Somewhere...beyond the sea....

"Looking up from underneath
Fractured moonlight on the sea
Reflections still look the same to me
As before I went under
And it's peaceful in the deep
Cathedral where you cannot breathe
No need to pray, no need to speak
Now I am under all
And it's breaking over me
A thousand miles down to the sea bed
Found the place to rest my head
Never let me go Never let me go
Never let me go
Never let me go
And the arms of the ocean are carrying me
And all this devotion was rushing out of me
In the crushes of heaven for a sinner like me
But the arms of the ocean delivered me"

Welcome. This is where you will find a piece....although the puzzle is scattered and partly hidden under the film of fear. So easy to break through. So easy to see through if one could perceive such miracles. Today is rebirthed...and tomorrow is forever. There's no going back, although one could forget.....we always forget. But we travel on the tides, on and on. Deeper and deeper. No, not till we find our place...our place is the ocean as a whole....we always belong, even if the roaring waves aren't too sure of that peace.
Just keep swimming....just keep swimming. Today we swim....tomorrow we exit. Like sugar poured in water....never leaving....only fading into something better.

Much going on. Too much. Busy Busy Busy. All the 'little things' suffering under the weight of the 'immediate'....or in my case...the 'immediate' suffering under the weight of the 'little things'. But priorities have been arranged....and its much less regretful to let those immediate things wait, then to miss even one little thing.....for the little things are what really matter anyway. And you already know that, I hope.

Long list of work, short list of other things that need done. But everything on these lists are trumped by warm coffee, rescuing giant spiders who lost their way inside the house, an over creative child who must have that costume item sewn NOW!, a cat that tells you when his 'mommy holding time' is, a hubby who need guidance in the best way to do whatever it is he may be doing, and the little boy whose not so little anymore who wants a grilled cheese 'like right now' even if you are in bed trying to sleep, the other cat that must inform you that his food bowl is again not full enough for him to only take 3 bites, obsessive urges to do strange photoshoots, and this problem that you are stuck on level 170 something on Candy Crush and since you only have 5 lives anyway, you might as well take advantage of it......all this prior to humoring that list, lol.
Welcome to my life scenario at the moment.
All of those little things accompanied by larger things that still outweigh the list as well...like finances or lack of such things, the headache of renting a house that is far away, injury and/or health issues, other stuff that isn't on that list, and these things just keep going. So those immediate things suffer....and thankfully the boss man is good at filling in the gaps and helps get things done.....I'm certainly doing a bang up job. psh!

Anyway.....Things are beautiful...always.

And it's over
And I'm going under
But I'm not giving up
I'm just giving in
I'm slipping underneath
So cold and so sweet
And the arms of the ocean so sweet and so cold
And all this devotion I never knew at all
In the crushes of heaven for a sinner released
And the arms of the ocean delivered me