "but with an A at the beginning.' Lol.
 and then I saw the future happening in real time... so it was kinda weird AND exciting AF!
THEN the two L's popped up right where they were supposed to be...
and I laughed because I knew knew knew I already knew it... and now hubby did too...

this lady guesses some random letters and I'm not sure what she got, I was overly excited too much to care.

But anyway, I think she didn't get to solve it..
BUT the answer was...
"A WILD BUFFALO"

So that's my story.

and I'll get back with you in a day or so... I gotta go...like right now.

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Commencement to the stars

 We are just here today to have some conversations with aspects of ourselves.
Giving them a voice. Letting them be seen.
Cause we are all in the in-between at the moment...

Not posting this one, so if you made it here,
I'm completely not crazy, (LOLLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!)
Just channeling energy from within...
and I might be overly vague, so not to worry, I might forget what I meant too...
Probably do this in story format... kinda easier that way than just a witnessing description.
Or whatever comes out...
There's a bit of a tedious thing about following a certain path, schedule, or set of rules...
that rarely ever sits well...or for long...
so it's cool if it comes out a complete mess.

Mind is all MUSH, so if any of this makes relative sense, I'd be lucky.
Caffeine withdrawal tends to wreck havoc on your nervous system and brain, who knew, LOL
Not that we have to or decided to... just kinda more or less a consistent decision for the last few days.
No...not a new years' resolution shit thing. We don't do that here.
We do what we do NOW. and only for NOW.

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The train is quiet. Only now preparing to embark forward.
A path was chosen, but hardly anything like the ones we thought there would be.
It wasn't to all the earthly things that anyone would normally choose...
and it wasn't even to the selfish things we love to choose.
Maybe a tad...
But the destination was something else completely.
and none of it had to do with reality.

Soul propositioned the Alchemist about it, and he nodded, maybe caught a bit off guard about what we decided on. Everyone was in agreement about it though, except maybe Body... She knows she can't follow us there fully, yet enjoys the benefits of such an adventure.

"You'll need to meet with each part of you." The Alchemist quietly replies. "Not all of you is prepared for the journey."
"But it's not far." Soul replies, knowing that distance didn't exist in the aetherlands.
"It's far from where they are." He responds gently.

I gather up his words. Always true. Body would have to hold the anchor, so to speak. Mind and Brain would need to stay out of the way. Ego manages fairly well in the aether. The Kid lives here with me practically and could get there faster in all truth. The Overseer... who knows about her.
We haven't named the witness... the shadow... but we all know she needs to take this trip.
A place that's not even somewhere to be....or something to have... it's a vibration. One that Soul and The Kid live on... and those they love are there too.

"Come with." Soul takes The Alchemist's hand... when he has a hand.
He obliges and walks with her. We head straight to Body first. She's in the most turmoil right now.
"I didn't do it." Body declares as we enter her train car.
"We know." I nod. "I did."
Body lets out a long grievous sigh, even though she has been agreeing with the decision.
"Make it stop." Body adds, almost taking on Ego's blunt personality trait.
"I will." I assure her.
    Body smiles. She knows we keep our word.
"Yes. I'll do whatever." Body agrees, even before the information is even told.
"Make it better than the way I left it." Body grips me in a hug suspiciously too happy.
She vanishes.
"That was a bit abrupt." I mention.
"That's the easy one." The Alchemist reminds me, pressing me forward on to the next car.
"Are we in a rush?" I ask, noting his impatient demeanor.
"We leave soon, remember." He reminds me.

We head to the next car. Mind is there, vegged out on a couch. She looks like she took some shrooms, but we know she's au natural.
"What do you guys want?" She flips her head to us slowly.
"Embarkment details. We need you to...ya know... be proactive." I reply.
She laughs out loud, but doesn't move.
"You do know Body and I are fried right now, yeah?" She asks.
"Actually." The Alchemist's deeper voice resonates through the room. "It might be best if you stayed like this instead."
"I like him." Mind smiles and points.
"We all like him." I smirk.
"I'll stay out of the way." Mind assures us. "Let me know when we get all the synchronicities. That's my favorite part."
"Certainly." I smile.
The Alchemist is already headed for the next car. I follow.

