Yield, No U-turn, Do Not Enter....yes, I know we are no longer on a road

Day 13 of 100 of WTFIW....F

_________________
Got a few random things marked off that I intended to do and I've done them.
There's way more, but I'll get there.

Running into a few snags on certain ones.
Some are just mistimed.
I'm happy that I'm only on day 13. That leaves me with at least 86 more days of this.


ROAD SIGNS:
Those things that are supposed to make sure you don't drive off a cliff or into oncoming traffic.
Those things that keep flow when people drive around.
With kids, road signs are like those things you put up so your kid doesn't run into the road.
Sometimes you use them for rules and chores.
Sometimes as a way to control the pace and direction of the young drivers in your city (home).
Some kids are like people in cars.
The ones that do the steps like most other kids do. They get a job, they hang with friends, they go to college, to get the better job, to make money. And then buy the things they want even if it takes a bit longer...or not.
Cute little drivers they are. Doing the society thing, even though you know they know that there's more out there than the mask of culture and matrixism.
But it looks easier this way to them, so they go that way and your only job is to put signs up that say there's a cliff up ahead, "Proceed with caution." or something along the lines of "Refueling station 1 mile." You know, cause distractions take up much of that sort of life.
So these road signs are excellent for kids in cars... sometimes, many times, you get those...
other times you get lava.
Kids that are like lava. Or shall I correct that to say my kid that is like lava.
You can put up a sign, they could read it and shrug and ooze on past it like the blob of liquid hot earth. And your sign falls in it and disappears.
You can get an arrow sign pointing "that way" --> as being a viable option....
but lava... it goes where it will. Sometimes just because it wanted to eat that sign you kindly put up.
You can do the barricade thing, but then there's this long period of the lava building up and building up and building up for fucking ever... just to crawl over the barricade to look and decide 'nah, I don't want to go that way.'
And this lava kid... although appreciative of your efforts, will still mosey itself along the way it wants. No hurry, no rush, no agenda, and no worries. And it gets what it wants too, even if it takes a bit longer to get there....or not.


I have this astrology report...and it's unbelievably accurate and I'm not sure what to do with this information. Problem is you don't really see the connections until the day after and you are left shaking your head. Weird.

I want to put this here too, just because...
Remember those dreams of a large city (possibly New York) and the tsunami/tidal wave/destruction shit... just want to offer the opportunity to consider not going there this year.
Like not in spring/summer/fall. Not sure which, but it wasn't cold.
I don't want to get into conspiracy theories and that sort crap, but things have been pointing towards a strange and large event that is sure to reach the world.
High probability before the end of the year.
Higher probability Dec 19th....
but, still... don't go to New York or anywhere up that way near the northeastern coast. No big cities with the tall shiny shiny buildings near port.

Going to finish that feng shui book this week! I have screenplays to write.
Going to paint a wall.
Going to go bake something.... mmmm... but I don't know what yet... I'll go look...

Aloha e aloha e... 'Ano 'ai ke aloha e

Day 7 of 100 of WTFIW....F

Watching.
Watching the act of doing nothing.
Because nothing is so important at this moment, and we sometimes feel we have to keep it going...
but we don't. We don't have to play the game.
We don't have to get up out of bed and complete tasks, we don't have to check off the lists.
We don't have to see this, or go there, or be that, or get those.
Are you afraid of sitting still?
Of being in the motionless void?
Of feeling?

hmmm...
there happened to be a deeper trench here than I realized
and even as I float freely, I discovered this tether
and I untied myself from it.
My guide asked. "Are you sure?"
yes
yes
I've been given everything for free by the universe
and the only things that costed me were those things I thought I had to buy myself.
there's no reason to be anything other than what I am
and I am the universe.
I am free.
Always free.


________________________________________________

chapter 4 in book.
At the moment it feels really scattered and thrown together! YAY!
Just like the stars. <3
I'm taking on a new love interest with my ukelele.
but I'm thinking it needs a paint job.
and a name.
same goes for the piano....
I've almost got this song that won't cooperate with my fingers...
it needs a name and a paint job too....
yes, I am one of those people who paint shit...

but you know what I'm doing, right...
I'm procrastinating on every creative endeavor I have planned.
Why?
*shrugs.
who knows... but I'm sure once I get started, I'll be like fire.
fire in a drought.
and it will be a bonfire
until I burn out...
and that's the beauty of it.
and then the land is scarred, and blackened with char
and the wind courses freely
and the rains come.
the rains.
and things wash away, moving here to there there to here and we all dance
and then...
it all regrows.
and this chaos it the best thing I can offer you.
You get all of me.
for free.

you're welcome.

