Nightly struggles of joynessness :)

I finally got those dresses finished today. Yikes! Remind me not to say yes to making things that take for freakin' ever!! What a nightmare. Yeesh...
Beach was nice....I like not having to work, and I got me a awesome green laser that was unfortunately outlawed....so I couldn't play with it there at the beach, but I can play with it here at home now, lol. I missed my lovable furries and they missed me too....but one of our guinea keets is missing...so I will blame Coraline and move on. The cats act like they were dying without us and I currently have a fuzzy soft black/white kitty on my lap since she won't leave me alone....or she herself doesn't want to be alone.

Why is it that every time I turn around there are other people who have had the same dreams as me....maybe not exact but eerily similar? Like nuclear explosions and missiles and tidal waves/tsunamis/etc??!! Of course...I'm not sure if they had the other type of dreams I have dreamt too...but I wonder if there's forces at work in the world, or there's a frequency people pick up on that give impressions of such disasters and cause numerous people to dream them...like an Illuminati conspiracy or something. Or God...take your pick, its 50/50 on that.

I have 20 more orders to complete before the possible adventure begins...I say possible, because insurance people are retarded, and so are appraisal people...who in turn may cause the said seller to be a gripey old person and alter coarse.......but then again, I thoroughly believe in ordainment, and am really not that much worried about it. Cause the boss man will handle it all, cause he's Mr. OMG, INCREDIBLE....and well, he makes things happen without me doing much of anything....
At least right now I don't do much of anything.....well, not including mom stuff, school stuff, sewing stuff, camera stuff, house stuff, paperwork from hell stuff, wife stuff, me stuff, youtube stuff, writing/editing/reading stuff, pet mommy stuff, among other things....lol...did you catch that...'me stuff'....yeah I like to throw in a joke every now and then. Though I guess camera stuff and book stuff are me stuff...hmmm. Anyway, soon and I mean very soon, we will be rocking it out with Mr. OMG, INCREDIBLE and I have already accepted....so that means, super exciting, trying, testing, amazing, freaky, scary, crazy, insane things are on the horizon. I hope it won't be as hard as it appears.

Ok...sooooo. No odd dreams lately, that's good, or bad depending on how 'odd' the dream was.
Do you know what it feels like to really really really miss someone and not be able to visit them? It's horrible. Just sayin'.
Going to have to find a way to get them to me....cause me getting to them isn't working very well... :P it's horrible...and I feel like things on the inside are wailing. Not like sissy baby weeping...I'm talking agony stuff here...I'm such a sap, lol.

Oooh! There's a mouse! Lol. Just saw it trying to scamper from the boy's room to it's hidey hole next to the stairs, lol. It changed it's mind...eek. I still have the sleeping mighty hunter kitty in my lap, so it is safe for the time being, but I confess that I did try to wake her up to see it...but of course she just thought that me aiming her head toward the mouse meant I was petting her instead...ugh....cats.

I think there was something else I was supposed to write about, like something important...but now I've done forgotten....so, i guess I'll leave you with this tidbit of insight.............

Oh Ma Nee Pad May Hum..... The Jewel is in the Lotus.

Rocketships to the moon.....

"Feel the fear...and do it anyway"

There's a chasm between doing what the world is telling you and doing what the boss man is telling you. Either you rely upon your own understanding or you rely upon His. You trust in the 'easy simple totally makes sense' path....or you trust in the 'holy cow that is amazing, what the heck is happening, awesome, this makes absolutely NO sense' path. You either remain passive and hit the ignore button....or you indulge yourself into the abyss of mystery...even if it is not what appears comfortable. You laugh at His voice and scoff at His hand...or you listen and take hold of it. ..There is no inbetween.....and you should know this by now.

Perhaps I should too. But we still forget amidst the fog....but only until we return to our memories of knowing where our hearts are planted...and we remember...and the fire burns and there we are held...without fear. Burning blazing like a star....and we will walk with Him. And everything else is cast out into silence....for we cannot hear it outside of His breath.

I will grow where He sows....and that is where I must be...and that is where my peace rests.

So much more to say...but we are out of time. I pray you have chosen your path....there are no more u-turns, and the double-minded shall fall.....falling stars....cry for them....for their lights have burned out...like so many of us....yet you watch them awestruck....and keep pulling them down...down to earth, back to the world....when its in the heavens where they belong.... be silent or join them.


Leaving for the beach in a few days!!! Excited even though there are 2 dresses that NEED finished before tomorrow (and it's only 9pm...)...and I really am at the point of not freaking caring... :( sorry. I should care, considering another week to complete them would be way outside my range of estimated time of shipping...*sigh.
Really hard to concentrate on work when other new adventure stuff has been needing immediate attention and school has been wavering in scheduling, and beach planning has been sucking the time out of the last day at home.....

There was this video I watched the other day..... --
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BQAZM_drJtQ
and now I have to learn it to drive my kids crazy, lol. I do kinda like the old school hymns, even though I can't tolerate most modern music of that genre. It burns, lol ;)

I also watched a few youtube videos that were talking about missiles coming from out of the sea, and Kijani had mentioned Columbia.....but I didn't even think about till earlier today that I remembered I had that dream about the missile being shot from the moon while I was at the beach.....and when I went on google to get the directions (because my GPS is retarded!!!) we have to pass through Columbia, SC....lol...of course..in my dream the missile hit where I was (blew the place up!) and I prayed myself out of it..and it ended where I was in something like a decompression chamber or something.....aren't we all crazy here, haha. I really just hope it doesn't rain, lol.
Did you know that storm Isaac in the gulf/sea....that's my dog's name too.

