Forward MARCH!

I made it a whole 2 days of not inserting my two cents into open slot machines
... be proud...
cause sometimes I do find it *fun
just yesterday though... someone with a dubbed 'neutral' perspective...
... wanted to make sure to prove not to be so neutral....
just saying
I'm kinda glad I called that out...
even though it was totally not intentional....
cause I just commented that I 'loved their perspective'...
    (mistake #1, cause I really dgaf and she used lots of big words...)
and shared just a small tidbit of a personal opinion (which by any means doesn't mean shit)
...but oh ho!
someone I guess took it wrong?
   (like that's ever a surprise... *insert eye roll... I really was nice (mistake #2))
anyway... they are far from 'neutral' in the matter... (the truth is revealed! Ha!)
it was fun... ;)

me enjoying this view of watching people warp themselves... is probably a problem LOL

or not ;)

I'm also kinda annoyed that what I said was taken wrong and in a negative way...
like yo, lady.. chill out Karen, nothing I said was rude, or mean, or sarcastic! Gasp!
Maybe it's this Mercury retrograde in MY sign that has it all wonked to the nth degree...
*shrugs...
my intentions aren't to hurt people, yo....
but when you get butthurt.... I do still tend to laugh...which may come off as intentional....
then your defensiveness when none was ever called for... is annoyingAF...
and I tend to want to jump in and abate the nerves...
which seems to also be a mistake... because then I get all sarcastic...
and well... we have a field day for a comment or two until I no longer play...
no one needs butthurt in their life...
and I don't have to defend... I cede... nothing you have I want... sooo...
you lost before we started...
I don't even care about the point, or the topic...



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chapter 37...I think... maybe 38 now... I wrote a lot last night...
it's almost over...
and then I have a shit ton of editing... I know there's some parts I have add-ons to include
(this was not supposed to be this long!!)

sewing work... 2 orders left... one ships out Wednesday
The other will ship the week after....
and I have something else to make which I can do anytime in between or after...
...and then Imma make simple stuff....
(again.... yeah I know...I've done this and failed miserably at least 5 times)
not going to list the big elaborate stuff as often anymore...
the money is better...but the simple stuff is way more enjoyable! (and faster!)
I like enjoyable things...
and then I can rebuild my customer base with those peoples....
and THEN I can make the stuff I want to!
business plans, yo....

many theories in the land of 3d world stuff...
possibilities... and ideas....
things are shifting in a unique way...

It's March!
YAY!
we made it
and I do still have that list I'm aiming to complete...
some are already finished...
so....
I have 30 more days ;)
and everything can change in an instant!
Huzzah!
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Ugh, so I promise I won't veg out on tik tok til 3:45am tonight...
and will most likely only just go to bed...
cause I still have to paint something tonight...and it's 9pm... HAHA
what is time really... not the boss of me, yo.

Mercury retrograde ends on the 9th....
which means, all I have to do is wait it out...
and then I can say words again and only be misunderstood 75% of the time...
instead of 99% of the time...
The time also changes too... which doesn't effect me...
and on the 11th, I'll have a check in my hand and another 2 items checked off that list.

and everything else will take care of itself...
and magic will happen...
I FEEL it coming...
and it will be beautiful!

seriously, going to go paint an applique (2 of them)
then depending on the time and how tired I am... writing or meditating, or sleep.
ALL are good.

So...be prepared for sudden shifts and changes.
Be prepared to make decisions on a dime
Be prepared for things to just fall into place like no one's business
and be prepared to walk it with grace and trust...
The Universe has your back!