 thing is... my time to meander is short.
like shorter than a midget without hair
and I see the start line...and I can't keep my feet from lining up...
it's like getting on a ride at an amusement park you've never been on, but all coasters are the same, yes?
so you have that nervousness, because you don't know what to expect, not really anyway...
will it be exhilarating?
will it kinda suck?
fast, slow, high, low?
backwards? loops?
screaming passengers?
but you're in line... and what's worse than getting on the ride when your time comes?
leaving the line....
so you stay, even as your heart pounds, because chicken is for the coop...
It's like those rides that bring you really fucking high... and then drop you.
that line sucks. You even get to watch the ride while you wait.
and then your turn comes and you go towards it... you know this sucks.
then you get on and the straps... you are in for it now..
and it sucks...and it sucks...
and it lifts and you hate every bit of it.
and you get to the top and it turns and you laugh, because you have no other choice now...
and it drops...
and it lands and you get off and your body is like... 'wtf just happened'...
and your brain is.. 'that was great!'
and you know you won't be getting on again (until next visit), but still glad you rode.
yeah
life stuff. simple, easy, effortless...
but you gotta get on.
and so the creative beast shall be conquered ...shortly.
like soon, but not today
maybe not tomorrow...
but soon...


____________________________________________

Passion fruit. Is it harvest time?

Day 6 of 100 of WTFIW....F

Ahhh, had one of those talks last night.
the kind of talk that is equal to pouring rain water mixed with a tablespoon of chicken shit onto a very neglected plant. And the plant forgot all about the simplicity of what water could do.
The dose of shit with it is like the nutrients. Like miracle grow, but all natural and organic.
and free.
First we discussed things about how the basis of certain cultural aspects relates that doing good deeds is like the giving of good fruit. And how if a branch doesn't give fruit, it is lopped off.
I found confusion in that statement, as having direct contact with the boss man, he never once insinuated that if I were not going to bear fruit, per se, that I would be punished for it.
So my very awesome guide says to "Ask him." (not ask him, but to ask the boss man)
soooo.... even though I'm in a weird fluctuating period with that whole aspect... I do anyway.
Cause I gotta know.
Anyway... boss man totally does the exterior thing (cause he's mostly internal now and the exterior thing is not necessary anymore) but it's so much easier to ask questions outward 'to' someone rather than mulling around in the internalness of spirit.
...
I get these images of hands offering, like a giving. Nothing is in them though.
And the boss man says...
"Even if your hands are empty, even if your words fail, it is still the giving of self."

-- so I'm brought back to the time when people stood in line and boss man was holding a box and people would take something out of the box.
He would ask them to 'choose how you will know me' and they would shuffle through the box and pick one, like a religion or creed.
When my turn came, he asked me the same and I said "I just choose you."
He set the box down and knelt down to me. "Then have me you shall."

back to real time --  then he does the hand thing to me and offers his empty hands.
"Anything I could give you, would never equal to that which you truly receive."
It is the same with what we can offer....our fruit is ourselves, not our deeds, not our actions, not our words... 
and why would I even think that emptiness is less than wholeness.
ahhh fuck yes.
the boss man is awesomeAF
and I've missed him even though we've never been apart.
and then the word 'communion' comes up... and I'm told to look it up, lol
anyway, it's like a common union, a community of oneness, etymology speaking...
He speaks about how energy is completely connected to itself
When a thought reaches out to something it is like an electrical bond, and the current moves throughout the universe. Everything is connected to everything else, maybe indirectly, but always connected. And the charge that is amplified is the basis of how matter forms, how life is born, and how ideas, dreams, visions, and emotions vibrate.
That in turn unites everyone and everything. Every thought connects us to the other side of it, to a person, to a place...'through' a feeling....
Feeling isn't only a compass, it is also the channel.

_________________

You know when you hold out your hand and offer assistance...
and you're so used to everyone shaking their heads 'no' in terror...
but then one random day while your really well thought out words and passionate plea for enlightenment show up, someone gets a wild hair up their ass and takes your hand....
....and you're surprised... O_O .... but now terrified yourself.... ew...
...wait....did I say I would help you?.... that was not me.... that was the dumbass inside of me.
.... I guess we can play 'enlighten the common folk' .... 'seed the earth'... 'whateverthefuck mess I just got myself into'
educate the 'educated' because they are sometimes so clueless....



time for some deep soul shit... laters

Muse (ium)... intriguing.

Day 5 of 100 of  WTFIW....F

When your intention is forgotten and you fail to follow through.
Tinges of guilt pour in. Never enough to drown you, but you feel it.
Shame. What were you doing with your time?
Have you forgotten?
No one cares. But still, you may have missed something incredible.
You may have missed something...
...as if anything meant for you could pass you. Pssh.
Everything meant for you will be yours.
And time. It's not really a thing.
Always perfect timing. That's all it could ever be.

