Saturday, May 23, 2020

Hearts afire... burn away the filth

First World Problems 101
When you want to republish a book, yet the website you have always used 'upgrades' into a complete disaster...so you hunt for elsewhere book printing places, to find one that looks promising... yet you realize you are on your new laptop which doesn't have an input for your SD card... so you are now going to have to get on the desktop to email yourself the files you need.... and then hope to god they accept the files without throwing a conniption fit about embedded fonts. And they will take 3 files and not just 1... because who in their right mind wants fucking number pages on their title/copyright pages...
exactly.. no fucking body.

But I got that Book 1 re-edited into something less traumatizing...
and would love to start on book 2... (I'm sure it needs editing...but I wanna read it too)
a lady gets beheaded in that one...  and that poor girl dies...the same one that gets killed again in book 5 O_O ...I swear she never gets a break.

Anywho...
I built garden boxes today...
and made stir fry...
and planted stuff...
and cleaned the fish tank...
and I've got one blueberry muffin left...
I plan to relax and meditate forever from now on.
...
I do have to wash my 4runner.... but my hands are screaming NO

I might just chill for the next week or so... or forever...
That sounds good.
I'll just edit books....and by the time I'm done, maybe I'll
have more than 5 ideas for book 7
or maybe a whole different story that doesn't involve an Alchemist
I might do a screenplay... to keep in practice...
There's an animation with two foxes that keeps popping up...
and that's way faster than writing a novel...or editing a novel.
I could probably edit the last screenplays I've already done...
those are good... *nods


3d world has been extremely busy
Productive
and advancement forward exponentially
and I'm pooped
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Aether lands have been willing and ready,
my ass just hasn't been able to stick around long
just brief convos to which I barely remember...
except the one I wrote down...
The static in both is waning... and clear sailing is on the agenda soon
Energy is flying... and I'm only able to be carried at this point.

Body - is crying inside, like a prolonged whine mostly...
but she wants rest and sleep and relaxation... and not to do anything

Mind - is nodding along with the music.
This is nothing she can't handle. All is well with her.

Brain - is trying to foresee the future and is running estimates on possible anomalies
She wants something to analyze for fun, but nothing is striking her fancy

Soul - is singing some 'La La La' song over and over, but it's not affecting anyone else
She knows she'll get to meditate or relax soon... Something about 'calm flow'...but I have no idea what's she's talking about. Hence the reason static is not always a friend.

Ego - is trying to figure out what she wants. She doesn't know and is aggravated that she doesn't know. She's rolling her eyes at the lack of contrast, and at Soul's singing. Ego wants Body to shut the fuck up, and is trying to get Mind to choose something for her to ego-out on. Ego needs a nap even though she hasn't been participating very much lately.

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~~  Everything is just energy waves.
Only Mind tries to give images and meaning to those energies it receives...
yet overall, it is irrelevant. 
They change by the day, by the hour, by the nanosecond...
all an unending stream of details and info and patterns that never cease to meet your receptors.
And you read them, forever giving them a face, a name, an emotional reaction...

The heart is the CORE PROCESSOR
It is the centerpiece for that data stream to be processed and converted.
All things (images and emotions and meanings) must be processed before they can leave.
The Heart is the core.
The waves travel through and to be transmuted into self (matching desired frequency)
they must meet at the vortex of energy that alters states of both energy and emotion.

Heal your heart...
and you will heal your world...

All negative, lower vibrational energies that you feel or carry...
can be altered into a more desired vibration directly through your body.
It's called transmutation
but it's also science of electromagnetic frequency
Climb the ladder. Change all things by holding them at the center (at the core)
and melt them into self
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"When you are present, nothing else can be." - Thoth

that goes for your troubles
your bad feelers
and your pain as well
inner and outer


 Heart Connection Celebration – Brenna Reiki Master
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"Sometimes there's static in between the channels." ~ The Alchemist

he says this with a wry smile.... and this may have been something I've overlooked...
or perhaps what I get for not paying attention...
although I'm positive Soul knew all about this... she always knows.
and I felt her assuredness this whole time... and well, that was good enough for me.

I'm somewhat excited to see what's on the new channel... the new dimension... the new timeline...
(for starters, I just found out Neil Armstrong died a long fucking time ago in this timeline) 
(and moist cool dirt is good for eczema ??)

mmm....
time to go... ripples move in the aether...





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