Brain is in the next. She's slouched over a table, looking depressed.
"My brain can't think." She whines. "Can we not ever do this again, please."
"I agree." I reply, knowing that we wouldn't.
The Alchemist goes over to her and places his hand on her shoulder. He leans down.
"Take it easy. We've got everything handled. Just enjoy the ride."
"Really?" Brain looks at him. "That's all I have to do?"
He nods. She smiles. He steps to the next door.
Brain looks at me, questioningly, suspiciously.
I shrug. It was true. We needed her to chill and watch, not interfere or determine anything.

The next car has Ego. She was expecting us already.
"Ooh! My turn for the meeting? For the lecture? For the ... ?" She prods us.
"Keep the others out of trouble." The Alchemist says, passing her by to the next door.
"Yes sir!" Ego salutes him all joyous like.
He opens the door and steps out, I trail after him.
"Hey Soul!" Ego calls to me. "He deserves a gift." She adds quietly as I step out.
   A gift? What the heck do you give an aetherbeing spirit guide?

"Come on." The Alchemist rushes me.
We head to The Kid's car. She's playing with dolls on the floor. They are scattered everywhere.
She jumps up and barges into the Alchemist with a giant hug.
"Thanks for helping me paint the train." She smiles at him in adoration.
"Thanks for keeping it clean..." He replies, looking around at the disaster.
"You're welcome!" She replies happily, as she doesn't see any of it as without a purpose.
The Alchemist looks my way for me to take over.
"You know where we are headed?" I ask her.
"Yep!" She nods certain.
"Are you ready?" I ask.
"Always!" She twirls around. "It's home."
"It is?" I catch her words.
"It's always home when we are all there." She says with a smile.
hmmm... I like this kid.

The Alchemist and I head to the next car. It's kinda boring in here. Things are dull.
The Overseer sits in a chair.
"I thought you were at the front of the train?" I mention quietly.
"No." She says. "I like it back here better. It's much simpler."
Indeed it was, not having to decipher and judge and protect. She's acclimating still.
"Are you coming with us?" I ask, wondering why she seemed so distant.
She stands and walks over to me.
"I'm coming with you." She nods, vanishing like Body.
I glance over to the Alchemist.
"She was ready to go. Her job was finished." He explains briefly.
"Her job? Do I have a job too?" I ask, thinking that disappearing wasn't on my agenda.
 He smiles and tries to not laugh. He turns to hold the door open.
"Shall we?"

The next car is dark inside. This... shadow sits against the wall. She looks up at us as we enter.
The Alchemist closes the door behind us to keep the light from being too bright.
"Hello." I say, unsure how to respond to her.
"Hi." She replies.
"Want to come with us?" I ask.
She doesn't answer, only looking down.
"What do you need?" I ask.
She doesn't respond to that either.
I look at the Alchemist. He's thinking to himself.
"Go on. I'm staying here." He nods to me.
I look back over at shadow. She's not even acknowledging that, but I can see she doesn't need me right now. I head for the last door.

The last door. The last car. The front of the train. It's my room now apparently.
Soul's room.
And it has the biggest window, the biggest view. The most space. All the colors. All the comforts. All the dials and analogs and go go shifting gears. Music is playing from the surround sound speakers.
A small chest of gems and crystals sits to the side. Food and drinks next to it, with sun catchers hanging from the ceiling. Nice.
There's a note on the throttle. It reads 'Time to go. Press forward slowly.'
I place my hand on it and press it forward. The train begins to move. Gently. Quietly. Smoothly.

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The Alchemist sits across from shadow in the dark. He doesn't say a word.
Shadow glances up to him, but keeps silent. Only her eyes are glowing in the darkness. And the peering of the daylight from behind the dark curtains.


"We need you."



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