Antennas...are feelers...

What do you call an empath...
but a real one?
Not that shit the internet throws up on every website there is...

There was a huge weight of doom hovering around...
I say hovering around... but it liked to conglomerate in my gut
completely...
cause that's what happens when you have a fucking antenna to the aether
and so... Mind goes on some quest to 'figure out' the who/what/when/where/why.
all the fucking questions...
because it wasn't it's own doing that perpetrated any negative thoughts.
It even did a round about and looked at all the previous thoughts...
nothing.
so... now Mind has learned to recognize that it wasn't because of itself...
so then... who's shit is this?
and it builds... sinking deeply into the gut...

and energy Soul is like...fine.. let's transmute it, no matter who's it is...
and it gets to work... but things need done and working on this is not the time...
so it does it partially...

and a bit later... it builds and sinks deep and it will drag you under and drown you...
but it's okay... cause I've got you, you little shit.
all your feelings and whateverthefuck... this is a safe place for you.
and this is a big enough place for you...
this body is a safe place for all of you...

and there was a bird stuck in the chimney flue...
and we tried to rescue him and help him outside...
and unfortunately it incurred an accident during the rescue mission...
and well... his anxiety stuck around... he did not
it transferred onto another... in other words...
and that energy floated... and it abated slightly in the gut...
but it built right back up little by little...
and Mind continues it's quest...
so...who?
and as it built...let's go check on the children...
(because I know better than to ignore this shit empath crap)
one is doing their thing... the other doing their thing, but nope...
the little birds anxiety transferred to that kid... and even if you act like you are managing...
you forget you live with a real empath... (and I don't think this is the correct word actually)
so...

this diverges a bit as to whether a feeling produces the reality...
(which has been recently taught in new age manifestation teachings...)

or the reality produces the feeling...
(because how long was the bird in the flue before it was discovered?)
(do I pick up animals feelings too now moreso than the regular times?!!!GAH!)

are they hand in hand?
both swirling like twin flames, fueling off the other

....
and I see that I'm sitting in 5d.... with all these questions...
questions I can't research online... because it's all wrong.
and asking in the aether is moot at this point... because the door to 6d is open.
and there are no questions in 6d
...
so...
this leaves Mind just knowing these things, filled with knowledge and wisdom on it's account...
and Soul knows these things too...
and Ego wants to take action and fix and wants to feel better...
but there's nothing to 'do'

transmuting is possible... and helpful...
but even that isn't actually doing anything so much as allowing something to move across your energy fields and raise to your vibration...and disappear...
keeping the door open...
and not looking through the eyes of 5d...
and thankful as all out thankful can be that all these things regarding real empathic abilities are swiftly recognized and acknowledged... maybe not instantaneously... but quickly nonetheless

I see why we are hermits and live alone with a house far away with a handful of cats....
so much easier. like living in luxury no doubt...

but that's not the point, now is it...
...

I don't think the word empath is correct... at all now...
and I'm not sure what to call this mess of a life
this connectivity to the energies...
and real shit....
and knowing how to move them, to change them, to heal them..for lack of better explanation.
the internet doesn't go here... it doesn't understand...
... like cold fusion... it doesn't understand...
... like changing a negative ion into a positive one... it doesn't understand...
among many other questions I've posed to it...
and energy transmutation is no fucking joke


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"Move from thinking thought....to receiving thought."

not to be misunderstood as receiving thots... no one wants that.

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maybe it's just premonition...
the knowing of not so friendly events on the way...
overwhelmingly psychic...
*sigh....
I don't know anything about these things
I know nothing.