Empaths and skittles

Empath Survival Guide 101
Lesson #23 -- when you realize that what you are feeling isn't fucking yours...
and you have to wait around feeling all the crap until the responsible culprit
makes themselves known...
 "Thanks jackwad! For not dealing with your shit until after I softened it for you!"
So being an empath is like being a stool softener. Fuck sakes!

I might have to write a book on it. Empath tips and tricks...
for the REAL empath that google can't tell you anything about.
So much bullshit all over the place about that subject and don't believe any of it!
Stupid candy-ass sugar-coated masking LIES!
Maybe it's all for fake empaths or something?

Anyway... I feel better... which means they feel better...
and if I were Thanos.. there wouldn't be a moment's hesitation to make everyone disappear.
especially everyone ignoring their issues....
Deal with your shit people! I swear... *keeps looking at hand hoping a gauntlet with five infinity stones appears....

Let me share some thoughts... because I can. Not really to educate you... but hey anything helps, yes?
Here's a list of 10 traits of an empath I found at the top of my google search...
Let's delve into this bs stew...

10 Traits of an Empath from some website at the top of my recent google search...
1. Empaths are highly sensitive
Empaths are naturally giving, spiritually open, and good listeners. If you want heart, empaths have got it. Through thick and thin, they’re there for you, world-class nurturers. But they can easily have their feelings hurt. Empaths are often told that they are “too sensitive” and need to toughen up.
   *** BULLSHIT! BULLSHIT! BULLSHIT! -- I'll give you a kick in the fucking ass. I'll give you advice... that would be all I would give. Spiritually open..yes, because we don't give a fuck. Good listeners... at times... no promises... Heart...I'll burn you in the fires of hell...-- Nurturers... I might try to offer assistance..but let's be real... if you're not taking the advice in the first place, we will never reach this point. -- Feelings hurt, yeah sometimes... but only for a very short time... and then you are nyxed off the list of someone allowed to approach... and you'll never see/hear from me again. -- 'too sensitive'? HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! depends on the day... but maybe for a whole hot minute... and the fires of hell... -- toughen up?... say that to my face, bitch...

2. Empaths absorb other people’s emotions
Empaths are highly attuned to other people’s moods, good and bad. They feel everything, sometimes to an extreme. They take on negativity such as anger or anxiety which is exhausting. If they are around peace and love, their bodies take these on and flourish.
   *** ugh... first lesson -Anger is not an emotion!!! Please for the love of all that is... Anger is a response to FEAR or PAIN!!! Anger is a reaction, but it is NOT an emotion. --Empaths can't take on someone's anger, but they can feel the vibration of fear or pain from another. -- Anxiety, yes, it sucks. Exhausting...not as in body wise exhausting... it's exhausting trying to transmute that shit, as you can never never never reach the root of it, because the root isn't inside of you, it's inside of them and only they can heal that...-- Peace and love... what even is that???? Show me "real life" people who have this, because at this point in life I think they are fairy tales in this dimension.

3. Many empaths are introverted
Empaths become overwhelmed in crowds, which can amplify their empathy. They tend to be introverted and prefer one to one contact or small groups. Even if an empath is more extroverted they prefer limiting how much time they can be in a crowd or at a party.
   *** overwhelmed in crowds....depends on the type of crowd... I love trying to find reptilians in crowds.. I love waiting in hour long lines at DisneyWorld. I loved Black Friday shopping at 7am when stores used to not open until Friday... -- Introverted, I am, but I can't say the majority are. Some groups I might like, some I hate... depends on the people and the reason for being there in the first place.

4. Empaths are highly intuitive
Empaths experience the world through their intuition. It is important for them to develop their intuition and listen to their gut feelings about people. This will help empaths find positive relationships and avoid energy vampires.
   *** Intuition is my life... so I have to agree. Positive relationships... ugh... I hate everyone. Energy vampires are NOT A THING...fucking stop spreading this LIE! You just lack boundaries and a fucking spine!

5. Empaths need alone time
As super-responders, being around people can drain an empath so they periodically need alone time to recharge their batteries. Even a brief escape prevents emotionally overload. Empaths like to take their own cars when they go places so they can leave when they please.
   *** LOL super-responders... HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! have you ever called my phone? because I do not answer that shit 99% of the time. Unless I'm trying to fuck with the caller and start singing Melekalikimaka..or pretend to be an old lady or 3 year old... -- Alone time... yes please, but that hasn't always been the case. -- Take my own car so I can leave.... ABSO-fucking-LUTELY!!! LOL YES

6. Empaths can become overwhelmed in intimate relationships
Too much togetherness can be difficult for an empath so they may avoid intimate relationships. Deep down they are afraid of being engulfed and losing their identity. For empaths to be at ease in a relationship, the traditional paradigm for being a couple must be re-defined.
   *** ????too much togetherness?? wtf ??? avoid intimacy??!! who the fuck would do that?! -- afraid of being engulfed... Let's get on this piece of shit sentence. FUCK YOU! Weak ass people with a hellton of fear are the only ones unwilling to be engulfed in LOVE. FUCK YOU if you have this fear, because I would die for it over and over and over and over and over. COWARDS! - Losing identity... I'll let you know when I find mine LOL. -- Then redefine it dumbass!!! Weak cowardly dumbass!

