I wondered what it would take to inspire a post strong enough to get me to write once again.
It was seeing the dying of the light within another's eyes.
My dear...
I see you trying to comfort yourself as you do things...
...all the while screaming in silence a resounding NO!
I see you hiding behind your masks...even though it doesn't fit correctly...
I see your fear and pain and that ache...
...the one that prays someone...something will grasp you from your slumbering nightmare.
You can't hide your eyes, even if you hide your hesitance behind that muzzle.
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Someone was telling me about what they would do... "if they had to" obey this or that rule.
something particularly loud in today's world...
But my dear...
You never ever ever have to do anything you genuinely do not want to do.
Don't prepare yourself to do it,
don't think about the how,
don't pretend how brave and well thought out your ruse will be.
Bravery doesn't arise from conquering yourself and pretending you were strong....
Bravery comes with resolving to uphold yourself... and BEING strong.
Stop getting those ass backwards.
We are tired of seeing you die inside.
It doesn't matter what you choose...
But if you are killing yourself to make a certain choice fit...
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It's been a few weeks, eh...
since I actually came here to write, AND post it and NOT delete it...
Lots of acclimating to some new space lately.
Projects passing through and some coming to an end.
Many others still in the energetic world.... and yet to be revealed...
many of which will remain a secret...as long as possible...
...it's a personal challenge for me...so don't take it personally, lol.
I'm sure you'll be able to feel the echoing of their presence if they travel through my world
The Aethers are jumbly...like there's a signal, but the signal is flickering...
you see what's coming in, but it's not smoothly received.
static in the skies...
all it takes is a bit reconfiguring of your own reception rod...
but you gotta realize that's what you need first, lol.
Blah...
all good now, but the world is still bleeding out with redirectives and demoralized distractions of every kind
The world is at the edges... if you haven't been paying attention, btw
tipping point... or also what we call the turning point...
It will all be worth it, just stand true.
I could probably go into specific details and explanatory foresights... but why ruin your movie.
That is the fun of a movie though, correct?
To take you on some whirlwind of a journey... to evolve your character... to test your resolves...
to write you a story when you refuse to write your own
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These quail... are so close to being 100% outside... but that wind is being a bitch
I'm eagerly waiting for tax returns and stimmy money to grace my presence....
I've got investments to make YO! and to restock my savings account...and pay for my cow.
pic before I forget... or lose interest...
kinda bored
and I ran out of things to write...
Raya and the last dragon wasn't too bad...
I like the cultural references... I didn't like the my little pony version of dragons...
Chaos walking was...kinda meh... short.. a few funny parts...
oooh... Justice League is up... might watch that...
WTF.... 4 hours... good god... *insert overwhelming emoji
I don't know if I want to tolerate fat batman again...
... but Aquaman is in it...yeah?...
ooooh, they have the mandalorian season 2... oh dang...
....I wonder if the quality is watchable...
decisions...
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