Sunday, December 10, 2017

Get that out of your mouth!

Droplets of fire erupt.
They look like rubies, showering rubies.
Red beads of raw energy.
They streak upward and curve their way to the earth.
They fan out as they make contact with the ground.
Tiny pools of savageness.
The river flows. This river of fire.

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This reminds me of a rather strange occurance.
When my eldest was about 3 or 4 years old.
She was on the front porch, doing kid stuff.
***EDIT**** it wasn't a crying thing on this one...
She came through the open door and asked, plain as day.
What's the lake of fire?' She asked.'What?!' I asked.
'What's the lake of fire?' She repeated.
Me, thinking somebody's been messing with my child....
'Who told you that?' I asked.
'Nobody.' She shook her head.
'Where did you hear that?' Cause momma is gonna smack a Christian.
'My head told me.' Or something to the effect.
'You heard it in your head?' I needed to confirm. 'Noone told you a story or anything?'
'In my head.' She nodded. 'I heard it in my head.'
so we discussed the lake of fire version of what the bible says and a few other possibilities.

yeah.... so that wasn't the only time weird shit came from that kids mouth.
once, when she was 2...maybe early 3.... she was sitting at a little table eating
ramen noodles. It was lunch. No big deal, eating, playing....whathaveyou.
Then she started crying and ran over to me.
Me thinking, okay, she bit her tongue or cheek or something...
'What's wrong?'
'I don't want daddy to shoot the fireworks!' She cried.
'What fireworks, honey?'
'Daddy shot the fireworks and they hit me in the head and hurt real bad!.' Crying.
...ok then.
We didn't shoot fireworks for years after that. Even now if we do, we remind her about
this story. idk, man. weird shit.
Another time we were at Sam's Club eating at the food place in front. We made a rocket plane thing with the foil hot dog wrapping and she was playing with it and saying it was going to fall down and burn. Everyone would die. Simply, no emotion, no thought of anything.
We tried to get the name of this rocket thing, but to no avail. She tried to say something, couldn't make it out. Might be Russian, maybe?

So yeah...
Fire is cleansing....purifying.
It takes the muck out of gold when they smelt it. So it's pure.....
Like we are pure.... once we cleanse ourselves of the muck.
Cut that shit out...... literately!!!


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