7. Empaths are targets for energy vampires
An empath’s sensitivity makes them particularly easy marks for energy vampires, whose fear or rage can sap their energy and peace of mind. Vampires do more than drain an empath’s physical energy. The especially dangerous ones such as narcissists (they lack empathy and are only concerned with themselves) can make them believe they’re unworthy and unlovable. Other vampires include The Victim, The Chronic Talker, The Drama Queen and more.
   *** THERE ARE NO SUCH THING AS VAMPIRES. You are an easy mark for idiots because you lack boundaries, not because you can feel all the feelings! For god's sake! Stop putting yourself in the energy of idiots and maybe you won't become one. Gah! I just want to smack you!

8. Empaths become replenished in nature
The busyness of ever day life can be too much for an empath. The natural world nourishes and restores them. It helps them to release their burdens and they take refuge in the presence of green wild things, the ocean or other bodies of water.
   *** Stop being in the busi-ness of bullshit. Stop picking up burdens, YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT!

9. Empaths have highly tuned senses
An empath’s nerves can get frayed by noise, smells, or excessive talking.
   *** HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!! and multiple other things, including google definitions of empaths, apparently! YES

10. Empaths have huge hearts but sometimes give too much
Empaths are big-hearted people and try to relieve the pain of others. A homeless person holding a cardboard sign, “I’m hungry” at a busy intersection; a hurt child; a distraught friend. It’s natural to want to reach out to them, ease their pain. But empaths don’t stop there. Instead, they take it on. Suddenly they’re the one feeling drained or upset when they felt fine before.
   *** My heart will crush you and be intrigued by the splatter of your blood upon the pavement. It might even fingerpaint in it. -- I don't want to ease your pain, I want to ease mine. (but we are all one...so I'm fucked) -- do you know who I would give money to, the girl who was playing the ukelele across the street from Five Guys... why? because she was in purpose. -- They don't take on the pity they feel from those people, THIS IS A LIE! That is their own guilt playing the program that gets triggered when they see those things. LIE LIE LIE!

argh... I have so much revulsion against these kind of crap lies all over the internet.
of course, as a disclaimer... this only relates to me and how I see things... and my perception is from some other dimension and no one is ever wrong...or right... so take what you will.

~ "Nothing is True. Everything is Permitted." ~

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I didn't get to outline my lion today...
(and frankly, I'm kinda glad, it looks terrifyingly difficult!)
like my skill level can do it and all...but my brain is like...
'it's going to take forever!!!!'
and yeah, probably will...
no longer than the piano, or the dragon...
so....

 hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
funny thing...
when your brainwaves send out signals... (when you think about a certain whatever..)
and someone mentions the exact same whatever... the next day or so...
sychronocity...
the first step in manfestation....

brainwaves are the electrical component...
emotion is the magnetic component...
and boom
electromagnetic waves create reality....
and matter is the anchor.

I should really just decide on something to manifest...
instead of using my energy for random crap...
and then end up saying something and ..boom there it is!
...but it wasn't something important or anything...
and then you feel like you wasted your super power.
when you totally could have just took some time to decide...

what do I want?
a stainless steel wok
a large 14" boat fender
a platform 2"hitch mount 2bike rack that reads Thule, or Kaut, or some other not cheap brand name on it. - I am not putting a $1000 bike on some piece of shit rack that wobbles and shakes...
new tires and a spare for the 4runner
go pro hero 7 black
a trip to Ireland for 4 or more
oak hardwood flooring for downstairs and someone to install it
20 acres nearby, but not too close, unrestricted
2 matching silverware sets that match the good set I have, because everyone has an issue with using the cheap crap ones we have mixed in and they call them 'prison spoons' and 'prison forks'...
...and bigger things...
like all the debts paid off... mortgage paid off... other house paid off... magical healing mojo...
eight million dollars... a new roof, a new deck, a road trip... some skittles...
some toys from the 80's... a stereo and sub for the 4runner... more travel funds...
you get the jist...
I should probably revisit the list idea (list of 6)... that has actually worked well in the past, but I stopped doing it when I started adding things that were not season-friendly... or were things I put on there just so I could get them finished...
I think I made it to level 40-someodd... I'll go get it tomorrow and post a refresher course on how it works. I swear it works! for me anyway...


ok...
I'm timed out...
and there's more interesting things to involve myself with...
fyi...I am not writing anything at the moment.... nor will I...
therefore... you'll only be able to read this blog...
and most of it may or may not be true.
because Nothing is True.

I might throw together the Empath Survival Guide....
I might start book 6... (is it 6, I'm on??) I think so...
I might write that bounty hunter script... idk.