Did you know...
that when you straighten your fingers you get wrinkles on your knuckles.

just thought you'd like to know.

Starting chapter 3 in book. Will get to it tomorrow.
There's somewhere I'd rather be.
besides Ireland... that is.
But I found tons of cool places to add to the itinerary.
You can thank pinterest.com

and cherry blossoms... I find it frustrating that hotel costs rise when you bloom
...sure, choose the smithsonian for a senior trip, why not...
this all assuming everything will be open... gov. shutdown, yo.
*rolls eyes...

I'm guessing you can't follow along...
but do you know what that sounds like?
not my problem.

my blog, my rambling, my erratic writing.
all glorious.

later  - *waves goodbye

Weird Science.... and mythology too.

Day 4 of 100 of WTFIW....F

Things are getting serious.
Between me and the Universe.
Like there's nothing really between us.
Super super awesome melding going on.
On to level 4, and also got some super awesome ideas flowing in.
Like 'poof, here I am' ideas.
May have been floating around for ages, but I never caught it until today.
Like what! This is exciting.
I'm taking it as a sign to continue on my adventure.
Ha! Like I wouldn't anyway.

The backdoor secret key code is:
FEEL first
then BECOME
then DO

in that order.
Don't bother wasting your time trying to 'do' first.
The line is long when you go through the front door.
and there's the check in counter, and there's a fee.
so... take my word.
On the honor of the Universe.
FEEL what you want first.
Even if you have to make up scenarios in your head to get the feeling.
Feeling in your compass.

If you would like to learn more, be sure to pre-order my book
Feng Shui Sh*t For An AwesomeAF Life.
I don't know how much yet, cause I don't know how many pages it will come to.
Chapter 1 is almost finished.
It might have 7 chapters, so you get the jist.
My Talking To Trees book only had 40 or so....
But I don't like rambling too much.
or I go off on some tangent and find something other to talk about that has nothing whatsoever to do with whatever I was trying to explain in the first place, but still is kinda relevant to the explanation. And I also don't really like explaining. Sometimes I feel like you should get deep and learn this shit yourself instead of me having to point out the fucking obvious shit to you. Sometimes stupid people are just fun to watch all while still driving me crazy.
_________________________________________________________

Share a Secret Day!

Energy attracts matter and energy moves matter.
Energy is god and all forms (on earth anyway) follow the same energy patterns.
You can see them in everything. Biological, matter, the earth itself, fire, water, wind, etc.
We are made in god's image. Because we flow with that energy to create a form of the matter we are composed of and designed based on dna.
Now god consciousness. That is electrical energy.
Electrical energy is the stimulation between nerves and synapse nodes to create a flow of designed thought patters. Everything biological has electrical energy. People, animals, plants. However even the earth, as well as weather is also stimulated by electrical currents. I didn't get far into asking deeper questions of this territory because I was too caught up in....

Zeus. The king of the Greek gods. ... and what did he carry? Yes, the thunderbolt of lightning.
What is lightning. Yes. Electrical current (Life consciousness)
He was also god of thunder (vibration, matter patterns)
God spoke (vibration, sound) and it was so.


Thor. Technically the same dude as Zeus, but he was from Germanic mythology. God of thunder, of lightning too. His weapon of choice, the hammer, but he could wield lightning as well. Duh, didn't you see the movie? Play the video game! Lightning!
(mmmm..... Chris Hemsworth....)

Also Jupiter (Joviel (The joy of god)) - These are the same entity.
THE SAME THE SAME THE SAME THE SAME


Everyone is correct.
So I had a field day with mythology and shit, while getting swamped with a scientific powwow.
Now that... is "fun".

What I will need to ask is whether the same energy flows the same throughout the actual universe or just on Earth? If it is different based on different stars or geomagnetic resonance....this would play a part in proving that any alien life outside of earth would have to appear as a different form than those found on Earth.
But, and a big but.... those species could not survive here long term. So even if we got invaded by an alien species, they couldn't stay. Yeah, they can come and go, take what they need and leave, but they couldn't establish a colony here. The energy waves specifically engineered on the planet Earth wouldn't allow their different energy patterns to flow naturally. They would eventually die off.
This also means we would be bound to Earth and couldn't colonize other places that differ, at least not long term.