Hmmmm....what else....?
can you tell I suffer....ahem...am blessed with adhd.......which reminds me of this most awesome song ever!!!! (song starts at 0:58 seconds in)---
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fx7N2pFcQ1Y&playnext=1&list=PLDE6D0CCF0621C32D&feature=results_video
LOL, I hope you enjoyed that as much as I do...yes every time I watch it, lol.
I am patiently waiting to be able to find a mp3 download of this song...for um...free...

Guess, I'm done for now....hope to be back (and hopefully back in a more prepared/non-chaotic sense)...sometime next week.

Later gators of white toothed oatmeal divers. Let's avoid the missiles of moon watering submarines.....and anti-radiation decompression chambers.... post war times are not full of happiness.

No, I don't have issues....lol

Well Hello....
I've been severely too busy to come chat with my stupid blog page, and am still way consumed with to-do lists and other must-do's that I can't stay long right now...but I felt I had to share a bunch-o-nothin' for the sake of sharing :)
Anyway...still waiting to hear news on the new adventure that may or may not be in the works, lol. Today should be the day! I can feel it.
Today is also the girl's 11th birthday! She woke up this morning and has been searching for hidden presents, lol.
Everything good going wise...besides this dreadful nail-biting waiting I'm doing in regards to the above possible adventure. But for some reason I'm compelled to believe it will all work out. Ok, so I always believe that...but this time is strangely different due to all the 'omg, coincidence' stuff involved....
I'll certainly tell you all the amazing stuff that has happened if in fact it does work out :) and will include pictures of the 'ummm...this is weird' stuff assuming it is still available to catch on camera.

Now...I came to update you on the end of the world scenario....so let's begin.
First let me mention the previously 10 year old had a dream the other night about cartoon characters causing trouble and things about shaking towers and a dam that opened and flooded the city....
I find this unsettling a bit because of all the other people's dreams about cartoons and how they represent the inside illuminati people who hide their plans from the main stream...in plain sight. Shaking buildings= earthquakes??...flooding by a dam= hoover dam that is shown as breaking apart with water flowing on our US currency! Yeah...the first thoughts that came to mind anyway...
But some interesting info about how on the 17th of this month the crazy youtube person claims to be a day that may have earthquakes and tsunamis....Yeah, I highly doubt it and only watch some of those videos for strictly entertainment, but I kinda like to elaborate too, lol. Every now and then you catch a bit of 'huh' in there and learn something useful.
Oh...and now today they release the info about the sinkholes in Louisiana being oh...1500ft from some gas or something, can't remember, that could cause a huge explosion (100x a nuclear blast) to occur....yeah, whatever...lol...I really think the media likes to cause people to freak out...really?! Idiots. The media lies...nothing but lies...and info they release on cue to events they caused in the first place. Lies. And so many people believe they are on their side.

Anyway....add that info to the fact that yesterday the same 10 year old claimed that she saw a HUGE black bird flying over the house and in the valley behind us. Claiming its wingspan was 5ft wider than the street. I was thinking a raptor or vulture of some sort, as she said its head was tucked in, so not like a hawk....but that sure does sounds like she is either exaggerating or seeing things...because 18ft wingspan is kinda big for around here. Of course, no one else saw it, but the little man is calling it a dinosaur even though he didn't see it. She said it was very dark, blackish....turkey vulture maybe?
This in fact reminds me of the raptors from the bible, lol. But we won't get into that, heck no....unless you also want to take into account that also today I read something that referred to the drought (in the west) being compared to galloping horses...or something and it reminded me of some revelation stuff as well....coincidence maybe??lol....I don't believe in coincidence.

Anyway....I just got a phone call...another day to wait probably....oh yay...ugh!

I got to go....really really need to print off these 17 or so different pics to transform into appliques....UGH!!! I NEED to find someone who can do this job for me!! :P



Blessed among the thorns....

Time to think a bit sideways maybe??

I had a strange dream this morning...
One part is that we were going back to school...and we had to go to the office to get our schedule. I got mine and saw that history was first..and I was sad cause I hate history :( ...but the rest were fine. I also had a box that had what we needed for each class (not books, but writing utensils, lol... and it was something along the lines of for first period it was a pen, second was markers, thrird was pencils, fourth was crayons, and so on...
I was really excited because I knew I would be drawing and coloring most of the day (besides the history class) Lol...and I was saying 'Let's go!" like I was all happy to get started on the school day....lol....can we say WHATEVER!
But I suppose this means we are going to learn something soon....ugh...but I guess have much fun doing it :P we shall see.

The last part of the dream I was getting ready to leave to get my hair cut (which I am actually going to do here in about 20 minutes!) but when I was checking the clocks to see what time it was in my dream...they were all sideways??
Each one of them, and I think they had the wrong time on them too.
Freaky, because in my dream I was thinking poltergeist or something, lol.
I suppose now this means something along the lines of that it is not quite time yet....?? Or we don't know when something will happen/come/begin??
I woke up after that...

Anyway, thought I'd share while I'm waiting to leave :)
Lots of work to do today and out of here to chop this hair off! Whoo hoo! Finally!
Later bug spray infested tick bombs of googly eyed freckle cakes!