High Hopes

Day 98 of 100 of WTFIW....F

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Did Ego perhaps get her way?
Or did she take on more than she needs to?
There's a guess that it was both
Add to that, that she's also paying for it...in cash.
What happened?

Soul succeeded in giving the Ego an opportunity to get something it wanted.
oh...but oh... Soul is chuckling in the corner...
Ego is a sucker.
And now Ego gets to do something and pay to do it.
Soul will watch, until Ego decides to flounder in frustration.
Then Soul will finish the task.
And again rescue Ego from despair.

Don't ask Ego what she did...what she agreed to.
She will not say.
As society will look on in horror with jaws falling down.
Eyes will be stricken with unbelief.
Hands will slide down faces while heads move side to side.
"What have you done?" They will say.
"Why would you do that?!" They will cry.
"The future has been ruined!" They will anguish.
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Ego rolls her eyes. 


Kartoffel kinder haben wasser.


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So there's a huge huge huge thing coming.
I don't know what or when, but soon.
I feel this in ten thousand ways.
and I must go.

and I finished reading (half skipping through a book that kinda sucked)
and frankly really really skipped the last few chapters..) it was that lame.
And a new one is coming in the mail.

Bathroom needs painting and caulking and cleaning.
All walls are up. Just have to put light and mirror back in.
Picking up paint tomorrow.
Throwing ideas around to take a vacation.
There are too many options at this point.

Many ideas around.
Seeing what the universe wants to hand me. 
Kinda over grabbing. Surrendering here.

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Nothing huge to share.
Had some deep insights, but they aren't able to translate into words.
there's something present.... and it's with me.
Like the force or something. Really kinda ominous.
And totally awesomeAF.

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Had to have high, high hopes for a living
Shooting for the stars when I couldn't make a killing
Didn't have a dime but I always had a vision
Always had high, high hopes 

Had to have high, high hopes for a living
Didn't know how but I always had a feeling
I was gonna be that one in a million
Always had high, high hopes