Now.... if the energy patterns on all the universe are the same as they are on Earth... then there might be an issue. But this would then prove that god (energy) did create all beings in his image (from the same energy flow and with the same electrical current)
Of course, that means we could travel and establish other planets. Because space, yo.
This all assuming we could ever make it out of Earth's atmosphere.  NO, we didn't go to the moon.
The radiation from the sun would kill everyone!
Unless your spaceships are lined with gold, don't even talk to me.
(oh...and we could possibly make it there, but no way could we get off the moon to return to Earth.  You can't fake the math.)

Anyway, the aliens took all the huge gold deposits when they mined it.
*shrugs.  sounds legit.

___________________________________________________

So what have you learned today?


oh...and the best idea came to me today....
like 30 minutes ago.
It was a totally different idea I had that I couldn't seem to find a 'why' or 'how' for.
and now I have the why! and the 'how' is so simple!
and I get to do/have the things I wanted to in the first place, but now way way way better!
Exciting!!!!
And the first step will be available to me on January 21st.
How is that for perfection!
and what did I 'do'?
Not a thing, besides FEELing excited and joyful.
and poof... here is it's match.
  Magic.

The sanctuary is here.

Day 3 of 100 of WTFIW....F
man...number three seems so little compared to the number 100
I have random notes of possibilities ... many with tally marks on them...
cause that's what I'm doing...
a bunch of stuff, and a bunch of nothing.
both are equal.

Writing chapter 1 ... for new book
watched some videos
finished reading my book
played Crash Bandicoot.... and let me tell you...
this game is not relaxing... gah! I used to be better at this.
I suppose I'm strengthening my stress response.

might go in craft room... tomorrow...
that's where I get actually started on all the other interesting things..
but as you can tell, I've been procrastinating on that.
I have like 4 projects I could start.
5 actually.
shit, no 6. I do my script outlines in there too.
Ready to start writing a screenplay...but alas, there's gaps that are not
filled yet to complete the entire story.
If I just start they will fill in....but yeah... getting there.
I can hang with Storie, she knows how to fix anything I perceive as a story problem.

Received numbers 3 and 5 on that Universe list. SWEET!
Level 3 already!

My other list is Level 56, and I got.....
number 4
 ... shit
Piano for 7 days.
Time for practice I suppose.
________________________________________________________


Life is supposed to be effortless.
So do that.
Be that.
It's okay if you're scared.
I'll be there with you.
 _ _ - _ _ - _ _- _ _- _ _- _ _-_ _ - _ _- _ _- __

I'm not sure where they are.
But they know me more than I know myself.
And I've seen her.
And she is not like anyone else.
And I'm not sure what to take from that.
I'm not sure why she is the way she is.
But I asked him about her...
and he asked me "if she came here for just him, would that be enough?"
and I answered "yes."
and he asked "if she came here for just him, or just her, would that be enough?"
and I answered "yes." to that as well.
and then he asked... "if she came here just for herself....would that be enough?"
and I hesitated, but only briefly. Again, I answered "yes."
"Then it is enough." He replied.

and that is where transcendence happens.
the place beyond the last gate.
the final path.

My guide is still with me.
but the council is in motion, still trying to hide their movements...
they are literately tip-toeing... sending 'hushes' while they gather...
pretending like nothing is up.
they've begun moving slower in an effort to throw me off.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!
Whatever dudes... take your time...
I can see you.
Why they think they can sneak by unseen is beyond me.
Maybe I'm just an anomaly...
well, I am, but still. Wouldn't they know that by now?
oh shit... I need to stop talking about them...
I see the tense faces...
you would think other-worldly souls wouldn't get so triggered, lol.
like they don't want others to find out that they hold council meetings...
weird.
"They are displeased. Your words are causing havoc in the outer realms."
my guide says...
"Energy waves." he simplifies for me.
cool.

___________

anyway, going to write more on the book chapter and go to sleep....eventually.

Wow...that worked rather fast

Day 2 of 100 WTFIW....F

That list...
I just received numbers 2, 3, 4, and 6.
HA!
How's that for possibilities!?!
Thank you Universe!
Time for level 2

And... I started the book.
~ Feng Shui Sh*t For An AwesomeAF Life ~
Got the beginning done and will write chapter 1
sometime this weekend.

Going to do some craft projects...
planning on some more artwork...
other odd and end stuff...
back to the gym soon...
finish reading my book... yes, my book.
cause I can.
and I'm crushing on my characters... 😊

Honing energy vibrations.
Flowing will continue soon.
Right now shit is floating all over the place and I'm just staring at it.
this beautiful mess... look at all this gorgeousness...
I can guarantee you that after the full moon things will be skyrocketing.
At least for me.
It's like my inner soul knows, but everything else is like, wtf...I'm tired. waaa.
But anyway.... I'm gonna search for something deep for you and come back to this...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...

well... not feeling it today... maybe tomorrow!