Engines... check.

WoW

the electromagnetic field is supremely powerful
I can feel it lock into synchronization at times

and consciously, I can feel it
not like super saiyan jedi power...
but ancient mystical power that can probably do anything
manifest anything
and I feel the part of me thinking I shouldn't be here..
in this alignment... while I'm in it...
but...
it's mine...
and I feel like a stranger in my own home...
and this paradox poses a conundrum for my mind...
..
because I'm not a stranger....I just haven't been here for a long time
and this place feels like the cleaning ladies just left...
lemon and blueberry scents, bright lights and sleek shiny tabletops...
this mansion on high...
far exceeding the levels of the wealthy

and I remember that I have forgotten this place...
it feels like Atlantis.
Where the pillars stand tall, and there's always a soft breeze.
The skies like sapphire and silk curtains rising high to the ceilings.
Fresh cut flowers would be brought to our rooms with breakfast and teas.
We'd have lilacs and lavender growing along the paths and gardens always maintained.
It smelled like heaven. And the warm sun kissed our darkened skin daily.
The children from the town would have new wreaths for us each time we entered the agora.
When we were called for council, we'd be escorted by soldiers with red sashes.
The people would line up to watch us, bidding us favors, flowers, and smiles.
And the stars... they weren't so silent in those times. It was often they'd be the ones playing the music.
...


oooh...
but let's return here...
where this field surrounds this me, this life, this time...
and it's ready to create...
and all I have to do is choose

and is this the same thing as having the infinity stones?
to where you may not blip out half the population...even if it sounds appealing...
but blip to a planet to retire on, lol.
what is that? retirement?
sounds a bit like death...
...
anyway... I'm rambling and losing focus... but I guess listening to a video and forgetting where I was going with this is almost inevitable.
...
I think I'll hang here in this space for awhile...
pay attention to those things in me that needs that attention...

I once talked to a great master... he said...
"You know the answers, but do you feel them? That is where understanding comes from.
Come back to me when you have learned this."

and I understand this...
so I may stop in for a chat again...
I've been informed that he hasn't forgotten me... and is waiting...
😬



oh oh oh!!
I learned something today...

"If you can see it, then it isn't you."
"It's just a reflection of you."
....
maybe some education on that will follow...
tbc