Mine I's have scene the glory.... yes I spelled that correctly.

So zulily is being all great and offering deals on stuff I don't need.
I'm trying to pay off debts, not pay for clothing, yo.
But... this girl seems compelled to refresh the closet.
Aiming more for authenticity... than 'this is what normal people wear' shit.

Level 39 starts today.
I haven't finished making out my list of 6 yet though.
Am I running out of things I want? Lol.
Well, technically yes...
I use the list more for tasks that I prefer to be done with.
Or things that I'm unsure of.
Then I just get them done or go with it if I roll the number.
You should totally try this method.
fyi -- #2 gets rolled the most. Rarely a #1

Projects lately in this part of the earth....
garden warfare.
painting a piece of artwork.
3rd script is ready to be written, beat cards and outline are done.
entered another contest
asked about a screenwriting job.
waiting to talk with another company about field inspection work.
    ....geesh, it would be my 3rd I would subcontract under.
  ...but at least it's here in my county supposedly.
 ...and the posting said full-time...
...I offered to do up to 60 orders a week. We'll see.
bird sat all weekend.
and I'm sure there's other stuff.

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In other worlds....
Weird things. New things.
I get to talk in front of an audience.
I say 'get to', but it's more like 'here ya go, tell them' kinda thing.
Was it a choice....? I didn't feel that there was an out.....hmmm.
So....the first time....I learned something.
Second time.... I learned something relating to the first time.
Who's the audience... I don't know. ...spirits, lol, people. *shrugs
I don't know... but they are working as mirrors. Like energy mirrors.
to where you are listening to yourself more than even thinking about them.
like I said...weird things.




Sometimes I still search on the outside
looking, waiting, watching, glancing to the side
maybe to see you there
the essence of your light
but I know where you are already
it's the mind that can't accept that
the mind still wants to use the eyes
still wants to see in the old ways
oh but the soul
the soul relishes in ecstacy
for it dances with you
in the sunset
in the sunrise
in the sun
in the stars
its beheld and beholds
when will the mind surrender its grip
when will it look inward instead of outward
it knows
but it fights
but I see it receding
I see her relaxing and contemplating
slowly understanding
slowly seeing with new eyes...new I's
I'll meet you there.

Justfy yourself.

Fuck yeah.
More of THIS please!

2 completed scripts.
bad ass motivation.
and a sense of not giving a fuck on
who, what, when, where, why, or how.
Fuck yeah.
  -- Let's stay here for awhile.

I have a possible 2 day job Friday and Saturday.
We will see...
Cashola buddy. Me and Cash are dating.
Wait...no...
Cash and I, are dating.
fucking grammar....
Spend cash, get cash back.
Spend time with cash...
cash spends time with you.
maybe? sorta?
we will see.
Circle of life, yo.
Speaking of... I bet on those horses again...
won again... waiting for the $$ to clear so I can withdraw funds, lol.
Thank you Justify.

Insurance guy supposed to look at the other house tomorrow.
Hopefully he'll get the damages covered.
but I'm not against having it totaled out. *!*

So anyway...
garden stuff this week.
possible 2 day job.
outline and beat cards for next screenplay!!
...also animated...but could be live action...?
GA Renn Fest Sunday.
must clean house...
might start that painting...
and dabble with some watercolors......?
but not with real watercolors....
with flowers and water...oh yeah.
you should see my purple spot in the kitchen when one of the irises got wet...
yeah, there's that.
hopefully won't have to help fix a mailbox....argh....
 --- not my doing.
yeah...and stuff.
Lovely week it shall be.
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I'm doing the time jumping thing again.... unintentionally.
I remember having invisaligns...
although, I just got them yesterday..so... yeah.
I've done this already...
I guess this is why it seems difficult to impress me.
Sorry peeps. Been here before and did all this before...
Why do it again?

I'm pretty sure it's not for me.
I think there was probably some agreement to come
with someone else...but I had stipulations...
like not working... and being able to do what I want kinda things.
and since I've not have my very good friend with me for the majority
of the lifetime... I must have thrown in something awesome....
beside manifesting powers....
I'll maybe surprise myself oneday...
....or not... hmmmm.
So yeah, invisaligns... right now, day 2, are annoying, but not
as annoying as yesterday.

Have I ever told you what 'annoys' is?
It's just 'A NOISE'
Gotta silence yourself if you want it to be quiet, yo.

Later hippie town myriads of ecstasy tablets and planner dialogue.
We shall meet again upon the sill of destiny and in the arms of the heavens.